I've been trying to lose weight for what seems like forever but I just can't get in the right frame of mind. I go to group and joined with a friend who is doing really well and I'm so pleased for her and even though I know I'm going to gain I still go every week as she doesn't like going on her own.
Problem is I'm starting to feel really stupid going up and down the same few pounds as I just can't seem to get my head in it. Plus I'm wasting money that I simply can't afford to.
Can't understand why something that is making me so miserable and is in my control I feel powerless over. It just doesn't make sense. I can honestly say that at times I feel like I'm addicted. Any words of wisdom would be appreciated, even if its just a kick up the bum and a stern 'sort yourself out', on the verge of just giving up completely.