Tange

Thought I would remind you of what you wrote( in purple) before you started. Guess you kicked the drug into touch and I am pretty damn sure you ain't scared anymore. Well done we are all proud of you.

"What scares me about this, is the obvious previous attempts and failures. And severing the tie for months with the one thing I could always count on: Food. I could count on it for comfort. For company. For sport. For Joy. For sadness. For love. For loneliness. For anger. For punishment. For biting of my nose to spite my blumin face. For excuses. For isolation and protection. For all the BS one can imagine. It is my drug. And I am an addict. And I am scared. "

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Blonde Logic

Oh wow! Tange, thanks for dragging that up! I remember writing that!! I was so frightened I was going to set myself up and fail!!!

Yes - I do feel I have stomped all over that addiction. I can't think of anything that would make me eat to deal with it now. I hope I am saying that 8 weeks down the road in RTM - but now, today, I do feel a particular calm inside - and feel just so good, and optomistic, and in control.

I keep thinking about my salmon - and how wonderful it is going to taste, and how hard I've worked to be able to enjoy that salmon, and I am pretty certain it will be the very best tasting salmon I have ever had in my life.

Again - that was cool to see Tange - thanks fro posting.

Cheers doll!
XXX

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Began LL on 8-1-08:

281 pounds (20 stone)
Size 26/28 BMI: 44.7
Class: Morbidly Obese

Completed Foundation on 29-09-08

154 pounds (11 stone)
Size 10/12/14 BMI: 24.5
Class: NORMAL




My Weight Chart:



BL's Diary: http://www.minimins.com/lighter-life-forum/27465-blonde-logics-stream-consciousness-diary.html
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Tange

Enjoy it. My first salmon was good but funny thing is day three when I could have salad that was the best I ate rocket and it was the best tasting thing I have had in my life. Of course if you get creative some tuna carpacchio with the rocket and hey presto a wonderful meal.

Its sooooo nice to be able to talk about food

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Blonde Logic

Oh my god Tange - for months I have been telling people that on the day lettuce leaves are allowed I was going to buy a huge bag of Rocket, climb into it and eat my way out!!!

I ADORE rocket, and have been dreaming of it for months!!! Roll on Thursday!!!!


I'm a happppppppy bunny!!!!

Can you tell??? hehehe

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Began LL on 8-1-08:

281 pounds (20 stone)
Size 26/28 BMI: 44.7
Class: Morbidly Obese

Completed Foundation on 29-09-08

154 pounds (11 stone)
Size 10/12/14 BMI: 24.5
Class: NORMAL




My Weight Chart:



BL's Diary: http://www.minimins.com/lighter-life-forum/27465-blonde-logics-stream-consciousness-diary.html
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bexnkev

We're allowed to say it!!! FOOD!!! I've bought a piece of haddock for my first meal and some tuna steak for later in the week (I've dreamt of tuna steak since the beginning!!!) I can't wait to be able to have a little bit of balsamic vinegar!!! my favourite!!! raw cabbage!!! yum yum yum (never realised how much I would miss these healthy things til LL!)

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Starting weight 24st 4lbs or 340lbs - 22/11/07

A total of 5 stone 6lbs lost in foundation





Target - 11 stone lost - busted 12/08/08
Target - under 13 stone -busted 26/08/08
Target - 12 stone lost - busted 30/09/08!!
Into RTM - 30/09/08
Target - half my original body weight - Busted 07/10/08
Target - under 12 stone

Tange

I am kind of sad that my journey is finished. but am looking forward to seeing you enjoy your new food groups every week.

Another tip get a good scale I weigh everything and track it on nutracheck.

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Blonde Logic

Your journey's may be done - so now you can be our tour guide!!! We'll just be little ducksfollowing your lead!

(Really though - you aren't going to leave are you? )

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Began LL on 8-1-08:

281 pounds (20 stone)
Size 26/28 BMI: 44.7
Class: Morbidly Obese

Completed Foundation on 29-09-08

154 pounds (11 stone)
Size 10/12/14 BMI: 24.5
Class: NORMAL




My Weight Chart:



BL's Diary: http://www.minimins.com/lighter-life-forum/27465-blonde-logics-stream-consciousness-diary.html
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slendablenda

Congratulations. You look amazing.
Good luck on RTM.
Debs XX

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Kaalin

Salmon and Tuna steak all sounds so amazing. We've got so much choice open to us and I'm excited about embracing it all, in good time of course. I had rainbow trout tonight...my god it was HEAVEN!!! xxx

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Tange

I will not be going anywhere, not now I have mates to chat to on here.

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