The school holiday is throwing me off kilter
Last half term I was absolutely fine, I was just a week or two into SW and it was all shiny and new and I was full of enthusiasm.
This one though - and involving copious amounts of chocolate - is a mare. I swear I'm inhaling crap food.
I have come to the conclusion that I simply can't have chocolate in the house any more. At least not for me - if I buy it for the children then in my mind it's theirs and I don't jump in. But where I used to be able to have my treat pack of kit kats or freddos and have no more than one treat per day, I now can't leave them alone. This morning I bought a packet of the little 1.5 syn Lindor eggs thinking I could have a couple a day or something. Half the pack is now gone - I'm like a possessed chocolate monster :(
I reckon I'm just going to have to accept that I'm probably going to have my first gain this week and look forward to normality returning next week. And have a run tomorrow morning to make me feel a little bit more virtuous.