Wow today is the day I have been hit in the face with a sledge hammer. At 17 stone almost I knew I wasn't small but I thought I carried it well. Until I decided to do before pictures in underwear! I've just cried for the last hour , I look 9 months pregnant and how can I not have seen this , I'm disgusted with myself and what I have done. I know I need to use this as motivation and I've kept photos on my phone but omg what a shock.