Hello! I'm hoping some of my old subscribers will follow me to this new diary and I hope to meet some new faces along the way. I've hit a serious wall, I feel like I've tried everything on SW and its all gone wrong. When I do good its great but its been so up and down my graph looks like the jagged teeth of a shark! What's worse is that, in the countdown to Christmas, I've realised I've managed to regain back all the weight I had lost this year and am back to how I was LAST Christmas. I'm mortified.
This is where this new diary comes in. I weigh in on Wednesday and this week I'm going to ask my Consultant if I can re join, despite never leaving. I want a new empty book with no stickers and no massive plus signs. I want to deserve the stickers again. I don't know if this is allowed but I'm praying it can be because I think it is the ultimate way to draw a serious line. And if I can do this, I'd be needing a new diary on here too. I don't want to keep looking back at all the sulks and binges of the last diary. Plus, if I cannot get this "re-join" concept, at least I've kind of got it here. It may seem weird to decide to do this just before Christmas but I feel that if I don't, I will gain back ALL the weight over Xmas. This should keep me in check over the holidays.
Anyway sorry for the ramble but I hope this makes sense. Despite not weighing in until Wednesday, I wanted to try and restart the plan today, start of the week and all that. So expect my first food diary shortly