Well, it happened again. I fell way off the wagon and hit rock bottom last night with the biggest binge I can remember. Seriously, it was so bad. I felt ill by the end of it, I hated what Iíd done and I didnít know what to do so I went to bed. I woke up this morning still full from the previous night and just felt groggy and horrible so although itís so close to Christmas, Iím taking the bull by the horns and getting back on SW! Before leaving for work this morning I took my lunch box out the fridge that Iíd filled the night before and replaced my bag of Doritos with a satsuma and replaced the mini Mars bar with two raw carrots. Iím now sitting at my desk munching on carrots and feeling better about everything. I forgot how nice raw carrots are!
Iím really going to give it my all from now on. My weddingís in 6 months time, my honeymoonís in 8 months time and Iíll be darned if Iím going to do either of those things looking like this! Iíve been avoiding this website for a while as I felt guilty for straying off SW and like Iíd betrayed the forum! Nope, it was only myself I was letting down so here I am, ready to start again! Luckily I havenít gained back everything Iíd lost, just a few pounds, so I just have to keep going. Thanks for listening!