Well as the title says, i did 3 months at slimming world. Only managed to loose 8lbs in that time (i did cheat, a lot!)
Now a few months down the line, i've gained about a stone and half. I can't stop eating junk!!
I get through about 5 big bars of choc, plus more, I skip meals to eat choc, biscuits and junk. I try to eat healthy. I'll have a hugeeee dinner and still want suger! So day 1 of no suger so far and i've got a massive headache. I'm snappy, very!!! And i can't stop thinking about junk food! i've quit smoking (4 years now) and this is harder!! Back in my youthful (and not my proudest days) i used to take drugs. And my come down and my moods are worse than coming of drugs!!!
I have an uncontrollable appetite! when i eat, i can eat!! i will get through loads. packets of biscuits, bars and bars of choc, cakes, anything, i want it. (nothing healthy though)
We have a lock on are cupboard to store all our junk food (but i can break in, lol) So now in the day while hubby at work, its locked outside in the shed. I do a lot of secret eating, cuz i eat that much! and i have kids and don't want them to pick up bad habits.
If theres no suger in the house, i will resort to eating spoon fulls of maple syrp, if we have it in. If not i pinch the kids vitamin tablets and eat them like sweets.
If i do baking with my children the children can have 1, maybe 2. And i'll eat the rest of the huge batch we made.
So they say the first part of an addict is to admit they got a problem. Sooo.... I've got a problem, i'm a big pig who can't say no to food!!!
Off out to take my mind of food. Lets see if i can last the day.
Now a few months down the line, i've gained about a stone and half. I can't stop eating junk!!
I get through about 5 big bars of choc, plus more, I skip meals to eat choc, biscuits and junk. I try to eat healthy. I'll have a hugeeee dinner and still want suger! So day 1 of no suger so far and i've got a massive headache. I'm snappy, very!!! And i can't stop thinking about junk food! i've quit smoking (4 years now) and this is harder!! Back in my youthful (and not my proudest days) i used to take drugs. And my come down and my moods are worse than coming of drugs!!!
I have an uncontrollable appetite! when i eat, i can eat!! i will get through loads. packets of biscuits, bars and bars of choc, cakes, anything, i want it. (nothing healthy though)
We have a lock on are cupboard to store all our junk food (but i can break in, lol) So now in the day while hubby at work, its locked outside in the shed. I do a lot of secret eating, cuz i eat that much! and i have kids and don't want them to pick up bad habits.
If theres no suger in the house, i will resort to eating spoon fulls of maple syrp, if we have it in. If not i pinch the kids vitamin tablets and eat them like sweets.
If i do baking with my children the children can have 1, maybe 2. And i'll eat the rest of the huge batch we made.
So they say the first part of an addict is to admit they got a problem. Sooo.... I've got a problem, i'm a big pig who can't say no to food!!!
Off out to take my mind of food. Lets see if i can last the day.