berry delight
New Member
Hi
it feels like I've been reading these diaries for ages and always saying that will be me next week and it never happens. I'm renewing my vows in Cyprus next year after 20 years and desperate to get back to the weight I was when I first got married. I have been on a diet for the last 17 years sometimes got to goal and stayed there for a couple of years but it always crept back up. I stopped smoking in 2003 and made that my excuse for the 2 stone weight gain that year, if there is an excuse I will use it. I'm now at the heaviest ive ever been at 13.6 stone and still making excuses like I will start tomorrow so I will eat and drink my wine tonight and start afresh, tomorrow comes and believe me by 3pm I have my excuse ready for why its tomorrow i start. I desperately want to lose 3 stone for June next year and decided to order a months supply of slim and save to start my journey. But like always my demons are at me again, do I start after christmas? Or do I take the plunge and start tomorrow and have the day off at christmas, I think my mind set is here at the moment and have had a reality check that says it's only me that can change my life and eating habits. So have decided to start tomorrow and see how i get on or I will probably end up another 5 lbs heavier by the end of the year.
ive read this forum for a while now and like the support that people here give and hopefully this advise will rub off on me and I get get to my goal and feel happier in myself instead of feeling like an utter failure.
it feels like I've been reading these diaries for ages and always saying that will be me next week and it never happens. I'm renewing my vows in Cyprus next year after 20 years and desperate to get back to the weight I was when I first got married. I have been on a diet for the last 17 years sometimes got to goal and stayed there for a couple of years but it always crept back up. I stopped smoking in 2003 and made that my excuse for the 2 stone weight gain that year, if there is an excuse I will use it. I'm now at the heaviest ive ever been at 13.6 stone and still making excuses like I will start tomorrow so I will eat and drink my wine tonight and start afresh, tomorrow comes and believe me by 3pm I have my excuse ready for why its tomorrow i start. I desperately want to lose 3 stone for June next year and decided to order a months supply of slim and save to start my journey. But like always my demons are at me again, do I start after christmas? Or do I take the plunge and start tomorrow and have the day off at christmas, I think my mind set is here at the moment and have had a reality check that says it's only me that can change my life and eating habits. So have decided to start tomorrow and see how i get on or I will probably end up another 5 lbs heavier by the end of the year.
ive read this forum for a while now and like the support that people here give and hopefully this advise will rub off on me and I get get to my goal and feel happier in myself instead of feeling like an utter failure.
