I am starting on Slim and Save today and I am really excited . I guess I have kind of made the decision that there is no going back now. I am tired of watching "Obese a Year to Save my Life" and "Biggest Loser" and wishing that was me, Getting down that I can't lose weight as fast as them, so therefor not losing any ... stupid attitude!
Today it all changes, no matter how long it takes the only way the scales are going is down.
I have alot of issues with food and tend to eat when I am unhappy, after a bout of Post Natal Depression i find myself at my highest weight ever, 17 stone 11lb.
I started CC a few weeks back at 17 stone 9 and have done nothing but binge eat since then, hence the gain.
I think that having something strict and limited will be useful for me, I feel like it will help with my food issues.
I need to remind myself of a few things. Why I am doing this. Hopefully I can look back and re focus if I am struggling.
I am doing this for K. Above everything else, she is my world and I want to watch her grow up. I want to watch her get married, have babies and watch my Grandchildren grow up. I don't want to die young. Live half a life as a Morbidly Obese Woman. I want a full life.
Soon I will be able to walk into any shop I like and buy something because I actually like it, and look good in it.
I will be able to go on a rollercoaster again and not stand in the side lines watching others have fun.
I will be able to ride a horse again.
I will be able to go a night out without crying before leaving the house.
I will make myself proud.
I will see something through to the end.
Ok, so here I come Day 1 ...