bexiboo87
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Ok. So it's time for me to get a grip. I started my slimming world journey in August 2011, at 21st 9.5 lbs. By August 2013 I got to my lowest weight of 12st 4.5 lbs. I currently weigh somewhere around 14st 7 lbs. This scares the hell out of me, i know you can put weight on quickly but seriously. This stupid. But I can't stop. It is like I have become addicted to ruining everything. My meals are all still slimming world friendly, I still have the correct a's and b's. I have some days where I stick to 15 syns. But then I have other days, like today where I completely blow it by having a large slice of cake, a bag of chocolates and 3 freddos..... What the ****?! I feel although for it, physically and mentally. I haven't been to group in a few weeks. Because of work and because I haven't wanted to. I'm going back on Monday, I'm starting somewhere new but with a consultant I already know. I think I need to be around new people. I love my group but I think I've become bored of it. I need to learn to say no again. I need to stop binging. You'd think none of my clothes fitting would stop me but it's not. I'm really hoping Monday will help. I need find my willpower again. I need to get excited about slimming world again, I miss feeling like I did in the beginning. Slimming world is easy, but it's hard to keep interested after 2 years and still not reaching your target weight. Not sure what else to write. I guess this going to my attempt of some sort of diary. Let's just hope I keep to it, the diary and my slimming whirls journey. Now. To try and have a good weekend.
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