I want a life .I want people to see me for who I am ...My Diary for ME

[little_legs13]

Hi

1st impressions
I am Fat there is no getting away from that . I am also funny ,good company ,a loyal friend and a good listener .I am also lonely ,I have no one to talk too and I don't go out socially .Its my own fault I lost all my confidence and stopped going out plus my clothes didn't fit .
cant blame anyone only myself .Now all my friends have stopped asking me to go out .I am depressed and I'm taking it out on my husband and my children all because I'm fat and who can I blame ME ! who is the only person that can do anything about it Me.. I am going to lose everything soon .So today I begin. I have eaten last night Chinese ,the chocolate the biscuits and I am not going to wait till tomorrow because it never comes .Right here Right Now ..I would love someone to listen to tell me how they feel .I know I'm not the only person who feels like this .

Day 1

My diet begins . I will be back tomorrow all of you take care xx bee

 

[TessToo]

Good luck with your weight loss honey, you can do it. And you're right... being overweight can make you depressed, miserable, angry, fed-up, ill and a social recluse to a certain degree.
With each pound you lose you will feel better and better... well done for taking the first step... and here is to a slimmer and happier future.

Tess x x

 

[little_legs13]

Hi Tess thanks for the response ...

Day 2 ..
over slept only my 15 Minutes but when I looked in the Mirror OMG bed head .Straighteners didn't work so had to revert to heated rollers ....big Hair ...ran out of the door ,I hate being Late. Does' not look good when your Management. Drove into work with 10mins to spare so beans on Toast and a Coffee .Monday Morning desk Full .Doing 4 persons jobs Do I care no keeps me busy and I don't eat .
looks up and my god 1.30 so off for lunch a chicken breast and veg curry ...I felt so good ..got away from work 5.30 .home to cook dinner for hubby .no tea for me ..
9.00pm just had a packet of crisp .so not a great day but no too bad.
off to walk the dog now ..night all .xxx take care

 

[little_legs13]

Hi had a bad few days wish I could say its got better but its not ..never mind Christmas is coming ...and I cant get into my clothes :cry:and all I do is feel sorry for my self

 

[Missnaughts]

Hey lovely! Good luck!! I know iow you feel and I know it's really hard! But it's also amazing that your making the change and doing something about it!! Are you following a plan or are you just eating healthy?

Xx