Friday's Food diary
small bowl cereal
chilli chicken and bean noodle salad (tesco's ready lunch and it was really yummy)
chippy chips and sauage (no batter)
Saturday's food diary
2 slices of plain toast
tagliatelle with a tomato and basil sauce
Sunday's Food diary
Mum's roast dinner, carrots ,cauli, peas, cabbage,garlic chicken, 4 roasties and 1 rather large yorkie
So lets catch up with the last few days, Friday headed to london to stay with me bestie normally on the way there we always stop at mcdonalds for lunch but this time (i think as Hubby wasnt with us) I stopped at a tesco's on the way in and the boys grabbed a meal deal whilst i scanned all the different salads they had, chilli chicken noodle salad with a lime dressing it was really scrummy had soya beans and these little black beans in it and was really nice i'm hoping they see it in my local one lol. Went shopping with the boys and ended up buying myself 2 new pairs of ankle boots which i was well chuffed with as both pairs came to £18 instead of £70 as they were reduced in evans could have quite easily brought atleast 6 or 8 pairs but refrained very well i think in just getting the 2 Also got a new pair of trainers as the ones i have are nearly falling apart lol. Got to my mates and chilled for a bit before heading to the shops for some alcoholic beverages and then calling in the chippie as neither of us could be bothered to cook Now i didnt really want anything from there but me mate said it's not going to hurt and so chose the sausage without batter which was yummy and to be fair only ate a few of the chips as we were so busy chatting they got a bit cold. Hmmm had way to much to drink we didnt even go to bed until 6.30 had such a great night though laughter and tears before laughter again and it just felt so good to be able to go though everything with her and get a huge about of my chest. I layed awake until 9.20ish thinking things over that we had spoke about and trying to email another friend must have nodded of only for my alarm to go off at 10 right in my face as i had dropped off with my phone in my hands from trying to write a email on it lol all i can say is thank god i never finished it and sent it oh deary me it certainly gave us a chuckle reading it though Went and had our hair cut at 11 and then after that our eyebrows waxed, I really do not recommend this after virtually no sleep and a obvious hang over! Hair is looking lovely again though really pleased with it all my layers are back in and its been thinned out abit as my hair is like mega thick. By the time we got back to hers it had gone lunch and the only thing either of us could manage was a couple of slices of toast before crashing on the sofas for a bit to try and return to being human. Unfortunatly due to a few phone calls i ended up coming home saturday night instead of sunday morning and this was the end of my happy carefree day. Got home to a awol hubby who when eventually found turned out to be a totally drunk one aswell the less said about last night the better really.
Today I got up to try and turn the house into something that resembled a house and not a pig sty i mean seriously a day and a half and it was as if the 5000 had been at mine not 1!! cleaned up the kitchen before taking to the freezing cold footie pitch to watch B Hubby stayed at home in bed giving me the silent treatment but my boys team won for the second week in a row and also B was man of the match again 2nd week in a row he scored a blinding goal was so proud of him after the match finally finished went round to my parents where my youngest was and ended up staying for lunch which was huge and yummy and i didnt leave a single thing the only problem i have with that is its the only thing i have eaten today and yes i know that this isnt good but once i got home had a huge barny with the hubby and truly feel like ****!
So its been a awesome weekend while it lasted but has ended up pants now with a horrible atmosphere and i have no way of making it any better i'm all out of energy and strength and feel completly deflated with no idea of what i can do anymore i'm totally exhusted of ideas apart from 1 which i really really dont want to do and any chance of a decent conversation at the moment is well off
Weigh in tomorrow and i dont know what to think about it would love to see a 1lb loss to take me to 99lbs to go but with the amount of alcohol consumed and it being totm im unsure if i will get it or not we will have to wait and see what the morning brings.
Hope everyone has had a great weekend xx