So annoyed at myself...will get to goal and will stay there this time!
Some of you may remember me. I did SnS on and off last year mixed with low GI. I got down to about 12 stones for my wedding in July and was really happy with how I looked and the photos etc. I know 12 stone is still too big for my height (only 5 ft 2!) but at my heaviest I have been 17 st 5 so I was pleased with that.
Anyway, after all inclusive honeymoon, followed by months of bingeing and Christmas I am now 15 st 6.75 :O To say I am shocked/depressed/ashamed would be an understatement! I started SnS on Monday gone (6th) and lasted till 3 pm when I went back to low gi. However last night and this morning I have just felt SO depressed and tearful about my weight that I have decided enough is enough. When I got into ketosis last time I really found I wasn't hungry and I felt great on the diet so I just need to get back to that stage. I NEED to do this. I am sat here close to tears (sorry for being a misery!) and am just feeling more determined than ever.
I feel I am still eating too much on low gi (following tesco diets) and am still obsessed about food and shovelling it in :( I need to remove food I think.
I want to break it all down, so for now I want to just get to Monday. If I can get to Monday then I will be in ketosis and I will have survived a weekend. I did agree to going out drinking Sat night but now I think I will let her know I can still go out but no eating/drinking for me!
I know I will be hungry but in all honesty I am not gonna starve am I?! I am so overweight I couldn't possibly!!
Before I found Minis so helpful to stay on track so am gonna be on here a lot again - following you all and hopefully getting inspiration and motivation and maybe even giving some myself at some stage!!!!
Hope everyone is ok and look forward to 'meeting' you all and getting this weight off.