Hi,
I've found myself here as almost a last resort. I feel really really out of control and helpless.
I have 4 stones to lose, I've been flipping from Atkins to Dukan to calorie counting to fasting with no results. I was really sticking to Atkins for a week, but I didnt lose so much as a pound!
I'm a member of Curves but I barely go twice a week.
I've lost nearly 4 stones before in 4 months. I've even paid out £6000 on a gastric band that has done absolutely nothing for me, I've even put weight on since I've had it.
I just really don't know what to do. I hate the way I look now. I'm disgusted by what I see in the mirror. SO WHY CAN'T I CHANGE? I just don't understand.
I know exactly how many calories to eat to lose weight, I know that exercise is important. But I can't stop myself from eating.
I drink too much alcohol - about 2 bottles of wine over the week. I'm not addicted to it, but I feel like I often drink because I'm bored and it gives me some pleasure - the same reason I over eat.
I started the Shrink yourself program and it identified a few issues to me - feeling unloved and rejection from my parents. But I just don't know how to tackle this. I have a good relationship and I am successful, but this just seems to be one thing I can't beat. Food is an every day struggle for me. I wish I could just push reset and have a normal relationship with food.
Sorry for the over-emotional ramblings, I'm just having a particularly low and desperate moment. I just don't know what to do. I'm really looking for some guidance or some friendly words.
Melissa - 4.5 stone to lose - starting 28/05/2013
I've found myself here as almost a last resort. I feel really really out of control and helpless.
I have 4 stones to lose, I've been flipping from Atkins to Dukan to calorie counting to fasting with no results. I was really sticking to Atkins for a week, but I didnt lose so much as a pound!
I'm a member of Curves but I barely go twice a week.
I've lost nearly 4 stones before in 4 months. I've even paid out £6000 on a gastric band that has done absolutely nothing for me, I've even put weight on since I've had it.
I just really don't know what to do. I hate the way I look now. I'm disgusted by what I see in the mirror. SO WHY CAN'T I CHANGE? I just don't understand.
I know exactly how many calories to eat to lose weight, I know that exercise is important. But I can't stop myself from eating.
I drink too much alcohol - about 2 bottles of wine over the week. I'm not addicted to it, but I feel like I often drink because I'm bored and it gives me some pleasure - the same reason I over eat.
I started the Shrink yourself program and it identified a few issues to me - feeling unloved and rejection from my parents. But I just don't know how to tackle this. I have a good relationship and I am successful, but this just seems to be one thing I can't beat. Food is an every day struggle for me. I wish I could just push reset and have a normal relationship with food.
Sorry for the over-emotional ramblings, I'm just having a particularly low and desperate moment. I just don't know what to do. I'm really looking for some guidance or some friendly words.
Melissa - 4.5 stone to lose - starting 28/05/2013