Coming close to the end of week 2 and today I'm a complete mess.. I've kept to the plan I've come out with inventive meal ideas for the evening so I could feel semi normal and my OH has been giving the evening meals a try so so far but when it comes to the weekends Friday/Saturday I feel totally socially isolated/ jealous/ wanting to cry. We would normally go out for a meal or have a takeaway which last week I came through fine and even this weekend I don't want a takeaway.. But I'm missing having that time with my OH where we go sit down and have a meal that I haven't had to plan or cook.. just to be served and enjoy each other rather than the other crap life throws. I'm missing having Costa latte with friends.

And In the evenings I'm dying for something like scrambled eggs on toast or Eggs Bennedict or a steak with the trimmings. I've told my OH if he ever fancies having something to have it (because I don't want to burden anyone with my diet) and he took it literally.. so while he's eating when we are out.. I'm sipping on a glass of water.. and I'm really beginning to get sick of water!!!

I don't want take aways or anything fried in fat or chips.... Just something nice. Why can't I just eat like a normal person... why did I binge myself to this weight

Sorry just needed to tell someone!