Someone stop me...

Today I weight 12st 6 lb ... The only other time I was ever this heavy was whilst pregnant.

I was diagnosed bulimic last year and thankfully the meds have helped and I no longer take laxatives or try and be sick. But I'm now suffering from Binge Eating Disorder and I just can't control it. Every goddam day I binge and I put on more weight.

I've been referred for counselling but it's a minimum 12 month waiting list and that's just for an assessment! I dont really rate the therapy anyway as it requires you to have willpower and to be able to control your urges anyway ... If I could do this then I wouldn't need therapy!

Anyhow I'm hoping that by using minimins.com I can find some willpower and support to help me feel more positive and capable of taking control.

I like the idea of intermittent fasting but I'm just not strong enough to resist binge urges. I have tried slimming world before but found the unlimited foods just fuels my ability to binge.

Well, I actually feel better for getting this all off my chest. Here's to day 1.

x Carrie x
 
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