Diary of miss self destruct
So firstly I'd like to apologies as there will be spelling mistakes and grammatical errors galore but hey that me :p ...
I started back at slimming world Thursday night and have to say this time I'm determined to stay on track.
the back story 2years ago I lost over two stone with sw and was so happy to look good in the photos at my best friends wedding as her chief bridesmaid I I didn't want to be the fat girl so in all honesty that time I think I was subconsciously doing it for other people.
Dont get me wrong she had never asked me to loose weight in fact she told me I was perfect just the way I was but having always been low in confidence I didn't want the feeling of guests pointing at me.
i went to class every week and got off most of the weight I wanted to Sara had a wonderful wedding and I took my foot off the pedal and thought i could continue to do it alone.
at the same time I stopped going to class I met Mark for the first time after 7 years of being single I was swept off my feet ..
Roll on dinners out bottles of wine a proposal holidays all inclusive in the sun a man now living with me and boom I'M bigger than I've ever been.
I am determined to get it off for good this time and found this place an excellent source of support before .
IM sure your all bored to tears with my ramblings but I thank you for taking the time to read.