So I've started slimming world for the last time because this time I will conquer it and those daemons. This time I'm ready for it; counting and looking up syn values, keeping a food diary and measuring my a and b choices. I know starting around the festive season isn't ideal but if I don't start now I'm going to get bigger and bigger and I'm no longer listening to my half hearted excuses. I have several reasons for starting again.
1. I refuse to buy bigger clothes and a result I don't have a lot of clothes that fit.
2. I want time feel confident to wear skirts and dresses without tights.
3. Feel good when I stand next to friends.
4. I'm going to a wedding in august next year and I don't want that feeling come July of why didn't I try.
So I'm sure there might be a bit of self loathing on the way but I will get there this time.