For those that know me I've been on S&S for a fair amount of time and I've decided to give this new phase of my journey its very own diary!
I started back on S&S on Monday 19th November 2012 ~ 247.2lbs
It was a bit of a shock but I think I needed to see that horrid number to get my butt back on track. I have had a rather rubbish few months tbh major abdominal surgery (twice) and I need to go back in January for further surgery. This is freaking me out ~I have to be honest, mainly due to all the problems from the last surgery. I have to keep positive tho and if this surgery works it will be excellent and I'll be on the road to recovery!
I've been stuck in bed for the past 10 weeks which has meant I'm bored and frustrated a LOT which has lead to the stupid gain I've had. But seeing as I need further surgery I've decided its easier/better for me if I can drop the excess, plus a lil bit more so that the surgery will be able to be done easier!
I really hope to get down to 200lbs by the end of January (if not sooner) I am going to have Xmas day off plan and not worry about it, because for the past 2 years I've always been on a diet of some sort. So this year especially as its my first year married to my darling husband I want to enjoy the day and the food.
It may seem strange not sticking to it for that 1 day but I think I need something to make me focus. If I'm good until then I will allow myself 1 day off plan, as before I've managed to stick to it for Xmas day then with everything hanging around I've caved and badly fallen off the wagon afterwards.
So this year I'm trying a different approach and its even more special because its my mum's 60th Birthday on Xmas day so we will be celebrating that as well.
So my WI's will be every Monday which will keep me focused over the weekends! I can't wait to see what this coming monday brings, I know I won't lose as much as I've done before as I can't exercise or do much tbh but its at least meaning I'm NOT putting ON!!
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