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  1. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Im just trying my new phone to see if it works on here. Emmas fine. I will chat properly tomorrow on the laptop.
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    Unfinished diary

    Oh my goodness Jamie has grown. He's a real cutie :)
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Good for you having a temper :) I wish my binges were like yours :eek:
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Thanks Jackie. Yea I'm fine. I'm just not tired. Why are you up?
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I've just spent ages writing a post and the bl**dy thing didn't post :mad: I wrote a really long post and even included a bit of humour. I can't be bothered doing it all again so you'll just have to put up with the crap bits after the day we've had today. Emma was mugged today. Luckily they...
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    Sarah's SW Diary

    Awww you're gonna be parents to twin kittens :)
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    Unfinished diary

    I knew I'd be guaranteed a giggle from you :D They should prescribe you on the NHS to lift everyones mood
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Just popping in to say hi :) Shame about work but at least you'll get days off when everyone else has to go back ;)
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Happy Birthday :) My daughter got bad sunburn last week as well. She didn't realise she was burning cos of the breeze. Her legs were bright red at the front and white at the back. I made her put cream on every hour and after about four days it stopped being as painful. Obviously being a perfect...
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    Hahahahaha I wish I could see you :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Sometimes I could sleep all day and all night and other times I can't sleep at all. This must be a can't sleep at all day. I've been like this since I started with the depression and when I was working it was horrid cos I knew I should be asleep. At the moment it doesn't matter so I just do...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I can't believe the change in the weather. A week ago I was digging the garden and sweating my head off. Today I'm bl**dy freezing. I keep thinking I should go to one of these street party things that they talk about on the news but there's nothing going on around here. I've put some bunting...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Hi everyone I'm just letting you all know that I'm ok but haven't got much time to come on here at the moment. I'm busy sorting the garden whilst the weathers nice and it's gonna take a while cos someones knicked all my energy so everything takes forever to do. If you have anything you think I...
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Oh no Lily. I hope you're not in too much pain :bighug:
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    Boo's Diary - Starting Again

    Welcome back Boo. There's also Sarah - the final countowns diary. She was a veggie but has just started eating meat again but the first part of her diary might give you some ideas :)
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    You seem like you're totally in the zone - long may it continue :)
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Yes I want to work for dodgy phone lines are us :D Although I would prefer to use email cos then I could giggle away without offending our customers ;)
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    Tillymax is trying again

    You can't have my energy cos I need it :D Yes Trev is certainly helping. When I first started with the depresion I couldn't listen to him cos he got on my nerves but I'm back in the swing now and am loving it. Also I've been accepting what's happening to me more instead of trying to think why...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Good to hear from you Boo. I'm waiting for CBT but there's a long waiting list. It's probably a good thing cos I wouldn't have been able to get there before now cos I felt too anxious. Thanks for the offer cos I would like to know what they did. I don't know what's happening but I've had loads...
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    Sarah's SW Diary

    I was only kidding :) I hope you get things sorted soon. Did a lot of your things get damaged? The stress could be making you hold onto the weight cos that sometimes happens. It's a good idea to go back to basics especially if you and the boy are gonna live together. We don't want you getting...
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Could I please work on the phone line :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    That sounds very attractive :) It's this one GET.gg Cognitive Behaviour Therapy Self-Help Resources I've looked at loads of different ones and so far I like this one best. I've felt very anxious all day. It was quite bad last night too and kept waking me up. I decided to put all the...
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    Sarah's SW Diary

    How exciting for you. Are you sure the roof leaked or did you just say that so you could move in with the boy ;) It's time for me and Jackie to go hat shopping :bliss:
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    I thought I'd written in here yesterday but obviously not. Welcome back. I hope your cold goes soon.
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    Well done on your 100% day and good luck for weigh in :)
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    Unfinished diary

    Well done on the loss :D I'm glad you've got your sense of taste back even if it is for toothpaste :eek:
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I've been busy all day but don't seem to have done anything - if you get my drift. I had baked potato, cheese, beans and salad for lunch and it was yummy. I've been doing some of the action plans on the website that Mandy recommended. I really like that site. I've looked at loads over the...
  28. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Hurry up and get the nursery done - I want to see photos :D
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    Good luck with the challenge ladies, although I do think my Johnny Depp challenge was tougher ;)
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    Tillymax is trying again

    The old man was very disturbing :eek: They didn't even notice. What does it take for a husband and kids to actually notice mess and do something about it? It's probably best to watch it on the telly :) Oooooh you're back. I'll come and check up on you in a bit. I've been to the dentist...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Hahahahaha somebody has to do these tough challenges - might as well be me ;) It was a bit of a let down. If you haven't seen the trailers then you'll have a laugh but if you have seen the trailers you've basically seen the film. Well I survived the challenge. It was packed. The couple sat...
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    Unfinished diary

    Hahahaha I love that picture :D
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    I'm glad you're feeling better. I want to know where you work too so pm me as well.
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    I'm glad the school are sorting things out for Kelsi. I'm still giggling at you kick boxing Mal around the face and ears - all by accident of course ;)
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    Unfinished diary

    I'm glad it's not just me who has panic attacks at stupid times. I think the ones that you get at stupid times are worse than the ones you expect to get. Can't wait to see more pics of baby Jamie.
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Sorry again :o I've been trying to go out more and then when I get home I'm still wound up so I haven't had chance to get on here for ages. Had a lovely day with mum last week and again this week. I was knackered afterwards cos of all the anxious feelings I'd had. Had a quick chat with...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I haven't got time to catch up with you all today cos I've just been on the phone with Jackie. Obviously our idea of a quick chat lasts at least an hour!!!!! I'm going out with my mum tomorrow but will try and catch up with you all tomorrow night.
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Whoops it looks like I've been missing in action again. I struggled a bit last week so I didn't do much. The weather was rubbish though so I'm glad I didn't feel like going anywhere.
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    I really fancy some soup now :rolleyes:
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Well done to Kelsi. I hope everthing is going ok at the school.
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    The party sounds great. Glad you've found the coffee and the loos. Someone should show you where these things are. How the hell are you supposed to work without the essentials :eek:
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I'm sorry I abandoned you all but I needed to prepare myself for a 65th party we went to on Saturday. I don't mean physically cos being a natural beauty means I don't have to do much in that area ;) but I needed to get my head in the right place. I think I had my nervous breakdown on Friday cos...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    It would be really funny if she did look like that :D Afternoon Kals. Huggles back at ya hun :D Yes it's nice to feel the way I do. Don't worry about being away from here cos I haven't been here much myself :rolleyes:
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    It is good to get it off your chest. Even though nothing has changed you just feel so much better :)
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    She's beautiful Lily. I hope they sort this out but keep on at them so they don't slack off :bighug:
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I hope so I'm not letting go I'm supposed to be going to the dentist today but I've just rung up and cancelled cos I've woken up full of cold. I didn't think she'd appreciate it if I coughed and sneezed all over her. I also thought I would be bound to panic cos I don't like dentists so I...
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    Nuttynat turning 30 ... Getting older healthier and lighter!

    Yea it worked and it looks yummy :) I giggled at the extreme combat dvd. I've got visions of toddlers flying through the air :D
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    Awww I hope the cold goes soon. Who was it who was talking about a cd or something that makes your cold go away. It might have been Jackie. I don't think anyone would notice if I fell asleep at work :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I feel on top of the world at the moment. I hope I don't fall off cos it's a bl**dy long climb to get up here ;) That's a lovely thing to say. I've just looked at your stats and you're doing really well. I bet you're pleased. Do you have a diary?
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    Tillymax is trying again

    He can't help being thick. It's part of the male genetics ;) I am a cheap date. Half a shandy and I'm anybodies :eek: It is hard to explain to people who have never experienced it. You lot have helped me so much cos there are so many of us who have been/going through this :) There will be...
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Both you and Kally are doing your gardens. I want to see pics when it's finished :)
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Nasty patient. Shame you can't belt them back. Just be a bit rougher than you should be with them and if they need an injection make sure you stab them ;)
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Yesterday we ended up going to a big shopping centre. I was fine until I decided to go and look in a shop on my own. Because I'd been feeling so good I'd forgotten what I get like. They were having a look in one shop and I said I'm just gonna nip in that one and I'll meet you back here. I got...
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    You're not infantile. It's a pre midlife crisis that we're all having. Me and Jackie decided that yesterday when the teenagers in the background were complaining about our childish ways :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Yesterday was brilliant. I didn't feel frightened about anything!!!!!!!! I started the day by having a good laugh with Jackie and the laughter continued once my mum arrived. I was in pain I was laughing so much. I should have a washboard stomach this morning cos it really hurt. Unfortunately...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Sorry Lynne I missed your post. It really does make me feel better to know that I'm not the only one that feels like this. Morning Kally I've had a lovely chat with Jackie and the laughter has done me the world of good. I feel brilliant right now so thanks Jackie :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Call me now if you want :)
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I'm glad it's not just me Mandy. Not that I want you to feel like this but it makes me feel better knowing I'm not alone. I've been having trouble sleeping for ages which I think is down to the meds. I'm either asleep all the time or can't sleep at all. Last night I couldn't sleep. I went to...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Thanks ladies. I'll have a look at that website. Daughters just got home but she's going straight back out to a party and then sleeping at a friends. So that means I've got even more time to myself :bliss: I can read my book tonight without feeling guilty that I'm neglecting her. I'm reading...
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    Unfinished diary

    Where are you?
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    LoChan's diary - hello!

    I love the voice. Hope you're ok hun :)
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    Sarah's SW Diary

    Albert is a real cutie :)
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Hi Lily I haven't got time to read back so can you give me a quick recap on the last ten days :D
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Afternoon Mandy I've only caught up on the last page cos there's way too much chatter going on in here for me to catch up :D Glad you're feeling a bit better :)
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    Dinkie Dawnies Dubious Diary of Downsizing, Deflation, and Debauchery

    Well done on the loss. Hope the aches and pains have eased a bit. Have a good time tonight :)
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    OMG that cleaning bug is highly infectious. I've been cleaning all morning and I hadn't even read your diary :eek: I haven't caught up yet so where are you going tonight?
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Thanks ladies I use that website along with the other 4 the therapist told me about. I also have sheets that she gave me to fill in that talk about if the threat is real or imagined etc. A lot of what they suggest is CBT stuff. The info on the sites work really well when I'm going out but my...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I've been on here for hours and I've only caught up with Jackie and Kals. I will try and catch up with everyone else as soon as I can cos I miss the giggles I have with you nutty lot. Right then ladies I need your help. What the hell do I do about this anxiety. I can understand feeling anxious...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Happy Easter I start the new meds on Tuesday and I hope they will be better than the ones I'm on. I've had a bad few days. I'm feeling ok at the moment but whilst I'm ok I want to spend some time with my family before they go back to work, uni and college. I probably won't get chance to update...
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Are you having the grandkids a lot over the Easter hols cos I know both you and they enjoy it. I love baking and hate cooking - how strange am I - don't answer that :rolleyes:
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Morning Mandy Work and gym are both swear words if you ask me :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    It was a bad day yesterday and everything anyone said felt like a criticism. Hopefully today will be better :) I know people are only trying to help and I've probably done the same with others in the past and probably will in the future. It was just a bad day. Oh and by the way none of you lot...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Don't bother reading this, I just need to have a bit of a rant to get it off my chest. One of my aunties visited today and she said something that has been annoying me. I won't go into detail cos it wasn't anything bad but it just made me wonder why everyone thinks they need to tell me what to...
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    I might have to have a nap myself after reading everything you've been up to today :D
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    We all want to die pain free in our sleep and not linger about incapable of doing anything for ourselves. I've told my hubbie he's not allowed to die in his sleep - can you imagine the shock of waking up to that :eek: So what did you buy this time :)
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    Tillymax is trying again

    He's back to pretending I don't exist again :rolleyes: I like huggles :D You'd be amazed how many people would read it if you ever decide to do a diary :) It's all ironed. It won't be long until I have a load more cos I'm sure I'm doing the washing for the whole of Yorkshire at the moment...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Which section is your diary in?
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Having a good day makes all the difference. It makes you feel like you instead of feeling lost I felt like the best and most loved parent in the world yesterday. I felt really guilty cos it was only the other day that I was moaning about him on the phone to you. I wonder if he heard...
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    I can't catch up with your diary either cos there's too much chit chat :D Hope you're ok and have a lovely shopping day :)
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Morning Lily I'm here to help with food ideas Breakfast - bacon butties Dinner - BLT :D:D:D:D:D
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    Have a great time on your hols :D
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    Unfinished diary

    Hows the DIY going? Are you still in one piece?
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    JaneB saying hello this is my diary and journey.

    I'm trying to catch up with everyone - at last. It's a really good idea to not put too much pressure on yourself with the diet and exercise. I can't wait to see pics of the dog :)
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    Sarah's SW Diary

    Well done for admitting the self sabotage. Most of us pretend we don't have that extra biscuit or two. Bodies are such strange things. Mine is always telling me to eat chocolate :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I've had a lovely day. I cleaned the house and did the garden and everything looks lovely :) But the bestest thing happened to me this morning. My son's going to America in June and he won't be here for my birthday. This morning he gave me a present and said Happy Birthday. It was this laptop...
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    Sarah's SW Diary

    Awwww don't beat yourself up. Look how far you've come and how well you've done. Get back on here and we'll support you. Well everyone else will. I'll do the kicking :D
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    From Tooty Frooty to Hottie Tottie!

    How you doing. Let us know if you get any good tips at the weight management place :D
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    LoChan's diary - hello!

    Afternoon Lo I've been missing in action too. I'm gonna try and catch up with everyone. You're the lucky person who get's me talking to them first. Whoops have I just pi**ed you off :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I've decided I'm gonna catch up on one diary every day cos it's a bit overwhelimg trying to catch up all at once. It's cos you lot talk and talk and talk ;) Also I don't want to miss the sun cos it might be all we get for the year. My daughters gone to London today. I don't know how I'll be...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Awww thanks for all the lovely messages. I'm sorry I've abandoned you all. I had a really bad week last week but the docs gonna change my tablets so hopefully things will settle down soon. I have no idea what the hell I'm doing cos everything looks different on here but hopefully it will type...
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    Sarah's SW Diary

    Yuk to the mussels but have a nice night anyway :D
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    Unfinished diary

    Celebration cake is syn free hun so don't worry about it. I hope the job goes well for your son :)
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    I'll keep my fingers crossed for the pay rise and bonus. I really hope you get it but all companies are dead tight at the moment.
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    I would be worried too. I think it's normal to feel like that but I haven't felt normal for ages so how the hell would I know ;)
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I've got a pounding headache. It's cos I got myself all worked up about going to the dentist. Now that it's all over I've got headache. I didn't used to get like this. It's blooming stupid. I need a filling so don't know what I'll be like when I go back for that cos I was in a right state just...
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    Unfinished diary

    Well done on the loss. From the tone of your post today, you are well and truely back :D
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    I was just about to text you my number but please don't be on the phone for 6 hours - I can't afford it ;)
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Well done for being assertive and well done for going somewhere with hubbie that was out of your comfort zone. How do you feel you did now that a few days have gone by?
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    Sarah's SW Diary

    I'd forgotten about skinny cow lollies til I noticed your food for yesteday. I hope I remember them when I write my shopping list. Have a good day :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Wow it's a lovely sunny day again. I've just done the gardening and it looks lovely - well apart from all the stuff behind the huts and the garage that I need hubbie to take to the tip. I'm very lucky cos my garden is south facing so I can sit out and enjoy the sun. I've come inside for a bit...
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Scales are stupid. They just think of a number and double it. You just keep doing what you'e doing cos it's working :)
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    Sarah's SW Diary

    Have fun with the hoop. I'm really crap at it, but all the bending down to pick it up is good exercise :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Thanks Lily I'm on my way to yours cos I've seen the menu for when your friend comes. It takes about 2 and half hours to get to Kings Cross so don't start without me ;)
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    Unfinished diary

    I love lazy family days :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Cheers Crumble that really helped. It would have taken me a week to get that bit of info from your diary. Slightly worried about poor little red faced Jamie though :eek:
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    Unfinished diary

    I'm still no wiser :confused:
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    I got broken off too cos of stupid hubbie wanting to use the computer. The laptops totally b*ggered now so we have to share the computer :rolleyes: I don't like sharing. My Grandma gets short tempered when she's had too much sugar. Do you think it would be very bad of me to pretend to be...
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    Have a lovely day. I'm no good at anything like that. I wish I was cos everything looks lovely and the satisfaction you must feel when you've completed something :) Too late Crumble - I've seen it. You're supposed to be nice to me cos I'm mental ;)
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    Unfinished diary

    What's Gibbs? Bakewell tart icecream :eek: I really don't think this site is good for weightloss cos everytime I come on here someone mentions food that I need to try ;)
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    JaneB saying hello this is my diary and journey.

    Hope you're ok Jane :bighug:
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Afternoon Mandy :D
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    I'm not as good as yesterday but not as bad as some days. I seem to do a lot of pacing about at the moment which is strange for me cos normally I could quite happily sit still for hours :rolleyes:
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    Sarah's SW Diary

    Wow you sound so positive. And organized. Thw water bit's so much easier in the summer but in the winter I just want to drink coffee. Have fun at the cinema :)
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    You stay with your feet up and let the others do everything. I might get a hot water bottle and join you ;)
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Afternoon I drank the Baileys whilst I was waiting for you Jackie so if you do get here you'll just have to have coffee :D What exactly does international womens day mean. Do we all get to go somewhere abroad for free ;) Having a not so good day today. But on a positive note it's not as...
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    LoChan's diary - hello!

    Hi Lo :D Just wanted to let you know that I'm on week 5 of the tablets and the side effects are starting to settle. I feel less exhausted and I'm not constantly panicking. The side effects do make you feel worse than when you first started but hopefully thinjgs will start to improve for you...
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    Sarah's SW Diary

    Well done on the weight loss :D Sounds like you had a brilliant weekend. I haven't got my hat yet so don't rush into anything ;)
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    Unfinished diary

    I'm slowly catching up with everyone. Problem is it's taking forever :rolleyes: Have fun with the babysitting :D
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    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    Brilliant weight loss :D I've just caught up and been reading about all the hunky men you all fancy. I love it when Sean Bean says bast*rd. I like that man who was in Rome. I can't remember his name so I'll have to let you know later. I don't normally go for men in skirts but I'll make an...
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    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Well done on the loss Lily :D The pics of the baby are lovely. She's sooooo cute. The pics of the cake are lovely too. I don't know which I want to eat more, the baby or the cake :D
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    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    I didn't know they had mobile hairdressers for dogs. I'm having the laziest day ever just catching up on here. I loved your post where you reset your goals - it was very inspiring :)
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Lets do the social event with me, you, Jackie and the bacon butties :D Good girl :D Yes the side effects are starting to go. Don't feel sick all the time and not getting constantly panicked. I only get panicked now when I leave the house. It feels good compared to where I was last week...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Now you've gone and made me want bacon :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    You're the one that let me down by not being ugly :D You don't need to bring the albums hun cos we've got them all. Got old and new dvd's and David Coverdale hasn't aged well :rolleyes: I'll ask the doctor next week about a vaccine. We don't want an epidemic. They think it's got this bad...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    I'm sorry everyone I was gonna catch up with you all but I've run out of time. I've only been on Jackies diary but it took so long to catch up that I've run out of time. I only insulted her though so it's probably best if I catch up with the rest of you later :D
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    Tillymax is trying again

    They tested everything and it was all ok so the problem is cos I'm mental ;) What a bl**dy day. I spent all morning stressing about seeing the therapist type woman. I think it went ok but I can't really rember anything about the first half hour. She said I'm doing all the right things and gave...
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    Tillymax is trying again

    Oh no Jackie you sounded very posh. Everybody sounds posh compared to my broad Yorkshire accent :D Happy St Davids Day to you too :) My Welsh is improving everyday ;) Hello Kals. Hope you're ok. I've been a crap friend when you've needed me and I'm so sorry :o Everything is not ok...
  128. tillymax

    From Tooty Frooty to Hottie Tottie!

    You've come back :D or have you gone away again :cry:
  129. tillymax

    LoChan's diary - hello!

    Hi Lo I can't believe they've had you in for a meeting already. I've been on the meds for a month now and I feel worse than before I started them. The doc thinks things should settle down in the next fortnight :rolleyes: I hope they kick in soon for both of us :)
  130. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Awww bless Mark. Have you got those magic mirrors that make things look bigger than they are ;) I used that cream when I had my rash even though you're not supposed to use it on your face. It was the only thing that worked though
  131. tillymax

    Unfinished diary

    Oh Crumble I've missed all the birth He's lovely + he's got a great big grin. Seeing his little happy face really cheered me up :)
  132. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Imagine if you hadn't changed the locks :eek:
  133. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    No it takes him an hour and 29 minutes and 30 seconds to find it. The other 30 seconds is the banking :D
  134. tillymax

    Sarah's SW Diary

    I wish I hadn't read your diary cos I want cheesecake now. I think you're quite sensible staying where you are cos the bills would probably be bigger in a house and you need to start saving for the wedding ;) It's getting all serious now cos you've both met the parents. Come on Jackie we...
  135. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Lily use your imagination and I'm sure you'll think of something that Mark gets up to in the bathroom :eek:
  136. tillymax

    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    You've joined the pod people. Don't worry if you go through a stage of eating everything in sight or you feel more down for a bit. That doesn't happen at first and it doesn't happen to everyone but if your head is a mess like mine then I think it's pretty common :)
  137. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Cheers hun I'm trying to catch up with you all but it's never ending and my tiny little brain can't cope with all the information :eek:
  138. tillymax

    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Hi Mandy I havent read everything cos there's way too much for me to catch up on but the bits I caught were mega. Well done on meeting your friend and well done on letting them know how you felt about the holiday :)
  139. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    I read that as if you did some weed in the back garden :eek:. They'd have me locked up. Thanks for all the lovely messages everyone. Yes I'm still an official nutter and not my normal nutter self yet but I know I will get there. Well I will once the side effects of these stupid tablets wear...
  140. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Good afternoon Yesterday I had a good day and felt normal. When I say normal I mean my normal which is not what other people would call normal so don't worry cos when I get back to normal I will still be a nutter. I went out a few times yesterday for the first time in about a week. I was...
  141. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    OMG Lily - it's a shame you don't have photos of that shave cos you'd have earned a bob or two :eek: Lets' not talk about the marrow ;) Kally - you could have introduced me to the lovely Martin. Just remember it's Garys loss not yours :) Having a bad time at the moment. The meds are making...
  142. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    I thought I was the mental one until I read what you lot have written. I've got images in my head of you all looking like Daisy, Rose, Elizabeth etc :D Mandy I went to see Duran Duran at the Queens Hall in Leeds when I was 14. I was madly in love with John Taylor. Look at the state of him now...
  143. tillymax

    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    Hurry up and get the tinterweb fixed :D
  144. tillymax

    JaneB saying hello this is my diary and journey.

    Well done on the loss :D So can you have 100g of crisps for 4 syns. I might try these next week :)
  145. tillymax

    Sarah's SW Diary

    It's ok then if you've been naughty Do you need me to give you a good kicking if you're naughty this week :D
  146. tillymax

    Unfinished diary

    Is it because they can't wait to wet the babys head :rolleyes:
  147. tillymax

    Dinkie Dawnies Dubious Diary of Downsizing, Deflation, and Debauchery

    Your mums reaction to your tat made me giggle. Hubbies mum was the same when he had his first one done. When she saw it she screamed what the hell do you think you're playing at. He replied mum I'm forty :D
  148. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Bloody hell Lily. 10.5lbs of sh1t :eek:
  149. tillymax

    LoChan's diary - hello!

    I'm good at telling other people what to do. Just seem to have a problem doing the same for myself :rolleyes:
  150. tillymax

    LoChan's diary - hello!

    If the happy pills take two to four weeks to kick in, you're not gonna feel any different yet so do get the note extended until they start to work at least :D
  151. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    It's Mrs Bouquet if you don't mind :D I was reading Jane Eyre - again. I might write a book called what not to tell your daughters :eek: How can you not spend anything all year :eek: It was the carpenters :rolleyes: What's you're ring tone? I have a cunning plan which I will...
  152. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    England manager - or he used to be until he quit :rolleyes:
  153. tillymax

    LoChan's diary - hello!

    It's hard to motivate yourself when you can't be bothered and have no concentration I'm just gonna warn you this - I thought I'd started feeling better cos I didn't feel anxious. It only lasted a few hours and I've just as bad since. Today I've been really weepy again - although that could...
  154. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    The scales are fibbing so don't pay any attention :)
  155. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Sorry hun I missed you out then. It's tomorrow now. Facemask, nails and wine :D
  156. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    I didn't get round to my pamper session cos I couldn't put my book down :) But if you all pop round tomorrow we'll do it then We've also had James Brown, Busted, Boyzone and Buddy Holly today. I consider my music tastes to be eclectic - hubbie considers it to be crap :rolleyes: Hubbie...
  157. tillymax

    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    OMG somebodies hacked your thread ;)
  158. tillymax

    Unfinished diary

    How you feeling today. Are you able to taste anything yet. Also why have you got Thorntons chocs, is it your birthday?
  159. tillymax

    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    Errr you're already on minis ;)
  160. tillymax

    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Good luck to your son for the interview
  161. tillymax

    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    Well done for not going to get a takeaway :) I might have to go and make some dinner in a minute cos I'm hungry :rolleyes:
  162. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    You should write a hints and tips book :D I can't ever see me exercising cos I want to :eek: Right then I've sprayed the light bulbs and blown on the worktops :D After I've caught up on here I think I'll do my nails and a face mask and have a relaxing pamper day. This is the life :)
  163. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Thing is I'm gonna have to tidy again today. With three dogs, two kids and a messy hubbie it's never ending :rolleyes: Put the cd's on. I hadn't listened to them for years and it was brilliant. You can be a sock monkey too :D Plum plum :D It's David Bowie day today :) Have you got any...
  164. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    I shall do that tomorrow. Hubbie will think I've turned into a 1950's housewife :eek: Don't you be knocking the rivers of babylon :o Housework is my attempt to feel normal but I've never been normal so I won't bother anymore ;)
  165. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    The cleaners at work just tend to flick things with the end of the duster. I might adopt that policy. I'm a bit of a hypocrite really. It just doesn't feel right. I will try and be more honest and then in a few days you'll all be saying for Gods sake woman, put a sock in it :D
  166. tillymax

    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Don't work too hard :rolleyes:
  167. tillymax

    Unfinished diary

    Well done on the loss :talk017: Get well soon :bighug:
  168. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    I've just cleaned up which has taken ages cos I can't actually be bothered to do anything. I think I might be having a 70's day. I've just listened to Blondie and now I've got Boney M on :eek: I've been dancing around the room then I noticed the curtains were open. Thought I'd better stop...
  169. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Thanks for that you three. I feel numb today - that's numb not dumb. It's an improvement on feeling anxious. I've just had to check in at work to let them know I'm still alive. Felt really anxious before I rang. I think that's cos I know I'll be in trouble when I go back to work for daring to...
  170. tillymax

    Dinkie Dawnies Dubious Diary of Downsizing, Deflation, and Debauchery

    Lovely photos. I'm glad you all enjoyed yourselves :)
  171. tillymax

    LoChan's diary - hello!

    Stupid doctor :mad: It's a good idea to tell your family. It is scary though when you tell the doctor and other people cos it makes it real.
  172. tillymax

    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    How are you feeling today Mandy :bighug:
  173. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Get well soon Lily :bighug:
  174. tillymax

    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    As long as you enjoyed the meal that's all that matters
  175. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    We could have had a good natter. I'm gona come and look at the pics :) The snow was lovely to look at but it's now turned into a big slushy mess :rolleyes: It just feels wrong to keep moaning when you've all got your own problems.
  176. tillymax

    LoChan's diary - hello!

    I was just the same at the doctors and I cried and snotted everywhere too :o As you can see I'm not sleeping well either :rolleyes: :bighug:
  177. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Don't you dare start the neighbour bashing without me ;)
  178. tillymax

    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Wow look at you all planned :D Cheeky old bags. It's always best to not make eye contact with anyone on the bus cos half of them aren't even human. Why do some people think it's ok to say whatever they want. That's what's nice about all our freindships on here. We haven't got preconceived...
  179. tillymax

    Unfinished diary

    Big hugs for the cold :bighug: Big hugs for your son moving out :bighug: And big hugs just because I can :bighug: I'm sure it will all settle down in a few days - well at least until the baby arrives :)
  180. tillymax

    JaneB saying hello this is my diary and journey.

    Hope you're both ok :)
  181. tillymax

    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    Hope you had a good weekend and managed to get everything done that you wanted to :)
  182. tillymax

    Sarah's SW Diary

    How was the curry?
  183. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Hi everyone Sorry I've not posted but I didn't have anything positive to say. I don't like being negative all the time on my diary especially when I'm just moaning about the same things. It gets tedious. The tablets made me even more anxious. The doc warned me it would probably happen but I...
  184. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    More hugs for you :bighug: Hope you had a good sleep and are feeling much better today :bighug: Whenever you have doubts Lily look at your photos. You've achieved so much and will continue to do so :)
  185. tillymax

    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    I'm gonna follow your exercise regime. So if Lily does three hours we're doing three minutes :D
  186. tillymax

    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    It's lovely to read you sounding so positive Glad you had a good day :D
  187. tillymax

    Sarah's SW Diary

    Well done on the loss :) I think I'd rather have a creme egg than those splat things. Creme eggs are much smaller than they used to be :rolleyes:
  188. tillymax

    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Well done Mandy :D
  189. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    I want the dolly :D Went to see one of my nephews last week. He's 4 months old and absolutely massive. He was giggling away at me and his poor mum got all upset and said he never laughs like that for me. I can't help it if my face is funny. She had the last laugh though when she said you two...
  190. tillymax

    Unfinished diary

    I'm gonna have a look at those. I hope they have revivied them and it's not just an old box that somebody had in their garage from the 70's :eek:
  191. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    If we lived near each other you'd never ever ever get any work done cos I'd always be round for a cuppa but not that green muck you've had today ;) You'd probably end up hiding behind the couch pretending you weren't in :) Bit worried about weeing myself now cos I'm drinking loads at the...
  192. tillymax

    Unfinished diary

    Hope your back feels better soon. Reading your menu for the other day and it said Ringos. I haven't had those for years - didn't know they still did them. How come I only notice the unhealthier stuff and not the proper food :rolleyes:
  193. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Hope you have a lovely time over here even if it is freezing cold :) I'd crack up completely if I didn't try and find the funny side of things. Although I also think that sometimes might be the problem - instead of thinking things through properly I tend to laugh things away. I'm having to...
  194. tillymax

    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    Well done on the loss :) You put what you want in your diary and if people don't like it they can sod off :D
  195. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    I'm on the upstairs computer and not on the silly laptop cos it's really hard typing when the letters don't work. I've posted on some of your diaries and it looks so insensitive what I've said but you try typing nice things without the letters a c f and n :eek: Bev - I never spill my...
  196. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    I need to come to chez Lily :D
  197. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Most of the time I can't type a n f and c but it's just come back this minute. Trying to think of words without those letters is bl**dy hard work :rolleyes: Might as well catch up quickly before it goes again. I felt really good yesterday but think it was relief cos I'm back down again...
  198. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Puter still stupid Most letters rubbish so try to type words without those letters :8855: Very limited without those letters :rolleyes:
  199. tillymax

    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    I'll try it :D Lovely positives :D
  200. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Stupid laptops gone funny again so if I have trouble with any of the keys you'll just hve to try d guess wht I'm tryig to say See it's doig it already Had bloods done. She took quite a bit so when I got home I hd a bisuit like you do when you give blood Thks for all the helpful suggestios...
  201. tillymax

    Sarah's SW Diary

    I'd have had two hot chocolates from the tight git :D I don't know what creme egg splats are. How can there be a chocolate that I haven't tried :eek:
  202. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Thanks everyone :) I feel so tired. I don't think the tablets can be having this effect so soon. Maybe it's because I've taken back control of my life. I've a long way to go before I'm in control but I'm on the road and that's a good start :D I've tried persauding daughter to go into...
  203. tillymax

    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    It's because we don't feel we deserve it :rolleyes: Hope you're ok hun :bighug:
  204. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Congratulations auntie Lily. She's so cute and her hair is fantastic. It just looks like they've dyed the front bit blonde - people pay a fortune for that look :) Hope you're feeling a bit better. Have a lovely time with Jo :D
  205. tillymax

    Dinkie Dawnies Dubious Diary of Downsizing, Deflation, and Debauchery

    Wow Dawn, you look amazing in your new clothes. It doesn't seem two minutes since all your friends on here were trying to persuade you to wear a dress and now look at you :) That pudding was massive and Gwyn looks so tiny (and slightly scared) sat behind it. I went on a manual handling...
  206. tillymax

    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    I'm gonna use up my stuff too so I'll be having a frugal February. We'll be having an even frugaler (don't know if there is such a word) rest of the year if I never go back to work :) Another holiday - brilliant :D
  207. tillymax

    My Road To Slim City

    Welcome back hun and yeah you're right, you're a crap friend ;)
  208. tillymax

    JaneB saying hello this is my diary and journey.

    Poor Chris. It must be so hard for both of you :hug99:
  209. tillymax

    JaneB saying hello this is my diary and journey.

    One for you :bighug: and one for Chris:bighug: Hope you're both ok :)
  210. tillymax

    LoChan's diary - hello!

    Just popped in for a catch up. How you doing now hun? When do you go to London?
  211. tillymax

    Unfinished diary

    I've got visions of you pushing the kids out the way so you can feed the animals :8855: I wish I'd seen your face when they gave you a handful of worms :8855: Thank you so much for cheering me up :D
  212. tillymax

    Sarah's SW Diary

    Did you manage to stay away from the vending machine? You probably wanted a sugar rush to try and wake you up a bit. How was the curry last night?
  213. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Thank you all for caring so much :) Just got back from the docs. I've never seen this one before but she was lovely. She didn't seem the slightest bit fazed by all my tears and snot :rolleyes: I've got some tablets and have been signed off for 2 weeks. I've to go back and see her in 2 weeks...
  214. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Hi Lily - I haven't got time to read everything so hope I haven't missed anything important. Hope you're ok. Good idea putting the photos on the signature cos you can see how far you've come everytime you post :)
  215. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Just having a quick pop in to let you all know I'm ok. I'm gonna try and get into the docs next week cos I've finally admitted that I need help. I can't beat these black clouds on my own and it isn't fair on the poor sods who live with me, having a blubbering wreck to put up with. I'm gonna...
  216. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Guess what - I've never had parma ham either :D
  217. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    I read that as though the plumber had your knickers in his mouth - the pervert :8855: Afternoon Lily :D My wonderful hubbie didn't get milk last he went on his own. He said it wasn't on the list. Neither was the bl**dy lager he bought :rolleyes:
  218. tillymax

    LoChan's diary - hello!

    How's day 2 gone? When you list your food will I need an interpreter ;)
  219. tillymax

    Unfinished diary

    The cheeky *******. I know where I'd have stuck the paint brush :mad:
  220. tillymax

    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    Glad you're better and well done on the loss :D
  221. tillymax

    Sarah's SW Diary

    Well done on the loss. Sorry I've been awol again :D
  222. tillymax

    JaneB saying hello this is my diary and journey.

    Can I move in too please. I really should be at the front of the queue cos Lily's back in the game big time and Jackie's head's in the right place and I need all the help I can get :D
  223. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    :8855::8855::8855::8855::8855::8855::8855::8855:
  224. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Thaks for this :D Excuse me everyone whilst I just speak Welsh to Lynne. What's occurring :D No you're not the only one :rolleyes: Thanks Mandy, that's another image you've put in my head that I really don't want :eek: Some friend you are :rolleyes: It's a very good thing :D...
  225. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Thanks Mandy :) I'm gonna have to give it up as a bad job tonight cos it's taking ages to post :rolleyes: Night everyone x
  226. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Bloody brilliant :talk017: Iron Lily is well and truly back :D As long as you're not singing ;) Get to the back of the queue :D
  227. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    OMG I've just spent ages typing a long post and the bl**dy things gone :mad: I can't be bothered doing it all again Mandy you've put that image in my head now :yuk: I've bought some asparagus and I'm gonna have that tomorrow. Do you eat the flowery bit at the end?
  228. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    They're Cavalier King Charles Spaniels. There's three of them but the ginger one's blending into the rug :8855:
  229. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    I've just changed it. Those are my three :)
  230. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    No, that's what Crumble thinks I look like :D
  231. tillymax

    LoChan's diary - hello!

    Lo come back. Lily keeps talking about funny named food and that's your job :rolleyes:
  232. tillymax

    Sarah's SW Diary

    Better late than never :asskick: Behave yourself :mad:
  233. tillymax

    how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

    I love Milly Molly Mandy. Emma loved them too but I think that was more to do with the silly voices I used. Kally will you stop singing on everyones diary :rolleyes: Happy Milly Molly Monday Mandy :D
  234. tillymax

    I may lose some battles but I'll win the war.

    What is with these silly people who employ us, expecting us to work when we need to chat with our friends. Believe it or not, I'm a really private person but I have well and truly beared my soul on here. I never thought I would but it just happened without me realising it. The people on here...
  235. tillymax

    JaneB saying hello this is my diary and journey.

    I'd have eaten all the crumbles and then the melon boat but I'm just greedy :rolleyes:
  236. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Maybe the few remainig Marmots could be persuaded to adopt the grotty kid. An exciting sex life is the one that other people think you're having ;)
  237. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    I'm a trier. In fact my hubbie says I'm very trying :D
  238. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Well it started off with us normal ones having a giggle at different things in a sex shop mag - stuff like that looks good or what the hell do you do with that. We're all having a lovely time and having a giggle and pretending we have exciting sex lives and Mrs Sandwich says now that my sons 12...
  239. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    I wondered if Mr G was reading this but he's tall and thin so maybe his wife has recognised him :) I'm struggling thinking of things cos she managed to get him in the conversation when we discussed sex toys :eek:
  240. tillymax

    Sick of carrying 2 hitch hikers about, so this is my diary

    Afternoon Lily :D Glad you enjoyed your strange chips. Did you take a pic. If not take one next time so I can see what they look like :) Kally you've got me singing paper roses now :rolleyes:
  241. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Thank goodness it's not just me. I know your food is strange but it's normal food at strange times not strange food at normal times ;)
  242. tillymax

    Dinkie Dawnies Dubious Diary of Downsizing, Deflation, and Debauchery

    Can't stay and chat I need to get to Peacocks before it's all gone :D
  243. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    I might have known Lo was involved cos I haven't got a clue what she's eating most of the time :D I am convinced he's on drugs. Either that or someones warned him about the heavy mob :8855: I've just been to Aldi and they had all sorts of fruit and veg that I didn't recognise. They didn't...
  244. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    I've never heard of half the veg you're talking about. Let me know what you think. Radish is something I ate as a kid and didn't like but I'm gonna try that again just to make sure ;) I always knew you were posh :D I'm gonna try that cos it sounds good :)
  245. tillymax

    Tillymax is trying again

    Thanks Lily I'll google them. I'm still asking you lot too cos what if google doesn't mention the fact that dragon fruit is yuk :8855:
  246. tillymax

    Dinkie Dawnies Dubious Diary of Downsizing, Deflation, and Debauchery

    I'm glad you're feeling a bit better :)
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