Would really appreciate some support.

AnneJ66

Never give up
Hi everyone, here I am back on here after a 4/5 year break, the heaviest I've ever been and feeling both miserable with myself and disgusted in equal measure. I'm seeing my local C.D. provider in an hour to hopefully make today a truly fresh start. I've done the diet before and was successful to a degree but have never followed it through to the end. I get no support at home, my partner moved in with me last June and as he actively likes a larger woman so I have treated it like a gift from the Gods and eaten to bursting point. He doesn't understand why I am so unhappy with myself, he says I'm perfect the way I am but I hate myself for allowing myself to get to this size. Am currently a smidge under 15 St and only 5'3 1/2 so every lb shows. Could really do with some support, some laughs, some tough love and stern words if needed, you can even kick my are if you think it will help. Because help ladies is what I need.
Much love,
Anne. xx
 
Best of luck with it. you know it works and nothing tastes as good as skinny feels!
 
Thanks for that, feeling quite positive at the mo. Collected a weeks supply, stocked up on water to take to work so here goes. "Please God, be kind to me!!" Let the shrinking begin. X
 
I make a list of my motivations / reasons and read it when I'm tempted or fed up. Remembering how you feel now about yourself can be a good motivation to keep at it.

For me my motivation is 2 things. The looking in the mirror and going urrgh and the fact I want to buy a motorbike and have some fun (im NOT buying safety gear in this size, or any size till I'm happy with myself). So generally looking at pics of the bike I want is enough to refocus me :)

Find your focus and keep a reminder of it about ;)
 
Good luck honey, keep positive and I'm sure your do really well. Im now on day 22 and really really good about the diet, I took some pictures of myself in work uniform (which I look awful) and when I feel down about he diet I look at and that helps me. I'll take some more at the end of this week. Maybe his cd help you. Xxx
 
Thanks for the kind words and the encouragement. I know the next few days are going to be rough so just knowing there's some kind words on here from people that really understand how it feels may really help. Feeling positive at the mo so let's hope it stays that way! X
 
Well, day 3 already and to honest not as gruelling as I thought it was going to be. Got a mouth like something's died in it today so hoping that's ketosis kicking in. Still feeling motivated at the mo, long may that continue.
How you all getting on? X
 
So glad it all going well. I'm doing really well too, I'm now on day 25 and I'm 1 stone 5lbs down. Yesterday two people who I hadn't seen in ages noticed I'd lost weight, it so so nice for someone to notice my hard work. Keep positive and you'll be noticing the weight loss soon x x x
 
It's the only thing keeping me going!! Lol. Well done on your loss, I can't wait until I really start to see it. X
 
I had my first weigh in this morning. I've lost an amazing 11lb, I'm so overjoyed I can tell you. Pressures really on now as not expecting anything fantastic to happen weight wise in the 2nd week following that so got to keep focused. I'm feeling good, no headaches or anything. The only side effects are the feeling cold, dry mouth and stomach noises, all of which I can cope with. My mouth also feels like something has died in it! Lol. Xx
 
Not sure whether it's actual bad breath (I'm told due to the keytones) or it's just a taste in my mouth? I find drinking the water helps with both. I'm up-ing the fluids today to flush out last nights Chinese binge so killing 2 birds with 1 stone!
Onwards and upwards ladies, I may have taken a step back but I'm still plodding up that hill! X
 
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