So, the exciting news is that my boyfriend, Gav of 2 years has proposed to me!
And I, of course, said yes!
So after all the excitement calmed down, reality set in.
I need to buy a wedding dress.
Suddenly, I was filled with dread and worry at going into a bridal shop and either not finding anything to try on, or looking massive and stupid.
Terrifying as it all is, I think this is the motivation I need.
Last year I lost 4 1/2 stone and due to laziness have since put 3 of that back on. I feel fat, disgusting and like I don't want to go out.
I tried to buy a new summer dress and I just looked pregnant. I'm NOT having that.
I'm a very sociable girl and for me not to want to go out because I don't think I look good in anything is proof I need to do something.
MY future mother in law joined Slimming World on my recommendation last year and has lost nearly 6 stone!
I'm so proud of her and she looks fantastic but I can't help but in the back of my mind, be jealous because if i had stuck to it, I would be at target now.
She often thanks me for motivating her to go and join up, but I can't do it for myself!!
I haven't weighed myself in weeks but I''m going to do it tonight when I get home from work and if i'm honest, i'm dreading it.
I know just how much rubbish I have eaten and drunk and it's no ones fault but mine.
I'm estimating that I will need to lose 5 stone or more. But i will update this tomorrow.
I really hope I have your continued support from everyone at Minimins and it will be a happy ever after for me.