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  1. Surfhunny

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    Don't worry, I think it's a self perception issue I have. I still feel like I'm 18 and a half stone and size 22.
  2. Surfhunny

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    Oh god that website has made me worse!! I'm way bigger than all the people my height and weight, how depressing :( the closest person I could find is this one Closest person to my size and shape Me This person is almost 30lbs heavier than me and the same height wtf??? Side by side for...
  3. Surfhunny

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    Well done Cazza, the pics put it all into perspective don't they!! And another good loss! I'm the same with the dress size confusion. I'm 16st 3lbs, 5' 7" and wear size 18 bottoms and 20 tops. There's no way I could squeeze my boobage into anything less right now. I'm blaming the fact that I'm...
  4. Surfhunny

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    Well done Slim and Cazza!! Good going!! I'm struggling to get my water in (what's new) and the internal battle of should I shouldn't I eat are raging on, but hopefully they'll quieter down soon and I'll be back in the swing. I've spent most of the day looking at motivational pictures, trying...
  5. Surfhunny

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    I'm aiming for 12st by Christmas!! That'll make me a size 14 ish. I'm size 18/20 at 16st so not really sure if that means I will make it to size 12. :( I can't think that far ahead at the moment, I'm focussing on one day at a time for now!! First big test is my friends wedding on Saturday. I'm...
  6. Surfhunny

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    Ok so here it is my Wednesday Weigh In photo. 2lbs down so far so good.
  7. Surfhunny

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    Yeah work is still as stressful as ever, but I'm off this week. It seems that just before I'm due a week off I end up getting beyond stressed!! Last week I was actually beginning to think I wouldn't be able to hack it anymore. Then to top it off pay day was Friday and we didn't get paid, no one...
  8. Surfhunny

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    That's true!! I'm going to SS because even the slightest bit of food opens the flood gates, and leads to self destruct mode! I'm also seriously considering having hypnotherapy to try and get away from binge eating! Financially I'm on a very tight budget this month, to try and claw my way out...
  9. Surfhunny

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    No freakin way! Mine said that this morning too, exactly the same!! Bloody hell! Yep every Wednesday I'm going to post a picture of my scales... Hopefully (no definitely) tracking downwards!!
  10. Surfhunny

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    I'm an addict too, food and shopping, better still shopping for food!!! It's ridiculous!! No I have no plan for not getting back to this state again. It seems to be less of a problem the thinner I am. I find it easier to be in control when I've got a thinner figure to maintain. I don't think "Oh...
  11. Surfhunny

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    Thought I'd better come and show my face again in here. Going it come rely alone has got me absolutely NOWHERE!!! Won't bore you with the details but I'm back to where I was in January! I'm undeterred, I'm not giving up but I need help. I don't want yet another fat Christmas!! Also my brother...
  12. Surfhunny

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    I think you'd be surprised what my scales say :( but as soon as June arrives I can get going again!! I know exactly what you mean about getting back into ketosis, once you're there it's pretty plain sailing!
  13. Surfhunny

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    I've had a very naughty weekend. Felt sorry for myself for having to work on such a beautiful bank holiday weekend and had few treats from Costa . Now I find myself wishing away the rest of the week including my birthday, just so I can get started again!! I seem to have found the old...
  14. Surfhunny

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    Cazza if you're reading this how did your op go?
  15. Surfhunny

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    Usual busy day in your household then! I've hoovered, been on the phone to Virgin because while I was chatting to my brother earlier we realised I've had my modem and router since I moved in 9 years ago! The woman at virgin was surprised they even work still but they do... On the slow side but...
  16. Surfhunny

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    Well done Cazza that's a fantastic achievement!
  17. Surfhunny

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    Right Nikki I'm here to kick your ass (and my own in the process)!!! As of Fridays wi I have got 5st 1lb to lose, because I too have spiralled out of control! But we can do it!! We've done it before. I've got a weekend off planned at the end if the month for my birthday but that's it, onwards...
  18. Surfhunny

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    Cazza I hope your cold gets better fast!! I wouldn't worry too much about it affecting your surgery date though. Also I'm glad it's soon rather than when you've got your holidays booked. Talking all those remedies won't do any harm and might just work. Have you had to go up the steps prior to...
  19. Surfhunny

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    The weather is awful, I can't believe it's the middle of May it feels like November, so cold and miserable. I had a chat with my CDC yesterday about my ever increasing weight and complete lack of motivation. She blames the immense stress I'm under at work! It's not giving me the chance to...
  20. Surfhunny

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    Just a quickie before I head out to work. My CDC is happy for me to go and just weigh, phew! Also my friend put the following photo on FB from Friday night..... Man I NEED to do this, I need to get rid of that big fat round head!!!!!! Fat b@st@rd!!!
  21. Surfhunny

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    I've been a bit AWOL recently because I just seem to be bouncing from one crisis to another at the moment. Today I've had a meltdown at work, I feel completely overwhelmed with my workload and the complete lack of support I get from colleagues. I ended up bawling my eyes out in my managers...
  22. Surfhunny

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    I've had a crazy 24 hours! I got called out at 5pm yesterday, didn't get home until well after 2am. Only to have to get up again at 6:30 for my day shift. This morning was a complete blur, I feel like I've hallucinated it all. I managed to get the afternoon off thank god. I came home and went...
  23. Surfhunny

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    Your grass looks lovely, mine is a right mess, it looks like there's been a drought, it's got awful yellow patches. I don't know what the grass is on the yellow patches, it's different to normal grass, softer and bouncier but it's yellow. Lots of moss under the grass to the right of the...
  24. Surfhunny

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    In a minute I'm going to B&Q I need a spacer thingy for my lawn mower because as soon as the grass is cut it needs doing again, these thingies lower the blade so it cuts the grass shorter apparently. Trouble is I can't be bothered to trail into town. At least it'll keep me busy today, take my...
  25. Surfhunny

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    How strange, it seems my post from Friday hasn't posted! Anyway, I lost 3lbs which is good. Had a good chat to CDC about why I'm all or nothing and how to avoid temptations. Anyway I'm not going to set foot in the shops because this is where I seem to be weak and give myself permission to slip...
  26. Surfhunny

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    Well tomorrows wi will be interesting, following a week of SS/SS+. The reason I say that is because I feel so bloated :( I'm retaining water like nobodies business. Despite drinking 3 litres I'm not peeing as much as I should be :o so I'm not hopeful for a decent loss. So much for trying to lose...
  27. Surfhunny

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    Maybe I need to push it out of my mind again!! Forget all about finding Mr Right :( Anyway I've had quite the productive day so far. I went to the opticians this morning, who had managed to cock up my appointment and had me scheduled for a contact lens check not an eye test, but it turns out...
  28. Surfhunny

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    I feel ready but I'm not sure that I want to go down the online dating route again, but these days it seems to be the only way to actually meet people. Maybe I'm not ready, it's too stressful and I've got enough stress in my life with work and dieting. I kind of just want to skip the dating game...
  29. Surfhunny

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    There's going to be a bit TMI shared here I think but I am seriously fcuked up in the head!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was showing my friend all the posing gym hard bodies on Plenty of Fish when she pointed a bloke out who not only looks normal, not topless, but is articulate and seems reasonably...
  30. Surfhunny

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    I went to my weigh in and actually got weighed!! Although I was really tempted to say I'd weigh next week instead. But I didn't, I faced the music!! I told my CDC I was disappointed with myself for not doing better, but she said at least I turned up and got weighed, half her clients for the day...
  31. Surfhunny

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    Good news about surgery!! I think it'll be good for you in the long run! And I like your positivity in how close to goal you'll be by then. Don't worry about regaining all the weight, it won't happen. You've got the right attitude of working up the plans before surgery. That makes a huge...
  32. Surfhunny

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    Oh yes i know all about that too! As I read through the section in mine where I was cross at going back into the 13's I just thought 'you moaning cow, you'd give anything to be there now!' Never mind, I'll get there again!! Well done for spotting your mojo, now to grab hold of it and keep it...
  33. Surfhunny

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    Woo hoo Cazza well done!!! You're a shining example to us all! I wish I could lose even half that in a week, but I can't complain if I'm not putting effort in can I? Well from now on I'm knuckling down, totally inspired by your fabulous losses of late. I need the scales moving in the right...
  34. Surfhunny

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    Grrr I hate illnesses for throwing you off course, that's what started my slide into self destruct!! I hope your throat feels better soon!! I'm still having a bit of a carry on with my eye so I've bit the bullet and made an appointment at the optician. It's still a year before my next check up...
  35. Surfhunny

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    Randomly today something has just clicked again, I've found my mojo. I wish I knew what happened I cant say at all but I think maybe its a combination of factors. 1) I could keep up this cycle of self destruction and sabotage forever and not get anywhere 2) I'm watching the Biggest Loser right...
  36. Surfhunny

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    So the scales weren't as bad as expected, I'm only 2lbs up from my last wi so hopefully with lots of water that will be gone by Fridays wi.
  37. Surfhunny

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    Yeah I looked into it, and its a lot extra because it'll get sent to Ford for the work with it being a lease car. It's not worth the chew on, either way I'm looking at paying out £300.
  38. Surfhunny

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    Trip to the tip this morning to get rid of all the cr@p I've managed to accumulate over the last few years. It's actually therapeutic ditching the clutter. I just wish it was so easy to get rid of the fat!! I still haven't heard from my neighbour about fixing my car. She's been very elusive...
  39. Surfhunny

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    Having to rest the shredder, it's smoking hot lol. I have literally found years worth of shredding to be done. I need to keep on top of it from now on, the poor shredder can only cope with 3 pages at a time. But while I'm shredding I'm not eating (unfortunately this is not the shred that will...
  40. Surfhunny

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    This thread has gone quiet, I've been AWOL busy busy at work but I'm off now for a bit not back until Thursday. Yesterday the weather was lovely so I tackled the gardens! It was a mammoth task, flower beds needed weeding and digging over, the grass needed cutting, the patio had moss and weeds...
  41. Surfhunny

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    I know this wont help but at least you'll be able to look back on that article and say it was the old you!
  42. Surfhunny

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    Sorry to hear about Pauls dad Nikki!! There's a lot that can be done for prostate ca though. And your near miss today too, scary!! Glad you weren't having a heart attack!
  43. Surfhunny

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    Oopsy mid calculated my pennies this month, and I've got a grand total of £50 to last me until the end of the month. But this isn't a bad thing, it means I absolutely have to do CD 100% now because I can't afford food! Ha serves me right!!!
  44. Surfhunny

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    The cake has gone. My friend saw sense and came up. Said she felt bad cos I'd made such an effort. She even sat and listened while I burst into tears about being fat and having no momentum. She said the fact that I'm still fighting means that I'm not failing. I'll only fail if I give in...
  45. Surfhunny

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    Forgive me for this none weight related rant, I'm probably being oversensitive, but I'm actually quite p!ssed off. Yesterday my friend bent my ear all day about her her husband had forgotten her birthday, which I was sympathetic about because he can be a bit of an arse at times. So I invited...
  46. Surfhunny

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    So I've just had to bake a cake for my friends birthday tomorrow because her arse of a husband hasn't bothered to organise anything for her, no presents nothing... I like the bloke but he's an arse at times. Baking has been torture!! The cake seems a bit flat too, I don't know what's wrong with...
  47. Surfhunny

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    Nikki I need to lose 4st too. I need to get a good half stone off in the next two weeks while my CDC is away to prove that I can do it in her absence, something I've never done before. I'm going back to basics with SS, it works when I do it like this, I proved that at the beginning of the...
  48. Surfhunny

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    Wow Cazza that's fantastic!!! Ive gone off the lemon bars too, my CDC nearly had a heart attack when I didn't order any this week. I think something is different! I can't put my finger on it, but at first it just thought I'd sickened myself of them. I'm feeling a bit sad today, I've just found...
  49. Surfhunny

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    Survived the 12 hour shift, had several breath taking stomach cramps but today I'm feeling normal again. I have no idea what that was but I never want to experience that again. It was awful!! I hope everyone else's weekend has been better than mine! My CDC has gone away for two weeks now and...
  50. Surfhunny

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    Less bloated thank god, especially as I've got a 12 hour shift to content with. I have no idea what the problem is, still getting mega cramps but I suspect it's my IBS playing up now.
  51. Surfhunny

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    I feel rotten!! I feel like something has died in my stomach :( my stomach is so distended I look 9 months pregnant, and it's so tight my skin hurts. Last time I felt like this it turns out I had noro virus. But this time as far as I'm aware I haven't been in contact with it. The last twice I've...
  52. Surfhunny

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    See how you go with it Nikki, you know how you feel. I'd keep pestering the doctors about your iron. I have no idea what's normal so if your levels aren't normal chase them until you find out why!! I don't know how (if at all) cd affects iron levels. I'd guess you'd be getting more nutrients...
  53. Surfhunny

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    So the day is almost over, and it's not been the chore I expected, I've got 500mls left to drink and 1 product to get in me. Not been hungry at all, which is completely unreal seeing as I hoovered up so much food and drink yesterday! Back to work tomorrow, I need to avoid the temptations...
  54. Surfhunny

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    Oh Cazza I felt so bad just reading your post from Friday. I haven't been on over the weekend. Sorry. I'm glad things turned out better than you thought they were going to. It's a Sh!tty horrible feeling :( so I'm glad you've enjoyed it in the end!! I've been to my cousins baby's christening...
  55. Surfhunny

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    Well as I expected I got sent home from work! My line manager took one look at my eye and frog marched me to occy health despite me insisting the nurse practitioner said I was ok to come to work today. Ha ha I love hospital policy sometimes. Ours states you have to have been having treatment for...
  56. Surfhunny

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    My fat stingy red sore eye :cry: I refuse to walk around without make up on so I have make up for my normal eye and make up for my grotty eye. I hope this clears up before Sunday, I don't want to look like a leper in the family photos :( mind it'll make a change to avoiding photos because...
  57. Surfhunny

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    Ha. I knew my buzz wouldn't last, woke up this morning with a puffy red eye. I've been straight to the drop in centre because I was positive it's conjunctivitis. Which it is :( boo. I thought I might have to stay off work tomorrow but apparently as soon as I start taking the antibiotic drops I'm...
  58. Surfhunny

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    See I find myself in the same situation, I want another half, but my last relationship just ended, unexpectedly no reason given.... Ash just called it quits! I have no idea why, I've told myself its him not me but I'm not entirely convinced. I worry now that if I get involved again and allow...
  59. Surfhunny

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    Sorry to hear you're both feeling rotten :( Hope you feel better soon!!! I've actually had a fab day for a change! I managed to swap my Sunday night shift so I can go to my cousins baby's christening. And yesterday my friend who I went to Florida with told me they're going again in 2015, I was...
  60. Surfhunny

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    Woo hoo, that's spectacular well done mrs!!!
  61. Surfhunny

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    I'm still awake too, but for no reason at all. I've had the lights out for the last two hours but I'm still wide awake :( unfortunately I have to be up in 5 hours and have a very busy day, including my annual appraisal! Luckily my boss doesn't put much stock in these appraisals so it should be...
  62. Surfhunny

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    Today I have trawled the house for food, even though I know damn well there is none. The fridge has been opened and closed that many times today and still all that's in there are tetras and water. Why do I do it? My mind has been constantly on food, to the point of wondering if I could eat...
  63. Surfhunny

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    Phew I've had a busy old weekend! Visited various family members, distributed the kids eggs, worked an 8 hour shift, and today is cleaning day when all I really want to do is veg on the settee with my kindle. But the battery is flat so while its charging I'll crack on with the 'jobs' :( Well...
  64. Surfhunny

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    Well done Caz!! I had very gurgly bowels yesterday, it didn't amount to anything. I was worried all day because I was nights last night. Now I'm sitting in bed watching tv because I don't feel tired at all, I don't know why! I'll have to try and sleep though or I'll be completely to pot.
  65. Surfhunny

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    Woo hoo well done, about time you had a whoosh! Good news for me too, back in the pink after so long out of it!! 8am 26.3.13
  66. Surfhunny

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    Lily you'll do it!! I know exactly how you feel, I've been there these last few weeks myself. It'll click again.
  67. Surfhunny

    Please help

    Not only do the water flavourings contain aspartame, but the shakes do as well, only the bars, soup and tetras contain no aspartame. The only vlcd that I know of that doesn't contain aspartame is exante. But it tastes so bland that I used to add a sweetener (aspartame) to it, now I live off...
  68. Surfhunny

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    In a weird way, the switch has flipped again, woke up this morning, mixed up 2 liters of water with one tsp of water flavoring and have another litre bottle by my side. I've done all the house work and now I'm watching biggest loser to keep motivated. I'm so cross that I've lost all the Aussie...
  69. Surfhunny

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    The way I'm feeling, if I hadn't I'd have got it out of the bin I'm very weak willed at the moment :cry:
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    Don't do it Hun, it's so not worth it, you'll end up like me, really struggling! I actually bought a whole load of binge food earlier. Have opened it all and sprayed deodorant all over it all, then binned it. I have (ashamed to admit) been known to raid the bin. So all I have left, and what I...
  71. Surfhunny

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    Well done for binning the cake! I'm crawling the walls because I've got the kids Easter eggs in the kitchen cupboard. The fact that theyre sealed is the only thing stopping me aargh. Cake is my other weakness, but it's easier to avoid. Sounds like a fun day ahead Caz, we have no snow here for a...
  72. Surfhunny

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    My shoulder is killing me! I can't believe cleaning the sodding oven has put me in so much pain. I had tons to do today but haven't done any of it because I can't drive. The only way I can raise my right arm is to lift it with my left hand, it's like the muscle refuses to work :( I've come to...
  73. Surfhunny

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    How the solicitor goes well Caz, it's about time you had some good news. Inspired by watching OCD cleaners last night I decided to clean my oven. The glass on the door is disgusting so I've figured while I'm not using it any time soon I should take the time to get it clean! I'm ashamed to say I...
  74. Surfhunny

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    Oh god Lily I hope it kicked in before you set off. I hate taking any kind of laxatives because I find them so unpredictable, even movicol has been known to send me dashing to the bathroom. Unfortunately needs must sometimes.
  75. Surfhunny

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    No clue Nikki, just go with it :) So every so often I have a little trawl through a certain dating site just to see what's out there. All I can say is that I'm better off single, because pretty much every profile shows a torso shot of a hard bodied male. Those that don't have their tops off...
  76. Surfhunny

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    I thought I'd found my answer to tiredness on nightshift. Monster do a zero version of their lovely caffeine in a can, but high up on the list of ingredients, second only to carbonated water is good old citric acid :( So there must be a substantial amount of the stuff in there, back to the...
  77. Surfhunny

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    How weird, I remember you posting a while back that you were at 5000, what's gone on? I wonder if a thread has been deleted somewhere? Caz, you can do it, don't think about how much you want gone, just carry on as you have been, 100%!!! I find that as soon as I start thinking about how much I...
  78. Surfhunny

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    One neighbour proof barrier is now installed and it doesn't look too bad, at least now if she opens her car door violently it'll just hit the barrier and not my precious car! I've just discovered that Season 4 of Drop Dead Diva is on Netflix :D I've seen every episode of Seasons 1-3 but the UK...
  79. Surfhunny

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    I love Netflix, there's so much on there that I want to watch! In fact I might actually have a Netflix afternoon, the weather is too miserable to do much else.
  80. Surfhunny

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    Sounds like you've had a busy weekend Caz! Hope you find some kind of solution for when you visit your grandad. Don't let it spoil you visit. I've just got back from my wi at my CDCs. I'm only 5lbs up from my last wi 3 weeks ago, so I don't think that's too bad for 3 weeks worth of debauchery...
  81. Surfhunny

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    So to update, I wrote a note a pushed it through neighbours door, she's been round apologising profusely, she'd been nights, sleeps with ear plugs in and didn't hear the door. She's offered to pay for the damage, yay! Was very nice about the fact that I'd called the police. When she opened her...
  82. Surfhunny

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    Rang the police to get crime number. They came, can't do anything it's not criminal damage, but they have gone to speak to her and will let me know what she says.
  83. Surfhunny

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    I'm absolutely livid. My next door neighbor has opened her car door onto mine causing a big dent and scratches. Now she won't come to the door to discuss it. It had to have been her cos it wasn't there last night and it is this morning. She's done it before but not as bad as this. Police have...
  84. Surfhunny

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    Okay I've manned up and faced the scales of doom this morning and even though I've been on a 3 week binge I've got away with only gaining 6lbs. So now I've faced the music I can focus on getting that number down again. I've got a morning wi on tues so hopefully ill only show a tiny gain by then...
  85. Surfhunny

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    You'd think it would be fairly easy to find a mangled looking rugby man these days but no, it's hard! I guess it's because they're generally posh boys and there's a distinct lack of posh round here :(
  86. Surfhunny

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    Just realized I quite clearly have a 'type' when it comes to men! Hmmmm who knew?
  87. Surfhunny

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    Didn't go on the scales as I didn't wake up until late afternoon. Any excuse I know :( Sky looks like it's fixed again, the engineer was booked for between 11 and 1pm, the worst possible time post night shift. But he came at 10 god bless him. Added bonus he was hot!!! I flirted outrageously...
  88. Surfhunny

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    Sorry I've been AWOL too mostly for the same reason as Lily, I'm still not 100% and spend every day in a state of pissedoffness with myself! I promised my CDC on Tuesday that Wednesday was D day as far as being naughty goes, and that was fine but I've found myself at work on nights munching. Not...
  89. Surfhunny

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    Grr to today! Had a lovely day at work, got home to find the duvet cover I've ordered has got a cigarette type burn through the outer packaging and the duvet cover itself. Not impressed, waiting for reply to my returns email. Also my Sky is playing up again. It just keeps switching itself off...
  90. Surfhunny

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    Stay strong Lily, you can do it!! Do something else's or ten minutes and the shakiness will pass!!!
  91. Surfhunny

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    Boo it's pants that everyone is struggling, I count myself in this too. I'm really struggling to get back on the wagon. I'm blaming illness because I feel sorry for myself. But tomorrow I will absolutely get back on with it. I just need to get through one whole day and I'll be fine again. So...
  92. Surfhunny

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    My uncle only found out today because the buyer had a letter sent to him at my granny's house (the cheek of it) uncle opened it and found that it was from mortgage company saying mortgage had been rejected. If he hadn't opened the letter who knows when they'd have found out. I'm so gutted for...
  93. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Just got some gutting news. The sale of my granny's house has just fallen through because the buyer couldn't get a mortgage. The sale has been going on since the beginning of December, and only now has this fact come to light. I'm gutted for my parents because they desperately need the money...
  94. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I hope your day got less stressful Caz, I've spent the afternoon in bed trying to recooperate. I'm so tired!! Ive got another 12 hour shift ahead of me tomorrow so I'll definitely be having an early night. I'm going to have a little bit of a rant (not like me at all lol). It's about a colleague...
  95. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Well I'm back from the dentist, just had teeth cleaned and polished, nothing else needs doing yay.
  96. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I managed to get a decent nights sleep last night. One of the nurses at work told me that rubbing Vicks vapor rub on my feet then putting socks on and going to bed stops coughing. At first I didn't bother but went to bed anyway, spent twenty minutes coughing so I dug out the Vicks and within ten...
  97. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Oh dear I feel so ill. I dragged myself into work for a 12 hour shift because the Care Quality Commission inspectors were coming in. I'm pretty sure they'd have loved the fact that I've been coughing my lungs up all day. It's not a discrete little cough, it's a painful barking cough. I'm so fed...
  98. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Just a short post because I'm going to bed, I haven't had chance to read back over your posts. I feel rubbish, really want to phone in sick tomorrow but the Care Quality Commission inspection is tomorrow and with my boss being off getting a pacemaker I'm his deputy so I have to be there. Bad...
  99. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Sounds like a good plan Lily, it's pretty much what I do. I'm livid, Sky engineer has been, switched boxes no questions asked but as soon as I got home I put tv on and my picture is ghosting like its ever so slightly not tuned in, plus as soon as I paused it I got a frozen screen like before...
  100. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I've got some cr@ppy bug again so feeling rotten too. Sinuses are all bunged up and my cough is back too but it's a dry thickly one this time. I feel achy too Caz, feel like ive had a good work put, which i really havent. At work for a12 hour shift too, and have an important meeting tomorrow...
  101. Surfhunny

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    Thanks Lily I noticed that too. It was still excruciating sitting at the hairdressers looking at myself for 3 hours. Luckily hairdresser is a friend so spent more time chatting and avoiding the mirrors.
  102. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    This feels a bit bad in light of Cazza's bad news, but here's a photo of my new hair compared to my old hair. Old hair New hair, it's chocolate brown as apposed to almost black. Also photo of my new fire I've ordered today.
  103. Surfhunny

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    Oh no that's so sad :( sorry to hear that.
  104. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Hope you're feeling better soon Caz!! So I'm sitting in the hairdressers with a bleach bath on my hair!! So sick of having almost black hair I just gave Faye the run of my head! I had every intention of going purple. But I mentioned it at work and two days later a woman I really don't like...
  105. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I'm here, but been busy at work, very hectic day and more of the same tomorrow. On the way home I went to b&q to look at fires. Mine has broken this week and its just too cold to do without it. Trouble is I haven't found one I like. I figured if I could get one before Sunday my dad could fit...
  106. Surfhunny

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    Well done Yvonne you're doing brilliantly. It's typical Caz that things happen like that, it's the same for my friend and her daughter, they only ever get stuck when there's no feasible option. I'm now resorting to watching freeview on my iPhone because although I have a Sky picture, it's only...
  107. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Yeah I'm on it, I was only keeping it as motivation because I was skinny at the time, not because I'm vain and watch myself all the time lol. My mum was a bit gutted because theirs went when they had to switch their TiVo box. So now we don't have it. But it reruns all the time, I'm sure I'll see...
  108. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Wow this is pretty cool, there's an owl just outside hooting away. Sounds well spooky good job I'm not easier scared! It sounds lovely.
  109. Surfhunny

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    Yeah I had the end of Season 10 and half of Season 6 of the Aussie one. Gutted. Also lost my episode of the Real A&E, but that's regularly repeated and I see my face in the mirror every day, don't need to see it on tv as well lol.
  110. Surfhunny

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    We certainly aren't immortal which is why I'm more determined than ever to lower my own risks by losing weight! Glad counselling is going well. I have spent all night on the phone to Sky trying to sort out my fault. At one point I had the blue screen of death and no sky at all but touch wood...
  111. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I'm having an annoying day. Big issues with my sky box. At first there's been a string of problems with recording things. It either says 'Clashed' or it fails due to signal interruptions or when I'm watching a recorded programme it jams and I need to unplug it from the wall to reset. I've spent...
  112. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Hiya Nikki!
  113. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Back from wi and CDCs scales have me as losing 1lb!! That's better than gaining so I'm glad. I'm determined not to show any gains on my card this time so I'm glad I haven't got one do soon. As I start week 9 I'm meant to be doing add a meal but I'm not seeing my CDC for two weeks because of...
  114. Surfhunny

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    Must be a day for it Caz, I have been an evil cow all day!! People have been getting right up my nose!! It's pmt but big time pmt and I don't actually care that I've been short tempered!!!i asked my friend if I'd been out of order today but she said no, all my comments and snaps were entirely...
  115. Surfhunny

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    I absolutely won't throw the towel in, but I really feel fed up about it all I seem to be taking 2 steps forward and 1 step back all the time, doesn't help that I'm completely impatient!!! My time frame for things to be as close to goal as possible is the 10th of May when I'll be seeing an old...
  116. Surfhunny

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    I am thoroughly p!ssed off this morning, haven't been on scales since Friday so went on for a look this morning and I'm 2lbs heavier!!! What the actual fcuk??? I've avoided all sorts of temptation this weekend at work and I'm rewarded with a gain?? I know it's only water but seriously? I've read...
  117. Surfhunny

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    I'm here, only been AWOL because of work. I tell you, I'd forgotten how awful working weekends are for dieters. The rest have done nothing but eat all day long. :( Tomorrow ill be prepared, I'll take SS+ friendly bits with me. Nights are easier because people don't seem to bring as much junk in...
  118. Surfhunny

    Cerazette

    My final update. I went to see the nurse again today, saw a totally different one, she's put me back on microgynon and I'm so pleased. All the hormones are finally out of my system and I feel so much better and more like the old me. I can't believe how down I became on Cerazette. Not suicidal at...
  119. Surfhunny

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    Happy happy girl!!! Saw the lovely nurse, who handed over my prescription of microgynon no probs, praised me on my weightloss and told me to stop worrying about my bp and always try and make my pill checks with her from now on. She's also given me 6 months supply. I could've kissed her!!!
  120. Surfhunny

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    Thank you Netty!! Another lb off this morning means I've hit my 2st loss today, things are definitely looking better. My BMI is 32.3 so close to just being overweight. Another stone off should see me there! If the nurse won't give me my old pill back today ill make an appointment for the end of...
  121. Surfhunny

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    Glad you're finally getting your elbow sorted! Not so glad about your virgin issues. Well official wi is 4lbs off this week Hallelujah!!! I've also started to notice that my clothes are starting to feel slacker on me, at long last! 27lbs down and it's about time that they started to loosen off...
  122. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Oh one more thing, as of tonight I will no longer be in violation of the uniform policy by wearing my scrubs all the time, I will be wearing my uniform because it fits again. At last an NSV!!
  123. Surfhunny

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    Well done, another day or so and the 300's will be behind you forever!!!!!
  124. Surfhunny

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    Aw Lily!! I think you're right, I couldn't have got this far without this thread!! It's been a life saver, no matter how rough I've felt these last few weeks its picked me up and stopped me from going off the rails like I would normally have done. I'm now starting to feel better, all those...
  125. Surfhunny

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    Oh dear god!!! Can't believe you did that, won't help your cramps at all!!! Hope it's not too bad. My legs are killing me. I have been on my feet all day, I have only sat down at lunch time for half an hour, they feel really heavy and crampy. Sometimes I hate 12 hour shifts (like when you don't...
  126. Surfhunny

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    I could never manage as a veggie! Quorn plays havoc with my bowels for starters, bloats me up beyond belief, it's so painful. Took a long time to learn my lesson with it though. No, I'll stick to my horse burgers I think. I'm not bothered by it all really which worries me a bit. But then I grew...
  127. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source Only lost 1lb???

    Try not to worry about it. It's disappointing for sure but it'll just be water retention! If you've stuck to it 100% there is nothing else it could possibly be. There will be occasions where you'll have a low loss (I've just had 2 in a row.) but it will pick up again. It has no choice, just keep...
  128. Surfhunny

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    I want some skinny jeans!! I have never owned a pair in my life and I want some. I am going to get my big old butt into some skinny jeans if it kills me!! That is my goal.
  129. Surfhunny

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    Aw you've really been through the wringer health wise. Take time to recover properly, it's not worth the risk. Glad your blood pressure is under control, and I hope your gall bladder settles down too. Hope you're back to full health ASAP!!! Keep popping in to let us know how you're doing, we...
  130. Surfhunny

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    Well done Netty great loss. Thanks to your post ive just realized that a weight loss goal has been reached without me even realizing it :o 23lbs was my 10% and now I've lost 24lbs so I have another little goal to celebrate.
  131. Surfhunny

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    I think SS should be ok to carry on with, maybe if its not getting any better then have a rethink. This morning at last 1lb down its only taken 7 days but there is movement!! It's still not what I'd expect from a vlcd but it's something at least.
  132. Surfhunny

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    Oh no sorry about your elbow! I don't really know the answer about SS only that I did SS for the first four weeks after I tore my calf with no adverse affect on healing. I stopped it cos I felt sorry for myself being sofa bound and starving, not because I wasn't healing properly.
  133. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Thanks Lily, I needed that. I was talking to my mum about it tonight and as always she put it into perspective. Her words: " Well stop the diet then, no one is forcing you to do it, but don't come crying to us because you're fat and miserable. You've got two choices, stop and be miserable or...
  134. Surfhunny

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    Oh my god day 6 of no weight loss. This is getting ridiculous :cry: I know I need to persevere but this is silly 3lbs in 3 weeks is looking likely :( I'm really starting to question whether I can actually lose much more than a stone and a half ever. I got in this way with SW where I could only...
  135. Surfhunny

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    Sorry to hear about your elbow Caz that sucks a$$!! Hopefully the co-codamol won't bung you up too much, I took codeine for 6 weeks and it didn't affect my bowel habits so you might escape. I hate dulcolax, almost as much as I hate Cerazette which we all know is a whole lot! I've had a trying...
  136. Surfhunny

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    The weather here is absolutely horrific!!! The wind is battering the front of my house with sleety rain, and it's bloody freezing!! At the moment I'm tucked up in bed watch Obsessive Compulsive Cleaners, it's amazing how people live. Who has time to spend 19 hours a day cleaning????? And...
  137. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    It's certainly put things into perspective. I need to lose the weight of a child scary. I just did my measurements again and I've lost 6 inches all over since I started, 2 from chest, 2 from waist and 2 from hips so at least it's even!
  138. Surfhunny

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    I do but not often and when I do it's not whiffy. Interesting!
  139. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    For Lent this year I will give up...... Food lol.
  140. Surfhunny

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    I hope so, I'm way off target for a stone a month now :( still hopefully this week will be better. I've also thrown out any ideas I've had about getting to goal by the end of May, it seems that whenever I set myself targets I fall short. Every single time, so as of now no time line, I'll get...
  141. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I've learned today that taking Movicol when you have a cough is really not a sensible thing to do. Luckily I didn't ever have an accident but it was not a pleasant experience. And fat lot of good it did me, according to CDCs scales I've lost a grand total of 2lbs in 2 weeks, not good :( ill see...
  142. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Wow well done you!!!! I bet you're bouncing!!!! :) :) :)
  143. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Oh no Caz, sounds like you've had a rough day. Like lily said hope you've got some peace now. 7 weeks in though, well done!! I'm desperate to take something for this cough and I'm wondering if I'm prolonging it by not taking an expectorate cough medicine. Trouble is they're full of sugar and I...
  144. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Me too, except I realise that my bloated tummy and lack of toilet activity are more to blame this week for me. Night shifts really screw with my habits, I've realised today that I can't actually remember the last time I 'went' so Ive gulped back 3 sachets of Movicol and I'm just waiting for the...
  145. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Well the cold shoulder I was expecting at work hasn't materialised. I few people have said they were thinking the same thing but not ballsy enough to say it. And the people it was about are practically falling over themselves to crawl up my a*se, unbelievable!! So I'm not public enemy number 1...
  146. Surfhunny

    Coming of plan temporarily...advice needed

    Just a little thing that helps me when I'm off plan and trying to control my portions. I separate out what I should eat away from the rest of the portion the pour salt or pepper on to the left over portion. That way I can't be tempted to mindlessly pick on it. It cuts the size of restaurant...
  147. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Aargh when am I going to feel human again? I've got a blazing headache that won't shift. I've had 1 and 1/2 litres of water and 3 x 400ml cups of rose tea, so I'm not dehydrated. I'm still coughing like a 40 a day smoker too. I could do with a week off to recuperate properly, but no such luck...
  148. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Very jealous of my SILs new car, cute little Fiat 500. I no longer have the newest car in the family :( Mind you she's worked hard for it, she deserves it. Lucky girl!
  149. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Very interesting Lily, I'll give that a read when my phone is charged up. It would explain the little slump we seem to find ourselves in at the moment too. My mum never exercised apart from swimming as she has had several operations on her back as I was growing up, but my dad did! He's a black...
  150. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I'm amused some of the people I aimed my tweet at have asked to follow me on Twitter over the weekend. If they're hoping to read it, it's gone! Unless they still have no clue it's them I meant, which is entirely feasible.
  151. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    True in my life, just saying!
  152. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    No this really is the height of laziness, when I'm at work I tie my hair back and only ever wash my fringe on a morning! That's really bad isn't it? Ha ha I don't even care!
  153. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Put ice packs on your big muscle groups for 10 minutes at a time. It'll help ease them for longer than heat does. Just a little trick I learned in rehab for my leg.
  154. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    My hair is poker straight too, fine but there is tons of it!!! It's so dark naturally that it's difficult to dye it, I used to have it a chocolatey brown with highlights but the up keep with that was so expensive, I needed it doing every 4 weeks or I got horrific roots. My hair is just natural...
  155. Surfhunny

    Gaining weight back

    I've attached the list of allowable food for 810 step. There's no additional carbs allowed apart from what is in your Cambridge products. When I'm on plan I do not eat out or have takeaways, partly because I have no control over how the meal is cooked, salads are prepared etc and partly because...
  156. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I was looking at old pics earlier and I've got a bob in some of them, thinking about rebobbing but not sure. I'm not bothered about going for the chop, my hair grows like a weed anyway so won't take long to grow out if I don't like, I'm more concerned about the up keep of a bob, I'm lazy...
  157. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    God the little Sh!ts!!!! I bet you're fuming! No apologies for being grumpy!! It's strange but thinking about it I haven't been to the loo much today either and I've had plenty to drink, so that'll be two of us with water weight! I'm not going to get on the scales until Tuesday so hopefully I...
  158. Surfhunny

    Gaining weight back

    If you're on Step 2 you're having 810 cals and no carbs, at the end of the diet when you reach goal weight you go up to Step 3, 4 and 5 gradually decreasing the cambridge products and increasing the food groups until you reach step 6 which is maintenance. Your CDC should've given you a book...
  159. Surfhunny

    Gaining weight back

    Are you talking about having a Dairy Milk or Maccy Ds once a month while you're on Cambridge? I personally would avoid that kind of thing at all costs, once a month can quickly spiral into all sorts of other 'treats' which will only cause set backs in your weightloss. I've learned the hard way...
  160. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Yes, in the past it's sent my reaching for the naughty brown stuff but not this time. I have to keep focused. I need a chunky loss too to get me back on track. I'm trying my hardest not to go on the scales every day, it's so hard but at least when I do go on its usually moved in the right direction.
  161. Surfhunny

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    Tramadol sends me loopy, I was given it in A&E when I tore my calf muscle and I was seeing things and felt like my body was detached very odd. Lily I know the feeling, where does the rogue lb come from?? It'll go soon enough! I've been doing the maths again, (I need to stop it) at my rate of...
  162. Surfhunny

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    I can't believe how much better I feel now my period has finally ended! It made me so so miserable and cranky! Now it's gone I'm relieved. I still feel ill, sore throat has now progressed to a cough, which hurts my throat every time I have to cough. At least I'm off for a couple of days. Also...
  163. Surfhunny

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    Oooh I don't know, it was the 999th post in this thread. Lol I must be pushing 5000 actual posts, been around that long. My elbow is a bit sore got the tiniest bruise but its ok, could've been worse at least the patient wasn't hurt!! I've stopped worrying about work now. If people want to get...
  164. Surfhunny

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    I might ask my Dad what he thinks (he's a black belt - I'm in awe). I wonder if it'll be less confusing if I stick to Japanese? It's been a good five years since I did any but reading my old grading syllabus brought it all back. Food for thought anyway! Oh and I've just noticed where I've lost...
  165. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I have a question. I can't find any Wado classes near me, I'm happy to start at the bottom and regrade but I'm not sure if learning another style will confuse me. Are the Katas etc the same across different styles? Having never looked into it before I don't know, I know what the basics are in...
  166. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Ah but it'll all be worth it!!! I might actually look into classes near me, see if there's any Wado Ryu ones. My old class still runs but it's 20 miles away and inconvenient. I ended up doing MMA there but preferred proper Wado.
  167. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Ha ha people make me laugh, just been talking to my friend who was at work today, about Twittergate. She said people were talking about the fact I'd had a rant and the fact that I, oh my god, I swore! Which I didn't even do, the outrage was because I swore! Heaven forbid I said a naughty word!
  168. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I'm feeling really fed up about work! Yes I have got myself into this mess with twitter but my colleagues have driven me to it with their work ethic. I wish I was less sensitive. My friend, who is very much brazen and doesn't give a hoot what people think of her, told me not to give it another...
  169. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Fully anonymous once again!!!
  170. Surfhunny

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    My new avatar
  171. Surfhunny

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    Hmm might have to remove my mug shot and replace it with another nice pic. Off to look now. I've apologised to one of my colleagues about the tweet because it wasn't aimed at her and is why I'm feeling bad, but the rest can do one lol.
  172. Surfhunny

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    See thAts the trouble years ago we all used to come in 15 minutes early to relieve and handover, it was an unspoken thing we just did it. One of the ones I was having a go about is old school so she should know better but she comes in on the dot of 8. I was actually going to remove that tweet...
  173. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Sorry about that rant had to get it off my chest!! Well done to everyone who has lost weight this week. Some fab results x
  174. Surfhunny

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    Dear god people are so freakin sensitive!!! I had a moan this morning on twitter because I always relieve the people who're finishing their shift a good 15 minutes early but when it comes down to it the courtesy isn't repaid. Apparently it's caused uproar at work! But it's true. The people who...
  175. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    My voice has just about gone, had the shift from hell so far, this is the first time (nearly 6 hours in) that I've actually sat down, and I'm sure it's only temporary. The rest of the shift should be interesting with no voice. The patients can't hear me and are making me shout but nothing comes...
  176. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I always go great guns for a month then I lose it! The plot gets lost. I feel better because I've lost a bit of weight, so the picking and tweaking begins!! Not this time!! I'm going to soldier on I need to get this done for once and for all. I've discovered that even SS+ is too dangerous for...
  177. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Lily our posts crossed, you're absolutely right!!!!
  178. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Trouble is there's only 3 of us on the night shift, its the minimum safe number they can get away with so there's no chance of getting sent home unless I cannot physically do my job, so as long as I can do my job I'll have to work. Anyway I'm feeling better the pain killers have stopped my...
  179. Surfhunny

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    Well done Caz!
  180. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse they only freaking do :cry: Went to bed with just a sore throat last night, woke up at 1:30 sweating and shivering. My back keeps going into spasms and I ache all over, even my fingers ache. I can't even phone in sick because we have a stupid...
  181. Surfhunny

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    Aw I miss karate!! I stopped going because my shifts just don't allow me to go regularly enough to do it justice. I managed to get off an hour early, but bloody hell some of my colleagues are right lazy b@st@rds!! Some of them are much more interested in sitting around than helping their...
  182. Surfhunny

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    Meh 3 and a half more hours to go at work, just had a chocolate tetra and I think I'll have a 4th when I get home. Feeling hungry :( Still no sign of Aunt Flow buggering off :(
  183. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    And just to prove that this cr@ppy loss is not the result of any naughtiness on my part I weed on a stick. (Do this every week to prove to my mother that I haven't cheated)
  184. Surfhunny

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    I've dropped 2lbs this morning too, the 1lb I gained plus another. It's not great but it at least means I've lost 1lb this week!
  185. Surfhunny

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    I think it will help a lot. The two friends of mine who are on it have never had any problems either, which worried me but having read about all these other women going through the same thing I feel a bit better. It's crazy how a tiny little pill can do this to a person! I was starting to think...
  186. Surfhunny

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    They're good!!! I want one!!!!
  187. Surfhunny

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    I've just been reading about Cerazette on the web, seems how I'm feeling is all down to the pill and lots and lots of women suffer like this!!! Bad news is that this bloody (no pun intended) period could go on for weeks yet, according to these women's experience. Also some experienced weight...
  188. Surfhunny

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    Thanks Lily. I've taken myself to bed to watch Supersize!! I've had my first argument with myself on the way home about stopping at the shop and buying the naughty brown stuff. I actually pulled up outside then drove off again I came so close. I had it in my mind that if I'm going to have a gain...
  189. Surfhunny

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    I'm fed up with feeling hormonal, I'm sick of bursting into tears for no good reason, I'm not depressed, it's definitely down to hormones. I want my life back!!! I want my diet to work!!! I don't my CDC to think I'm back to my old tricks again. Sorry for going in about it on here but it's...
  190. Surfhunny

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    Caz I've found myself doing the same thing, comparing first time with now and it's just not measuring up at all :( How long can my body hand on to this weight? It's showing no sign at all of dropping, I'm doing nothing different, having all my packs and all my water. I'm slightly worried that...
  191. Surfhunny

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    I'm with you on the lack of weight loss, it's a little bit soul destroying, BUT it has to go, it can't stay too long surviving on 500ish calories a day!!! I reckon we're going through a little patch where our bodies have suddenly thought "Wtf??? We're not getting fed here, hang on to the...
  192. Surfhunny

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    Beautiful photo!! Congratulations.
  193. Surfhunny

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    I had wondered about needing tranexamic acid, I'll give it a week and see what's what. I'd like to just stay at home and curl up in my bed until its over.
  194. Surfhunny

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    Well today I feel like Sh!it ran over twice. I'm shattered despite going to bed early last night. My period is now unbelievably heavy! Ive never had one like this before, I know it's TMI sorry. I feel sick and dizzy and like I'm going to burst into tears at any moment. And that lb I gained is...
  195. Surfhunny

    Cerazette

    Yeah I was taking them in date order, I assumed as they were labelled they have to be taken in that order. They just do not agree with me, and there's no chance I'm just going to put up with it when the whole reason I was switched onto them in the first place was because my blood pressure which...
  196. Surfhunny

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    Your lucks in after all!! I'm focussing on dieting and getting myself sorted out before I can even entertain the thought of relationships again. I'm just not mentally prepared for the whole mind fcuk that goes with dating and getting into relationships. I can't cope with men and their game playing!
  197. Surfhunny

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    I know that feeling well Caz, not felt it for a while but it's definitely no stranger to me. You'd think I'd have some helpful advice but sadly not! I just wallow in self pity when I feel like that :( hope it passes soon.
  198. Surfhunny

    Cerazette

    I was pretty much told to give it 6 months too, but after five I just can't handle it any more. Came off it yesterday and I've got what seems to be a normal period now, rather than the light thing I've been having all month. I can't believe how much this pill has screwed with my body. I'm an...
  199. Surfhunny

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    I've actually sat and cried this afternoon because i feel so crappy. This is not like me at all, I'm sure it's just my hormones sorting themselves out but I'm not happy right now. I'm actually now having a proper period, so I hope it's just the beginning of the end of this drama. I've got full...
  200. Surfhunny

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    God I don't know what's wrong with me, I can feel my motivation slipping and I don't want it to. I was happy a week ago, loving the diet and now I'm starting to struggle with it! The thought of having yet another shake tonight is starting to drive me insane. Yet another night shift last night...
  201. Surfhunny

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    Another upsetting discovery: only 1lb lost from my waist! I'm feeling very fed up today I don't know why. I've been bobbing along nicely and now I'm down in the dumps. Hopefully men in shorts will cheer me up this afternoon. The 6 Nations is back and I love my rugby!
  202. Surfhunny

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    In a vague attempt to cheer myself up I thought I'd take my month 1 photos. You'd think after losing 20lbs there'd be a noticeable difference, well, you'd be wrong!!!! I look exactly the same! Oh well. I'll just keep plodding on, it would be really nice to actually be able to start noticing the...
  203. Surfhunny

    Cerazette

    Just an update!! I'm officially done with the demon pill!! Having been on my period for almost all of January I'm throwing in the towel! Yep it's a great contraceptive, couldn't really have sex in this state anyway, so no chance of pregnancy!!! I'm done with it, I've given it 5 months and I...
  204. Surfhunny

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    Yeah I figured it could be why I'm feeling so bloated and sluggish, it might not be 810 at all. Hoping a pill free month will sort me out. Yep it's mini pill it's the work of the devil!!!
  205. Surfhunny

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    In preparation for visiting the nurse next month I've started checking my blood pressure again so I can prove its raised only at the surgery, and there's no reason I can't go back on my old pill. I've found out a reason why it was so high when I first went. I put the medium cuff on this...
  206. Surfhunny

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    Oh my god and I've gained 1lb sticking to 810 to the letter!! If I'd had bread imagine how much I'd gain!!!
  207. Surfhunny

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    Well I went on the scales this morning for the first time since wi and I've gained 1lb, so that's absolutely the final nail in 810's coffin. I'm not doing it anymore!!! I have to wonder if I'll ever be able to actually eat food again? If I can gain weight eating allowed food. I don't know...
  208. Surfhunny

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    Meh, I'm binning 810 off, I've given it a few days and we don't get on at all!! I feel bloated and fat and the scales refuse to budge. I'm not doing it anymore. It's not mandatory to do it at 4 weeks. So I'll just pretend I've done it. Have now got a week and a half to make up for the...
  209. Surfhunny

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    It's Brain Over Binge by Kathryn Hanson. I've got to a bit that I've just skipped past it was a bit boring. But most of it so far has been fascinating. I always said I was bulimic without the vomiting, but now I know that Binge Eating Disorder is a real thing! I thought I was making it up. Since...
  210. Surfhunny

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    Week 4 over with. 3lbs off this week making a grand total of 20lbs so far. 4st 4lbs or 60lbs to go. 20lbs more and I'm halfway. 5lbs more and I'll be in the 14's 1lb more and I'll have lost a stone and a half. My weekly proof to my mother that I'm not cheating. I feel like she's drug...
  211. Surfhunny

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    Congratulations Weddingdieter, I hope you have a fab day! Well done Jess, fantastic loss!! What a nice boost!! I'm struggling with 810, Ha ha I've only done it for two days. I'm finding it hard to fit the meal in, when I get home I have to have both my shake and my meal and its too much, I...
  212. Surfhunny

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    God I hope so, because I just can't see how to get out of this rut, short of going out to the pub on my own and while I'm fairly confident I'm not THAT confident. The house next door is empty and I'm secretly hoping a hot single man moves in.
  213. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Thanks, I'm going to need it, I'm not too familiar with this step so I'll have to keep getting my book out!! I'm just watching the Undateables and I'm starting to think I'm undateable :( For years I blamed being fat, for no one wanting to date me. But then I met my ex when I was 13st so it...
  214. Surfhunny

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    I can't wait to see the 14's again. 5 more lbs if my scales are to be believed! 7 if we go by my CDCs scales. I set the goal of being in the 14's on her scales when she comes back, aiming high!!
  215. Surfhunny

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    Tell me about it!! I'm not impressed with my 2lb loss at CDC wi, holding out until official wi tomorrow now. Further to the tea situation I asked my CDC about it this morning, she said yes it has changed, but she still advises to avoid fruit teas because a lot contain hidden citric acid. It's...
  216. Surfhunny

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    Mine is away for a week after tomorrow. I'm not sure how I feel about it. I might actually do SS+ for this add a meal week, sounds counter-productive after what I just said. But I'm not overly familiar with 810 and don't want to go off the rails with no CDC there to help me out of any...
  217. Surfhunny

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    Well done Cazza!! All in the right direction. I'll have to just see what happens at wi tomorrow. Tomorrow will be the start of 810 week for me, my CDC is old school and insists on add a meal week every 5th week as apposed to after the 12th week laid out in the NICE guidelines. She believes it...
  218. Surfhunny

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    Note to self: never schedule a weigh in for the morning after a night shift, as I've gained 1lb over night. Not happy so close to weigh in tomorrow, it was always going to be a small loss but with this gain its an STS :( so much for avoiding temptation last night. Oh and to top it off someone...
  219. Surfhunny

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    I'm not having a great night shift, despite drinking a lot of water, spreading my shakes out and just having had one, I'm feeling dizzy and my legs are aching. It's not pleasant, especially as my job is quite physical with very little opportunity to rest. I was greeted with a table full of...
  220. Surfhunny

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    No Netty i don't think you're being harsh at all, you pay your cdc to provide you with a service, and you're quite right to expect a certain level of professionalism from her, which it sounds like you're not getting. Definitely try and find another. I've been lucky both of my CDCs have been...
  221. Surfhunny

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    I read Beck, but I'm not convinced CBT works for me. I can't knock the book though it definitely got me thinking, and I still follow some of it now. I'm all about self help books at the moment. I'm reading one about how someone stopped binge eating (Brain over Binge - Kathryn Hanson), and...
  222. Surfhunny

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    I'm just listening to podcasts I didn't even know I had. I downloaded them years ago but never listened to them. And now that I've got my new phone I've restored it from the iCloud and found them. Most of them are by Zoe Harcombe who wrote the Harcombe diet. But they're more about the...
  223. Surfhunny

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    Well done Lily that's fab!!
  224. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I'm still here, worked late tonight, then had to drive home avoiding snow drifts. It's blowing off the field and covering the roads again, that and the blizzard conditions! It's horrible out there, I'm glad I'm tucked up in my bed now. Just listening to the wind is bad enough!
  225. Surfhunny

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    Meh no tea for me then until I've asked my CDC, she's on the ball and will know.
  226. Surfhunny

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    Yay yay yay, cup of tea for me again tomorrow morning!!!
  227. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    New rules about tea?? This could be my saviour here, what are the new rules? I've got blueberry tea and rose tea but have been avoiding them because they're not tea from the leaf. My book is old. AND why in all this time have I not thought to have the flavourings hot???
  228. Surfhunny

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    Clear your messages CAzza, just tried to pm you and it said you've exceeded you mail allowance.
  229. Surfhunny

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    I was too, that's why I couldn't leave it alone. I read them back again earlier and really none of her points were valid, I think she just came on here spoiling for a fight, and I don't think she expected the fight she got!! If there's people like that out there "helping" what chance do people...
  230. Surfhunny

    Cd and 30 day shred???

    The inches will make the difference in your wedding dress, the numbers on the scales.....they're just numbers. If your dress fits nicely because you've lost inches and to ed up what does it matter what the scales say? I'm just play devils advocate here. I'm ruled as much by the scales as by the...
  231. Surfhunny

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    Same here! Losing a 1lb or 2 a week and wondering why when I'm sticking to it??? When really I was having hot chocolate, copious cups of milky tea and the odd biscuit, chocolate and cake here and there. I just can't do that anymore! There was a thread on FB where a lady (similar minded to us)...
  232. Surfhunny

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    Totally agree, there's two ways to go with this diet, cold turkey, cut out everything but the diet for a time, OR give in to every night out, every meal, everything and be on this journey forever because the second option is alway 1 step forward and 2 steps back. I don't care how many people...
  233. Surfhunny

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    And here is a very very before pic from 2004ish compared to my after one. I will get back to my after one!!! Sorry for bombarding you with photos but its just to remind myself I CAN do it!!
  234. Surfhunny

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    I've been trying to sort out my laptop when I stumbled across some old photos. They're proof that I can do it!! The quality is poor because I took a photo of the screen but its enough to show what I can do when I set my mind to it. Nov 06 Before I ever heard of CD Roughly 11and a half...
  235. Surfhunny

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    My goal is 11st too Theresa, my original goal first time round was 11st 7lbs but I just want to push it a bit lower for more of a safety margin when maintaining! We'll do it too, I just keep that number in my head every time I think about how hard it is, I imagine being lovely 11st normal :)...
  236. Surfhunny

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    Yay Jess fab result for you too. You know I'd forgotten how good it feels to have stuck to it 100% and to start seeing the results! It's exciting, I can see myself getting to my goal weight and I'm excited to get there, that's what's spurring me on. Oh that and the lack of support and...
  237. Surfhunny

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    Bundles I think you hit the nail on the head here!! :D
  238. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I've been grumpy as hell all day no idea why, can't even blame PMT, I apologised to my colleagues in advance for being cranky. I had a hard time concentrating too which is unusual for me. I'm probably just tired but right now I feel more awake than I have all day weird. Anyway in more cheery...
  239. Surfhunny

    Cd and 30 day shred???

    I've done it on SS+ in the past and it stopped my losses although the results were evident in my body shape. I'm not sure this level of exercise is recommended at the lower steps of the plan in fact my CDC told me to move up to Step 2 if I wanted to do exercise with that level of intensity. I...
  240. Surfhunny

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    Sarah perhaps you missed the posts on this thread where we've celebrated people's losses, worried for people's health or picked people up when they're feeling a bit low. Yes we moan, but pick any thread on any forum and you'll find people venting from time to time. In a perfect world we'd all be...
  241. Surfhunny

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    I think I'll pm her tomorrow night if we still haven't heard how she is, she might not want to post it for public consumption. Anyway I've climbed off my soap box and into my bed. Got work in the morning, I'm the only one in who does my job so no getting snowed in for me tomorrow. Up early in...
  242. Surfhunny

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    I don't want to get into a slanging match over this whole thing, but your last sentence sums it up. They come looking for support and they don't get it. How can advocating cheating possibly help? I've said in previous posts that if people fall off the wagon and need help to get back on track...
  243. Surfhunny

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    I'll tell you how it affects my journey, obviously I can't speak for anyone else. I find CD hard, I want a place where I don't have to hear about food as I'm doing SS so no food for me. The problem with the rest of the forum is that there's always mention of food, it's human nature. But in the...
  244. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I'm cranky too, but it's because I've been running the bath for half an hour and its barely covered the bottom. My boiler is on the blink and I can only seem to get hot water if I turn the tap on a tiny bit, I really want a hot bath because I've been out shovelling the white stuff almost all day...
  245. Surfhunny

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    Woo hoo well done Netty!! Fab loss!
  246. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    I haven't ventured on there for ages, I find myself getting so irate it's not worth the hassle. I know this forum is about being supportive but I just can't support people who insist on bending the rules and advocate that others do the same. I can be supportive if people fall off the wagon and...
  247. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    You seem to be doing it right, I can see your posts. I hate it when things don't get acknowledged. Sometimes it's just because the thread is busy and people don't always read all of them but sometimes it's just plain rude! I've pretty much given up with the rest of the site and can only be...
  248. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Aw bless you, you've had a rough time of it recently. Hopefully things are on the up (not your weight though). I hope you can get back on track with your diet plans, don't beat yourself up too much about it, but get back on ASAP. I'm reading a book that may or may not help some of us, it's...
  249. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Thanks ladies, I have just lost all perspective and freaked out!! I'm insanely jealous of those who only have a couple of stone to go and like Cazza says it could be over for them if they just suck it up and get on with it. I am lucky I don't have more to lose, it could so easily have been the...
  250. Surfhunny

    Step 1 Sole Source New team HARDCORE HOTTIES!!!

    Warning - Feeling Sorry For Myself. I'm sorry but this post is going to be a bit of a moan because I'm feeling sorry for myself :cry: I'm nearing the end of week 3 and yes I've lost over a stone so I'm happy with that. But I'm just feeling a bit overwhelmed with how much I've still got left to...
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