So! I decided to start a blog. I'm one of those, fed up, hate the way I look so I stuff more junk in my mouth rather than do something about it...well that's all about to change.
Im 19 years old, 5ft6, 21st4lbs and size 26. Pretty big. I've never been particularly pretty and been overweight since the age of about 9 or 10. I got bullied really badly and hated everything about myself. I can't walk down the street without someone saying something and shopping! My god, I hate it...every shopping trip ends with me in the changing rooms in tears. Boys didn't look twice at me, didn't have my first boyfriend till 17. I'm now in a relationship with a lovely man and we are really happy together. But still I don't feel like I am my real self, I want to feel sexy! I want to go out with my partner and his friends and have him feel proud to have me on his arm. He says he loves me no matter what I look like but he doesn't have to see me through my eyes, he doesn't endure the self-loathing and the constant worry about what I look like.
So! My weight loss is going to begin! Monday morning I am going to stop eating the crap and start looking after myself. My goal is 13 stone by next summer but I am going to take it one pound at a time. So wish me luck my fellow flab fighters! Fat Ferne is going to become Sexy Ferne <3