I feel like I should have a diary for my restart somewhere to come and just get all the thoughts out.
I do enjoy the interaction so if people want to talk to me here I will be more than happy and as I can't dedicate loads of time to the forums this would be the best place to catch me.
I am trying to think of my reasons behind restarting, I know I feel quite determined and I am going to disneyworld on November the 29th and want to be slimmer for that but I have felt that way for a while and it did not quite kick me into gear.
We went on holiday to Rhodes recently and my husband says he thinks it may have been the airplane seat.
Which it could well be as I have only partly achieved my goals regarding plane travel.
I wanted to get in the seat, get the belt done up and feel comfortable.
Now I can easily get in the seat, only just get the belt done up but still don't feel comfortable and still can't get the tray down.
My ultimate goal before disney is to get down to a size 14 and start maintaining before I go.
I do not know if it is possible. I have crept up to a size 20/22 whereas I was in size 18 when I stopped the diet last time.
I will aim for an 18 as my 1st dress size down.
I don't feel as determined this time I think because I already lost some of the weight and regained my self cofidence.
It felt easier to do the diet when I hated myself and it was some kind of medicine.
I will be posting my cravings on my thread and I hope I don't cause anyway any problems with this.
Anyway thanks for reading.