ive slipped up twice this week with mini binges ( maybe 50 syns) each time.
im fighting the urge to throw the towel in and skip WI monday. I really want this, and im so disappointed in myself..I mean, week one! come on..thats pretty pathetic.
that said atleast I can safely say that the thought of chocolate makes me feel sick now so maybe its out of my system for a bit.
I just really want to commit fully and get this weight off ..my girl turns 2 in august and ive been saying 'ill start Monday! ' since she was born, despite claiming id be back in prepreg jeans by her first birthday! right now id be lucky to fit my big toe in those jeans!
just need some words of wisdom or advise. I dont deserve a loss now, but the idea of having a pitiful first week loss, or worse a gain makes me want to retreat to bed with a brownie from the shame!