Just poking my head in to say hi, so many people have sent me messages while I'm Missing In Action.
Ive had a lot going on in my life, my new job is a lot harder than I expected and not really what I thought and it's been a tough time. A lot going on personally too.
Ive been intermittently binging again as well. My weight has been pretty stable around my 2 stone loss, but obviously the binging is a big concern for me with my history of various eating disorders. But I've sat here tonight having a £10 worth of food binge, while watching children on comic relief dying for the sake of a £5 vaccination. Talk about putting things into perspective.
Anyway the point is MM isn't the place for me at the moment. Everyone is wonderful and so helpful, but I need to focus my mind on myself at the moment, and that's not something I can do properly when I'm reading about food and dieting and eating and cheating and binging, all day.
I WILL be back when things are a bit better for me. But until then, so much love to you all. Keep up the good fight, keep focused and keep supporting each other. You guys have been there so much for me, and I hope to be back to support you soon xxx