ww_horror
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Day 1 Feelng aprehensive, and maybe a bit annoyed at starting today. Went around Tesco to get the rest of the familys food and kept thinking i could just put it off another day and have these sticky ribs or this christmas pudding or these choclate bars and that icecream. Wishing i could stuff a whole lotta nice but fattening food into my mouth. Even my boyfriend said "oh i thought you would wait until Jan to start" Urgh wish i could hibernate this weight off :-( NOt exactly a positive first post but trying to be truthfull here in the hope it will keep me honest with myself and this diet. At 18 stone and 9lbs and 5ft7 and a bit I cant kid on that i dont need to lose the fat. Apart from I look terrible in and out of clothes, i get out of breath walking and as my boyfriend says i should be healthy for the kids sake if not my own. So Im about to have my last shake of the day and to be honest its not been a bad day, ive been peckish, a smidge hungry but nothing too bad. Lets see how tomorrow goes x