Sorry to make my first post in the slimming world forum such a miserable one. I had my first meeting yesterday, it went really well. The people are lovely, I'm looking forward to going back. I had been weighed by my doctor before but having my weigh in last night at SW made me feel so disappointed with myself. I knew things were out of control but I'm just so upset I let myself get this far I'm switching between feeling really glad I'm getting started on SW and doing something about my weight, to feeling like "Oh what's the point?! I'm a mess!"