Okay, I'm making this diary to keep myself on track.
I started S&S last week but I totally messed up... So I'm starting again tomorrow.
I feel like when I ate it just wasn't worth it, so with that in my mind I hope I can do it right this time.
I have a solid goal & if I keep delaying & eating then I simply won't make it. It's as easy as that.
And on a brighter side, if I DO manage to stay on S&S until September then I WILL make my goal.
I WILL fit into my dress! All I have to do is eat my packs. That's all. It's like medication for excess fat.
So I have bought my Birthday Dress in a size 12, but it looks like an 8... Sigh.
It's beautiful, but it just looks so tiny. It's hanging up on my door, reminding me why I'm doing this.
My Birthday is mid-September. I basically have 7 months to do this. 7 months to lose 7 stones.
Gosh. 7 stones is a lot of weight, isn't it? I do remember being comfortable at 13 stones, and that's a while away!
I would like to enter summer as a 13 stone lady, so I'd need to lose 5 stones by June. Is that even possible?
Is my maths even correct? Hahahah. I am 17 1/2 stones right now. Ugh.
Well, tomorrow is the first day of this. I AM going to do this. I'm just going to think of it as medicine.