Just remembered that I hadn't updated you on my exercise plan
Tomorrow I have my induction to my new gym, its at 11 and I plan to use the gym for a hour after that

My new target will be to go to the gym or the pool 4 times a week for a hour at a time

They also run classes so I'm hoping to maybe join one of them and really kick this weigh loss up a gear until xmas.
Xmas is a really big thing for my family, my parents are divorced and have been since before I can remember so I have always almost had 2 xmas's and now with my OH family get together I have 3

but the thing is on my dads side everyone is really skinny and my cousins who I am always compared with are really beautiful. I come from a big family but there are 3 of us all similar ages.
Gemma is 23, beautiful a size 6/8, a professional footballer in America and the golden girl of the family
Sami is 21 same as me and has long blonde hair and is really sweet and innocent looking and a size 8/10.
and I'm always compared to them, my nana, bless her, she loves me to pieces but I don't think she understands what she says some times she has always said from me being about 8 that Gemma was beautiful and talented, Sami was beautiful and sweet and I was smart and had a bubbly personality. I know she was trying to be nice but you can see how that made me feel, I have always been told I was the brains of the family and my family are always telling me i need to loss weigh in not so subtle ways, like my aunty buying my zumba for xmas last year and my nana always mentioning that if you wait too long to lose weight you end up with lose skin
Anyways enough of me ranting, basically I want everyone to notice me for good reasons this year
