Thread: Emma's restarter diary!

Still cant post, still trying! cont....

Its all a bit **** at the moment for me, im stuck in a rut and im not sure how to get out!.....

i've been eating non stop, no control what so ever, ive made myself very unhappy and i feel that i need to give up!
Sorry for the 'feel sorry for myself post' but thats how i feel!

ps if i go back to page 1 of this diary and then click on post reply it seems to work, fingers crossed! !

Hi Emma,

Sorry you are feeling so rubbish! My email is on my profile and I've got a useful email that I can send you, if you mail me. Please don't give up, you know that you still want to lose the weight, you are just feeling down about yourself.

Don't worry that you keep eating, thats why we are all here, because that is our vice. You are just having a harder time adjusting to SS and it really is an all-or-nothing diet and very life consuming. Can you give your CDC a call and explain how you are feeling?

Don't give up though, unless it is what you really want. It is so so hard a diet to do, if you've done it previously - the first time seems a doddle, but it gets harder to re-start.

Anyway, please mail me if you want some more support or to talk things over - I may even send you my before photos if it might help you diet, seeing how gross I looked! LOL

Originally Posted by Emmie Lou

i've been eating non stop, no control what so ever, ive made myself very unhappy and i feel that i need to give up!
Sorry for the 'feel sorry for myself post' but thats how i feel!

Hi Emma

Don't worry about the "feel sorry for myself post"!!!! Its allowed u know! So sorry ur making urself unhappy.. this ridiculous diet isn't worth making urself unhappy over... if you've eaten, you've eaten (hope it was something really really really nice!), don't beat yourself up about it. The most important thing is to be happy and healthy, stressing yourself out isn't going to do you any good and will make it harder to resist food.

As Lottie said, have you spoke to your CDC? Maybe you could switch to another step to give yourself your control back? SS is so hard and it will mess with your head if you eat and then feel unhappy and disappointed with yourself, maybe it would be better to switch to 790 or 1000 or something like that, that way you would still lose weight but you would be able to eat something.. it may work better for you?

Feel free to email me too if you want to chat.. especially while ur computer is being such a biatch! PM me ur email addy if you like. Don't be sad though, cheer up, its only a diet, you have done brilliantly so far, your willpower and control is 100 times better than super slinky people who have never had to go through this whole abstinence thing, so be proud of yourself for what you have done so far.

Kx

Hi Emma

Just thought i'd drop by and see how you're doing? Are you okay?

Hi Emma,

Not been on here for a few days and was sorry to see that you haven't either. Hope everything is ok and that you are happy with whatever decision you have made.

I hope you feel that you can come back and let us know how you are real soon.

Thinking of you,

Jeanie x

Hi everyone
just want to say goodbye to this diary really!

Ive had a lot of trouble posting on it, not sure why so im starting a new one in Jan when i start my journey again!

Good luck on ur new start Emma, and look forward to reading a new diary

Hope you had a good xmas and have a wonderful New Year xx

Can't wait to start reading your new diary Emma. Have a great start and I'll look forward to chatting again very soon XXXX You can do it!!

May have got it wrong.. I can't find ur diary!!! Apart from this one??? I searched all threads started by you and I looked through the 1739 new posts in my absence and still not found it!!

So i'll ask on here.. hows it going? Have u started now? Hope its going well for you.. will check back when i get home on Friday.. good luck

Hi Kirsten
Il reply on your thread!