really , when i read like this feel also made at this sutiation , that suffer the smoker.
me never smoke , but iam here can give some experience of my brother alweays they say it , .
they say me that when we have need , and we want somthing we do it so
try to cute part by part first some cigar , and after try to smoke less then before like that......
in the end make in yr mind alweays that the smoke is bad for healthy.and try to underestand what mean is bad really when you understand iam sure that you will stop
cauz " you can buy evry thing by money , but the healthy when they be ill never buy it by money so we have short life , try to care , and be happy "
good luck friends