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Just feeling rubbish at the moment enlighten xx

Not going well feeling very down and alone

So yesterday was good and on plan and I did well with water too, I’ve stopped having the occasional cup of tea which was also an issue beginning of last week, I have lactose free milk and don’t know how that would affect things. I’m on peppermint tea now but only 2 cups a day max as it’s just...

I lost 6lbs which is good considering the 2 pittas and the sausage sandwich! Yday was mental at work had a shake for breakfast but didn't get a lunch break and ended up having a sliver of birthday cake it was nice but not worth it then had nothing until I tried a salted caramel Exante pudding at...

Very busy emotional weekend managed to be pretty good just a chicken kebab again grilled chicken breast lettuce and cucumber but was naughty n had the pitta but proud of not getting the McDonald's I wanted. Today Monday felt like the walking dead st work totally shattered n exhausted physically...

Womble it's awful I can't go into it just keep crying. I've got to be strong for him and my mum so just trying my hardest to keep it together then being a mess on my own or with the bf. Thank you for asking. Bf got me out the house last night going to a friend of his BBQ I didn't know anyone...

Long story short grandad ended up in hospital via ambulance and had to have an operation, not an excuse but came home and had chicken breast kebab with lettuce and cucumber and a pitta bread. Not big or clever but don't now x

Didn't know what to do so just had 2 shakes today and the daft salad. Gonna go to bed now as I'm shattered feel really tired and irritable this time round x

Had breakfast this morning and then a lunch with work ppl and provider I won't tease you with what they had but Safe to say it was amazing, I ordered salmon salad... Literally came couple pieces of lettuce and salmon with this weird Mayo stuff in clumps ontop! Was so gutted! Now I don't know...

Bf just rang on his way home from late shift to ask if I want a McDonald's! I said no! Proud. However the little slink hasn't done that in all months I've been off plan and day 2 he's offering naughty food! X

Thanks darcy - hope so! They're all mega healthy its so annoying lol you're right though novelty will wear off soon I'm sure x

So since June I've had a holiday, evicted the house mate, nearly took her to court, been to 2 weddings, started a new job that's employed and the bf has moved in! His family have now moved to the other end of the country and were dog sitting! I really enjoy the new job but being employed means...

Struggling.... Just want to snack. I'm also freezing which must be psychological as its only day 2! X

Soooooo I got weighed this morning after 3 months off the scales say I've put on a stone taking me back to 15'11..... I'm gutted and so sad to see those numbers again however I really did think it would be much more. I'm trying to be positive and think at least I'm re starting now before I was...

I'll catch up on ppls diaries when I can but couple of months is a lot of reading! How much has everyone lost now in what time period? Xx

Aww thank you! Asda don't have scales booooo. Must say I'm hungry and wanting to snack! Waiting to go see a client at 6 but don't have time to go home then go which isn't helpful! Also I know it's naughty but I've ran out of cigarettes too which doesn't help matters! X

Breakfast shake had, lunch shake had.... 3 biscuits refused! Will get scales tonight, dreading it!!

I'm sorry I've been away.... The wedding was amazing and I felt lovely in my dress I wasn't embarrassed and felt nice in the photos and not huge in comparison to the other girls! However since the wedding all I've done is eat and go totally back to normal. I no longer have any scales but will...

Oh darcy it's so not

I know I've been quiet but haven't been in a good place and don't want to just moan and tell you all the terrible things I'm eating. Homes work but week tomorrow is the end of it I hope fingers crossed as she'll be gone. Got the hen do this weekend and I'm dreading it due to the atmosphere and...

Worse not that I thought that was possible feel so alone x

I NEED to get back on plan for next full week then till Thursday of week after! As not sure when the dress is getting taken in but I've put on loads of weight and need to get it back off. Can't let her ruin me! Yes was great not being embarrassed trying it on and not feeling conscious in it...

Hi, sorry haven't been here. She's been horrible, we are no longer speaking, found out she's been paying loads less than me every month works out as about a grand but won't give me any of it! She's said so many horrible things to me yet is still in my house. I'm so upset as I know I haven't done...

Soooooo THE dresses arrived.... Mines far too big! To be fair everyone's is a little big but mines massive I'm over the moon as although it didn't fit properly I felt really nice in it, I'm so so pleased I started this journey!!!! Having a tough time at the moment in the build up to handing in...

Hi all So I had a lovely holiday the food wasn't great as hardly any choice so I basically ate a million types of carbs for every meal! Flight got cancelled coming home to Newcastle had to fly into Edinburgh get someone to collect us at 1am and drive us to newc to get our car then home at like...

Bad bad day... Sunday dinner then a child's parmo. Ridiculous! I feel so rough! This period thing is killing me I think I might have to go to the doctors but I don't know if they can do anything if it's a side effect of the VLCD?

Woooooooo 14s!!!!! Best news!! X

If anyone is interested rowlands pharmacy have belvia support shorts on sale for 99p!

Pretty much, think it's meant to be like 6 hours a day. I tend to put it on about 9am then depends what I'm doing as to when I take it off it's not uncomfortable so it's fine. Makes me feel so much better in myself when it's on! Yday was a very very bad day, dads fault again. He insisted we...

This is where I get mine from. I had the lana this time but wondering whether to get another or try the essie as its cheaper!

It's not totm though like it's not once a month it's at least once a week it's driving me crazy! I really like it, makes me feel so confident and I think it's helped keep my tummy area firmer since I've been wearing it. I read that compression during weight loss is good to reduce to loose skin...

How exciting! Is the new job similar to what you're doing now? X

Now I know I've mentioned this before and I'm sorry it's far TMI but.... The bleeding is getting ridiculous, I'm fine then suddenly have couple of days of heavy bleeding. I've got the implant so don't usually have periods and that's why I got it as I'm so poorly when I have them. Feel like sh#t...

I felt loads better this morning, had a shake and some water (yay) saw my mum and dad (to remind you divorced and strange relationship with my dad) went to see a new house, then went into a pub he likes he went to get drinks (Coke Zero) and came back saying he's got us all carveries! I had...

Did not do it!! :D !!! Had a shake and more water. 2 shakes and the fish today. Xx

I know I know and I'm drinking on Saturday night so will be off plan then so need to be good in the lead up to it! Going to have a shake instead and hope that helps x

Natty You've lost 2 and a half stone ish in 7 weeks! That's loads and loads! Omgoodness but it was sooooooo good!! I'm home alone and so want the rest of it! X

Soooooooooooooo I ate a bite of a steak slice that belongs to the boys, hoped it'd be disgusting.... It wasn't! So I cooked a piece of smoked haddock.... Was fine.... Urghhh Must not eat steak slice!!!

Yaaaaay! All positives! Xx

Natty you've lost pretty much same as me you silly sausage! And you started 3 weeks after me! You're doing amazing!!! X

Natty that is so so lovely kind and amazing of you to say! Can't believe I'm an inspiration to anyone! I'm bowled away! I use MY weight and targetweight apps to monitor is as keeping an eye on my BMI. I've got a long way to go but I'm getting there feel proud of myself today realising its...

Thanks Sadie and darcy! I know I shouldn't of weighed but just did and I'm soooo happy! Need to not be a serial weigher but when it's positive it's fab!! Busy day tomorrow so will keep me occupied! Need to sort through my last order and see what I've actually got lol Also tried on my dress...

Sooooo this happened today! I know I shouldn't of but so glad I did!! X

Womble thank you very much! Yes I did thank goodness so back on track! Pheeeeeew! How's everyone else getting on? The ice cream maker arrived btw but haven't got round to trying it! X

Was good the rest of the night had a shake and bar and plenty of water, did not eat the mountain of kids oven food the FB cooked himself! X

In the 51 mins since I wrote that I've just had a 2 egg omelette with a handful of spinach in and a grating of cheese.... What is wrong with me?!?!? This is the first meal I've actually cooked myself since 1st March. I'm waiting for an important email on the job and still haven't got a reply...

Wooooo amazing news! Congratulations x

Omgoodness also just discovered not only does another 7lbs off mean I'll have lost 3 stone my BMI will also mean I'm only overweight!!!!

So weigh in, I'm 14.13 I was hoping for more as that's what I was on Saturday but hey ho I was naughty over the weekend so should be pleased I'm not back in the 15s 7lbs till 3 stone loss Then 7lbs more and I'll be in 13s - this then means less than a stone left

Thank you natty and Sadie! :) 3 more people commented today they I haven't seen in ages. It's true what they say about it taking 10 weeks or something for others to tell! I'm proud that I've stuck to it this long and allowed food when I've wanted it. I can't wait to be at 3 stone lost...

Weigh day tomorrow..... Little scared after being so naughty over the weekend. Why oh why can't I be 100%?!?! Friday 3 glasses of wine, few forks of super noodles Saturday parmo and chips ( could hardly eat any) and omelette with chicken Sunday tiny bowl of pasta with prawn, chorizo and passata...

Ohhhhh THE dress update.... I did my measurements yday which based on their sizing charts make me a size 16. Considering originally the size 18 wouldn't fit me (granted a different dress) I was pleased. I'm a good few inches away from the 14 but as I had to give actual measurements I decided to...

Thank you both, I don't think it's massive change but I'm feeling much more positive. It just frustrates me when I'm wearing a size 14 pair of jeans but can't squeeze into a size 18 dress!

I got lots of compliments last night which made me feel fab then someone we were out with last night took a pic of me and put it on FB and ppl were texting me to say I looked great and commenting on my weight loss. Felt mega happy. THEN today I saw the bride and she was saying how amazing I'm...

Just going to a cheapy in Spain 5 nights all inclusive £390 x

Omg omg I got weighed this morning and I'm in the 14s!!!! Will get weighed on Tuesday for actual weight but I'm over the moon! I'm 2 and a half stone lighter today! Ahhhhh

I had a sneaky weigh in today as I ignored Tuesday's due to the hen party and Sunday gain then the bits of naughty since lol over the blumming moon I'm at 15.1!!!!!!!!! I will be good over the weekend if I can lose just over 1lbs I'll be in the 14s!!! 1.7lbs takes me to 2 and a half stone loss...

You're doing amazingly well but it is hard to not be a slave to the scales. I was religious about getting weighed but now I'm not bothering as much as I actually feel better which is a positive. Mine are just from Argos nothing special and have done the job fine X

Woweeee yay!!! Congratulations!! My next focus is the 14s

Bet you were fab x

ThNks lovelies! I just want to be a normal person and go out and enjoy a meal. I'm recognising when to stop though which is new, I didn't like the rice that came with fish but normally I'd of just eaten it! It's breaking the bad habits I know I'm guilty of in the past being full but pushing...

Hi natty, I'm ok thanks I've been good ish... Well in hindsight I don't think I have! Had naughty Monday night with prawn and chorizo and ice cream. Good Tuesday 3 products Wednesday 2 products and chicken n lettuce Tonight went for jamacain food... Fish n salad but had a few jerk potatoes n...

A lot of year ago I did a vlcd I lost 3 stone and started at a size 18, never got into a 16 or 14 just suddenly was a 12. Bodies are strange!! Plus sizes are mental like I've said on mine I've got things from the same shops and size 18 too small but 16 fits etc strange! It'll all catch up with...

Interview was good just need to decide if I'm going to make the jump. Also in other news the bf may be moving in in August which would be amazing but a little daunting. Although this means a super scary conversation with my friend who currently lives in my house...

Yay the 15s that's amazing! Bet you feel amazing! The kitchens were gorgeous, ours is white gloss and really deep/thick white worktops everyone said it'd be too clinical as walls are white too but everyone loves it! I agree with the one meal thing, as you know I often have grilled chicken and...

Darcy what a run of bad luck BUT it's all over and done with now ready for all your amazing good luck and fabulous day tomorrow! You'll be amazing!

Aww lovely you poor thing! Being ill is awful anyway nevermind on this diet! As you know I'm struggling but you're back on track like a total winner! I totally agree with one of the lovely comments saying try not to beat yourself up for the kfc think how amazing you are getting back on track...

Bex how you managing? Mrs N it really is isn't it! What's everyone's go to pack at the moment? X

Soooo hard! I've got a holiday 2 weeks on Friday! Why do I want to eat non stop!?! Just had the new toffee nut and raisin bar, was ok but bit bland and hard - obviously I ordered about 1,000,000 x

Last night was bad! Let's move on... I've got loads more to lose and I need to keep going but recently just felt sick of restricting and not having the things I want. It's just a pity party lol I've got a working interview today.... Very nervous!

Lol I can't spell it its in Spain no where posh but it'll be nice. Was £390 for 5 nights all inclusive so just going to enjoy it. Back on track now wondering how much is realistic between now and then x

Sooo had Sunday lunch and just had some Chinese (rice,noodles & curry sauce) hey go. Back on it tomorrow as I've booked a holiday with the bride and we go on 28th of this month!!! X

Hi all, I'm alive but barely! Had a really good time and felt comfortable with what I was wearing which was nice. Food wise at nandos I had a chicken pitta an spicy rice, figured I needed carbs. Did NOT get a takeaway at the end of the night! lol I was very drunk I'm not sure if I had a lot to...

I managed to get the skirt altered this morning! So that and a karki??? Top. With either block heels or Chelsea boots. Been running round all over today only had 1 shake! Car should of been in garage 45mins ended up being 2 n half hours! Feel nervous about tonight but hopefully I'll feel nice...

Today's the day hen do number 1! X

I'm officially losing the plot!!! Order came this morning, size 16 the waist is tiny and I can only just zip it but then handfuls of material on sides totally cannot wear! Went to town couldn't find anything! Then found perfect skirt in sale £6 was £50! I run in delight to changing rooms it's a...

I realised that yday I only had 2 products so now I'm worried do I carry on as normal with 3 today or do I top up and have 4? Who'd have thought this would be an issue lol feel rubbish today banging head!

With a top under it looks lovely n classy the front split isn't as big as that looks either as its wraps over its only if you stick your leg out! I liked it as its pretty covered up and the pleats hide lumps! Alas not to be! X

The original outfits are really dressey lovely dresses and it doesn't look like it's going to be that sort of occasion and I don't want to feel uncomfortable so not really :( Everyone's really skinny out of the few I know so need to feel comfortable rather than screw it I'll wear what I want if...

I tried the berries/cherries/blueberry and didn't like them so haven't tried any other fruity ones lol it's daft how easily you're out off things and after 2 months on plan my taste buds have probably changed but I'm too scared to risk ordering things I don't like lol Hen do is fast...

Womble how was tropical?? X

Might as well have a go ahy! I've been good today and back on plan but have had 2 products and some chicken. The bf goes to Prague in a few hours and is staying at his friends tonight I miss him lol feel daft but we are dead happy at the minute and he's being really supportive. Does anyone...

If anyone's interested I've just bought an ice cream maker that's battery powered on wowcher for £9.99! Lots of ppl seem to make shakes in them and thought it a good idea for this weather x

Thanks ladies. It's just what I needed in sure I'll regret it later but trying not too. He's been amazing support as his life has changed totally with me doing this and we've had no food together for 2 months! I enjoyed my food but could hardly eat anything. What's bitter sweet is the...

Opps had a really bad day and ended up crying boy took me to fav restaurant and I had steak with veg but had a few chips and a glass of wine... To say I'm drunk would be an under statement lol

Over the moon! Was so upset about the massive gain but just shows if you get back on plan like you all said it'd be back off in no time! X

10.7lbs off! The 7lbs gain and 3.(7) extra! Yay! 15.3(2) today! 2st 3(.6) off total That means 3(4)lbs and I'll be in the 14s granted just but still that'd be amazing knowing I was heavily in the 17s just 2 months ago. I'm going to try to be really good these next few days and have a product...

I know Bex I just say it's a cereal bar at work but I'm self employed so just been away from office when I have had a shake this week. Get weighed in the morning so will see how I've done. Don't worry about having a sheeet day everyone has them just start again tomorrow x

Bex me too! That's why I went into the implant as it stops the pain and everything else. I'm so sore today my backs killing and tummy pains also WAY too much info but my boobs hurt lol. Owchy! I just bit one of house mates chicken dippers that are actually my bfs that we came in and caught her...

Bex I'm lactose intolerant and hate coconut lol so it shows how thoughtless the eating was! I recovered though and had a shake. Since last week I've only been having shakes no bars to see if it makes a difference to the loss. Also TMI but I have the implant and don't get bleeds but when I...

In absolute thoughtless anger I've just eaten 3 forkfuls of Thai green curry and rice... I don't even like it! And it was cold! Ridiculous! Luckily I stopped myself before eating the full tub! Grrrr so annoyed!

Hello hope you're all having a good bank holiday so far. I turned down drinks today and had a chicken and king prawn egg foo yung with mum tonight before she goes on holiday I declined the rice and chips and meals I'd normally have. Feel proud I made a good choice. Going to miss her lots which...

Lol sorry for the essay!

So I didn't order anything and the feeling past and I've only just remembered I've missed a shake so having a mint choc in bed :) The good thing is definitely in our heads I really really hope it's not a constant battle. I was thinking earlier I started at for ease 17.7, I'm now at 15.7. My...

Sooo bf is at work till late (11) and housemat just gone out... This would normally mean a secret takeaway. Obviously I'm not going to. But then started thinking about the successful egg foo Young and was like ooooo I could have that lol. Why oh why even when you're not hungry and you want to...

Hope it stays off!! I was going to have some BBQ and salad on Monday if weathers nice but now I don't want to! I need to try not to get weighed until Tuesday but think it may be difficult! Next Saturday is the hen do number 1... So will be off plan then but going to be able to have breakfast...

Yaaaaaay popped on scales this morning and I'm back to 15.6! So weight is off from the naughty weekend! X

Today was going ok but very stressful morning client crying and snotty email of some random perspective client. Then had an informal chat with another company that turned into a 2 hour interview with 2 directors but one had bought me a cake so I had to eat it it was only tiny but still...

Ahhhhh I ate the pitta!

Hi ladies change of plan! Take away! Ordered plain chicken breast cooked on grill with lettuce and cucumber NO onion and NO pitta! Best I can do. They all do involve food but it's a social event isn't it so features with most things otherwise what do you do?? Lol ridiculous I know! X

Day 2 done well resisted the bacon, had 2 shakes.... Now got to go to nandos for my baby brother in law to be (16) birthday! Can't not eat! Stressful X

Will resist the bacon this morning! Back on track day 1 done! X

Twin that totally made me lol! Dancing isn't possible either! But sooooon hopefully! X

So I was really sad 2 dresses I bought on eBay asos size 14 resembled dolls clothes when arrived... I convinced self they were strange size then housemate tried them on and they fit her but she is a comfortable size 12 and about 11 stone! Then remembered my perfect dress I bought on eBay also...

It is terrifies me for when I stop this but I guess that's why it's important to go up the steps rather than just stop. Today's been ok but I did randoms have a bite of cold pizza but then put the rest in outside bin lol. I'm at a breakfast meeting in the morning and will resist the bacon...

Aww thanks Womble I'm doing ok today it's 6.50 and I've only had breakfast which is quite impressive! Just need to get back into routine xx

4 full days of badness and carbs plus more fizz than a fizz factory hardly any water and 20 miles walked.... It's bad and I could freak out that when I'm back to normal I'll just put it all back on but I'm not I'm just going to try get back on it xx

Today's restart!

So I'm back! I will not list the naughty food or drink consumed over the weekend my fingers would bleed from typing! Safe to say I feel rubbish! Cannot wait to be back on plan. At first I enjoyed eating then I resented it and was so sick of it!

He is a cutie he's been really nice about it now he's used to it xx

Umm I had garlic king prawns with a slice of chorizo on brioche so not great but better than the other options. I'm currently crying as my bf make me a shake.... I had a sip and it tastes weird.... He'd blended my chocolate pudding packet with ice!! I was saving it! I feel pathetic! I'm sat...

Thanks Womble he's avoided me this morning just heading to the lunch thing now fingers crossed I'm strong but as I'm totally off plan next 3 days I'm not too confident lol

I was good when I got home despite the boy getting a sundae and then wanting a BBQ! I had a shake with Ice of how I've missed it lol in my new cup (far too big lol) very lacking on water yday think only 2 litres and can really tell. Dreading today meeting/argument with the boss coming up!

Self employed so yes and no but I was fuming! They wonder why ppl don't use public transport! Sooooo it was just sandwiches at lunch and we were all still in the room round the board table I got 1 egg on brown as was best choice! Ate it they then brought out wraps and salad so I had prawn salad...

Twin just keep going! Bex me too! They've sent me a tracking number... That doesn't work! We'll see lol Also depending how the meeting tomorrow goes I may be face first in risotto and Mac n cheese lol! X

Thanks everyone! So pleased! On my way to the course this morning fuming as had to get the train and Darlington to Leeds has cost me £40! Was going to be £55 but I waited 45mins for the next one so will be a bit later but should miss the bacon sandwiches! Had an upsetting email from my boss...

I'm so impressed! Cannot wait to be in the 14s!!!!

This is how much I've lost plus another .4lbs ahhhhhh so amazing/disgusting looking at it like this! Doesn't feel like a massive difference but it clearly is!

Slim thank you very much! I've had an email this morning paying its been posts Sod's law lol so will give them another week then report to PayPal x

Week 7 weigh in I'm at a total loss of 2stone 0.4lbs! Lost 4.10lbs this week - 2 of which was gain from last weekend! Yay yay yay. Wish I wasn't away this weekend as lots of damage will be done but will get straight back on it! 6.5lbs and I'm in the next stone bracket! Come on new front...

P.s I don't like poached eggs... Would it be wrong to ask them to be scrambled at lunch time lol! Think I'll look a total weirdo! Then I'm guessing fish? I don't like med veggies as I'm guessing courgette and aubergine but I could leave them and just eat the fish?? Is that odd having double...

I know don't really know what to do. They're not responding to anything so probably have to contact PayPal but don't know how to do that either lol! Thanks Sadie! I'm trying! I've got weigh in tomorrow so fingers crossed for a good result even with the egg foo Young and chicken lol. I've got a...

Bless you thank you for looking but the number didn't work when I tried it and the live chat wouldn't load lol! X

Womble I'm always really careful with these sites but because hundreds of people said they'd had a good experience I thought it would be fine. I'm just annoyed they aren't replying to me. I think I paid via PayPal so will have to look into what I have to do. I really wanted the items too!

Rotita it's called. A surprise present to myself is good but it was £60! That I don't have lol and if it ever does arrive and it's too big it's just a total waste of money! Elle thank you for trying to be positive though :) I'm just in a grump lol x

Urghhh think I've been scammed by an online shop! It's clothes saw them advertised on Facebook and loads of people had said they'd ordered and it was legit and the stuff gorgeous and I mean hundreds of people. So I ordered and paid express delivery but it still hasn't been shipped and I've...

Yay twin! How exciting to be able to fit in things! The majority of my clothes when k started were actually too small or were stretchy. So it's more things that I'm buying and hoping fit that song quite fit then I'm getting into. Also old things that are fitting. I've given one of the bizarre...

It was the jeans that made me resist! Plus just looking at her lol she's the tiniest person I've ever known! Thanks on the praise and support! Love you all xx

Currently with my hungover friend just went with her to McDonald's... Didn't order anything and she's now on bed with me eating everything lol strong! X

Oh ok I'll have to be brave and try it at some point! NSV alert!! The size 16 jeans that didn't fit (when the 14s did) do today! It's daft that I'm excited they fit when I've been wearing the 14s which are a little roomy now. It's a nice feeling knowing something that didn't fit does now. I'm...

I've got an L as well he's luke. Yeah it's a good plan. I gave all my pizzas to my mum but might get one back! Are they faff to make? X

Twin it's not too bad once it's dark lol next time think I'll take a chopped up bar! Thanks darc! X

Well done Mrs! Bex I haven't after trying them 2 meals I gave up on them all far too scary! X

My goodness I've been strong again! Has free cinema vouchers so went to see jungle book but also had free pop n popcorn.... I didn't have popcorn and just had Coke Zero. Was starving after and we went Morrisons... Soooo wanted go get something foody but didn't! Boy got a pizza it's cooking I'm...

It's the last thing I'd choose however if everyone's getting one again at least I have a go to choice that I like so I can join in! :) Wasn't even fussed about the wine. Winning! I had better be at a 2 stone loss Tuesday!! X

Actually was really nice! I did eat 2 chips and I'm not even sorry lol! It was chicken and king prawn. Feel like I'm winning by being good and making correct choices under pressure. Turned down wine too! Eyebrows all done, managed a sneaky shake for breakfast in the car. Just got home now so...

At the friends... They're getting a Chinese!! Everything is carby!!!! I'm trying egg foo Young??? Never had it before and declined the chips it comes free with. Cannot believe I'm being so good! It's daft I feel really sad that I can't just order what I like, and I did

Lol maybe when healed they'll be really dark when first done. They lighten about 50% when healed. Just having my hair done before the drive up to Newcastle. I'm hoping she's had tea before I get there. Got a secret bar to have when I go to bed lol the bf is convinced I'll be naughty when I'm...

Aww thank you, worried about the top up I've left it a year too late lol x

I can't remember where you're from but I go to one in Newcastle x

Bex I don't have any so it's changed my life! Just do your research and preferably with someone you know has used. I drive about an hour for mine rather than the ones nearer to me X

Ops another chicken and lettuce but while everyone else got drunk then had pizza and donner kebab. Small victory! X

Just need to get through the weekend! I'm at work tomorrow day then getting my hair done (3 hours) then driving to Blyth (hour n half) then at my friends overnight (she's obsessed with Sw so can't tell her about this) then the next morning I'm having my eyebrows tattooed (yearly top up) then...

I had a sneaky jump on the scales this morning and the gain has gone! Woop woop! I was at 15.9 then after the weekend went up to 15.11 but this morning I'm 15.8(6) need to keep going next couple of days and fingers crossed Tuesday I'll be at 15.6(8) which will take me to 2 stone! Don't know if...

Hi enlighten I'd like to think I would be but she's ordering them from abroad and we now are giving measurements so I'm going to take them as they are and knock an inch or 2 off them all then when it arrives in roughly 2 months hopefully it'll fit?? Like the other ladies have said I'm putting...

I'm fair, I burn go bright red for a week, peel and white again! Had last product of a bar with a cup of tea very odd never have a night time bar. Night night all X

Twin that pics good lighting (every big girls friend) I actually make a ghost look tanned I'm that pale! X

Twin you just made me laugh no lol I didn't eat several onions asif they were apples just some pieces x

So bride came, gave me a hug and was like wow how much weight have you lost! Said I felt really curvy! That made me feel better and I haven't eaten the omelette I'm having a toffee and caramel shake I used less water than normal and more ice feels more flavoursome so that's a bonus. The DRESS...

You're right you're right! No omelette for me! X

Thanks again ladies you're so lovely. I'm sorry I'm such a grump and miserable but that's how I feel at the moment. I just want to eat eat eat. However I've only just had my first product at 5pm! Hot chocolate and ginger.... Very odd don't know if I liked it or not.... Put me off having anything...

Not doing exam Has grilled chicken lettuce onion and cucumber last night. Just discovered onions are crazy high in carbs... Great

I just want to cry but I'm too stressed for even that! I've got a huge exam tomorrow that I'm not ready for and I'm so annoyed with myself for not doing more but with everything that's gone on with home situation etc my heads just not been right. It's cost me a lot of money that I really can't...

Sadie I think you'll be right too water weight! Blumming better be anyway! X

To be honest the other times I've had food eg the afternoon tea and when I visited my friend and accidentally drank the next day was ok, this time has been hard I don't know if it's maybe because I drank so much or if it's cos I had a takeaway full of toxins or because I'm stressed to death and...

Bex it's daft isn't it as its really annoyed me lol but you're right it'll be fluid. Think I'll get weighed again on Friday. X

I got weighed this morning and I'm 15.11 so I've put on 2lbs now while I know I deserve this as I had lots to drink and a Sunday dinner and a McDonald's which was all less than 48 hours ago why can some ppl have cheats every week and still lose?! Lol ahh well just got to keep going X

If it's a size I'll get 16 if it's measurements I'll give what I am now and then have it taken in that's the plan decided! Good I feel happier now thank you all for your input! You're all so supportive and I appreciate you so much. I've nearly finished 4 litres of water and then going to have a...

P.s I genuinely don't know where my clothes are from as I don't buy any but primark and supermarkets sound about right x

Lol I know that feeling except my size has crept back up n up so I have loads that doesn't fit - as I've discussed before earlier on. I just feel stressed that I've got to give measurements I don't want to know them myself nevermind give my little skinny one them lol not that'd she'd judge at...

The thing is I don't know if I'm nearly there as in the same day I'm wearing a size 18 pair of trousers and a size 14 pair of jeans. I'm trying to talk her into getting colour samples as if it's online you want to see the colours, they take roughly 2-3 weeks to come so after that. This would...

Well it's difficult to say. 2 of my next size 18 suits fall down, another next size 18 fits for first time. I bought 2 pairs of jeans from tesco one a 16 and one a 14 ( to slim into) the 14 fit comfortable and the 16 I can't get over my bum! The dress I wore on Saturday was a 16 but obviously...

DRESS UPDATE They have all been returned to the shop and the bride has her money back thank goodness. I've found someone online that does dresses size 4 to 34 so can all be in the same style. They take roughly 2 weeks to make then 2 weeks to arrive. I think she may go for this option but I'm...

Thanks Womble! It's just got really bad the last 12-18 months just nothing seems to help. It's all mainly at the base of my neck but my front hairline is very dry. Thank you for your tips but I already only wash my hair twice a week (I'm with you that it's a necessity!) I use a paddle brush...

Honeycomb shake and first litre of water done. Need to get my water back up feel rubbish and sluggish today. Random question but does anyone get psoriasis on their scalp? I've tried so many things and nothing works. X

Good morning I've woke up excited to get back on plans and to normal! Had a rubbish nights sleep with awful dreams and I'm blaming bad food n chemicals in them! Give me back my lovely nutrients! X

The hangover won.... I had a McDonald's I now feel very sick I'm going to bed soon. Back to plan tomorrow!

The girls didn't really comment directly just said I looked great in the new dress I didn't mind though cos I felt nice. I know pictures are such a big thing and social media is a real worry cos then everyone sees them! Urghhhh feel dreadful! X

Hewoooo it's me... So the full plan went out the window. I had potato skin starter (amazing) then salmon and prawn tagietelle I hardly ate any as was SO full and a piece of cheese garlic bread We then had cocktails of cherry absolute vodka, diet pink lemonade and prosecco (also amazing) We...

It's flattened chicken breast in breadcrumbs topped with bechamel sauce and the grated cheese and grilled..... I hated them for years when I moved here (Darlington) from Harrogate despite liking all bits individually but now I love them! Umm lol I might have chicken/fish with veg and potatoes...

Lol it's chicken and cheese what more could you want? However after my taste I left the rest of the section id allocAted myself n just enjoyed the chicken yay me! Today is the day little mix time I've got loads of outfits hanging up and just can't decide. In one minute I feel good and like I...

I only had a few chips. Oh my how can they freak you out?! They're amazing!

Hope you all have a lovely weekend I'm in a food coma just want to sleeeeeep Worried about tomorrow and eating x

Hi super! Aww thank you that's very kind of you to say so. It's THE dress getting me through! However confession time! I don't know if I should post pictures or if it's unfair but obviously I've been advised to have some carbs for tea tonight ready for drinking tomorrow..... Ordered a chicken...

Can't get them on lol but it's ok found others Thank you for your help! X

Grrrr raced but there excitedly bought some... Got home smallest size in the world! Went back no other sizes and won't exchange! Sainsburys and got some there pheeeeew lol

Do they?!?! X

Country that's exactly what I want!!! Tuck tuck tuck!!! How tall are you? I'm 5'8 Sadie I just don't think she's bothered, she's joined the gym but still having several takeaways a week!

Country how high do they pull up on the skinny model it's to tummy button but that'd just cut my fat in half lol it's quite a drive to our nearest store so just asking you a million questions sorry! MrsN I know but what's annoying me is she was never asked to, she said she would cos she wanted...

Can't really be much done because of the style I don't think as its too small top to bottom. She's known for over 2 years the date of the wedding and I think it's unfair she's now saying she doesn't have enough time. I'm just trying to support the bride. X

Ok prepare for huge rant You'll all think I'm horrible but need to get it off my chest THE dress The brides sister is roughly size 26 she demanded we have the style were having and colour. The dress didn't fit her as it only went up to a 24 but she insisted on it and that she'd lose weight to...

Oooooo country tell me more! Are they accurate to size? Or like small medium or large? Any idea roughly how much! X

So after my neighbour took my parcel in they've been out since 2pm till now (8.45) I've just tried on the dresses both size 16s and I think they look ok?? One of them is pretty clingy I'd need some quality suck ins if anyone can recommend as they'd been to be short ones not pants! Ordering a...

My tummy feels lots better which is great. Hope everyone has a great day x

Really!!!!!!!! Holland and Barrett £4 ish. Be at home is all I can advise! I had it in a tiny cup too not a full mug x

Oh my goodness! No I had one small cup at 5ish come 7 I can safely say I no longer have toilet issues!

Just tried this for the first time... It was nice but that's it I wasn't wowed as I expected to be as if saved it for a treat. I don't think I'll get them again as they go too quickly shakes and biscuit type bars take longer and fill me up for longer. Also got this and had a cup but hasn't...

Yeah my guilty pleasure too! The other girls are wearing dresses but I'm not sure about that when it'll be light when we go out lol. Yes I'll be drinking so def need carbs to kick me out don't want a rerun of last time! I think I may go wild and have pasta then try not to have snacks in the...

I've got to get through next few days at work which are far from joyous but hey ho then little mix on Saturday. I've got no idea what to wear as one min I feel like I've lost weight and the next I feel bigger than before! I panic ordered a few things from boohoo last night as they're cheap but...

Blumming cinema again don't know what's going on we haven't been in a year lolx

I think I buy them cos they fit but I don't actually like them or fit isn't really the correct word more I can get them on so o don't wear them! I'm tempted to just charity the lot as its quite purging but there's suits and work stuff so don't really want to I'm sure that sounds like I'm a...

Bex I thought the same! I give loads to charity but used to put things with tags or work stuff on eBay but ended up being such a hassle for not getting much back I don't know if I can be bothered lol I've got stuff from 20-12/14

Just wondered what everyone is doing with their old clothes? I've had a look through my wardrobe and there's loads that doesn't fit or I won't want to re wear when I've lost weight. I used to Ebay things but don't know if they sell an it takes so much time but some things have tags on or suits X

I'm pleased I mean 3lbs isn't a lot considering how strict this diet is but it's still nearly 2 stone in 6 weeks if I didn't have this Saturday off I recon I might of been able to do it. But not going to beat myself up about it. A months time, 31 days till the hen do. May be a little optimistic...

Scales this morning said 3lbs down so I'm happy with that! That means 1 stone 11lbs in 5 weeks! Wooooooooo yay yay yay!

Fingers crossed MrsN! Good luck! Fay I'm not that dedicated it's just more that I have loads coming up so need to be good while I can as why I've got a fun event like little mix on Saturday I'm not going to not enjoy it. However I've still got THE dress to fit into! I also got a little bit...

I just think the OHs don't get it, they get bored of you being restrictive when it effects them. Also they want someone to join in being naughty foodies with or they get sad when they buy you treats and you get mad lol He keeps asking how long I'm doing this diet for and I keep saying I don't know.

I got on the scales this morning even though I've changed my weigh day to Tuesday ages ago and it's saying I haven't lost anything!!! I'm really hoping it's a blip and tomorrow will show a change. I've had 2 chicken and lettuce and one omelette and bacon that can't cancel out whole week of being...

I was good and didn't have anything neither did he in the end which was helpful. Had a shake And a bar was lovely being back to normal Lol

Yup I'm doing well! He got a Thai chicken curry with rice n noodles I tried some chicken but I don't even like it so no issue there. I haven't had anything since breakfast but not hungry. I'll be home at 8pm so will have a shake then. He's trying to convince me to get a Chinese as I've been so...

The only naughty bit is the 2 tastes isn't it? If I've missed something please someone tell me! I'm feeling proud of myself. We're in the car now so let's see so strong I can be over next 6 ish hours n service station food xx

Confessional! I ate an omelette and 2 pieces of bacon (no fat) I also had a corner of has brown and a taste of sausage. I think that's pretty good going. I had a taste and that was it and I was really full quickly so didn't even eat all of O & B. Just had tea n no juice or smoothies. Old me a...

Thanks again, feels fab being able to tell you I've been good! Extra proud of myself considering the situation and the lack of sleep! Friday was up at 5.30am 7 hour drive and didn't get to bed till midnight then Saturday was up at 7 and sleep last night at 11.30 then up again at 7 this...

Got a lettuce and cucumber pot from tesco with a hard boiled egg n put some chicken in. Could hardly eat any which is bizarre! Curled up now he's drinking beer n I'm on water again x

Twinmum I've NEVER been called an inspiration in my life, I'm actually near tears. What a lovely kind thing to say. Thank you so much. That's the plan have a nice omelette first then bacon then IF I'm hungry then I'll treat myself to a hash brown. I've been so so good I know carbs isn't a good...

Thanks! They had chips at the seaside today I wanted them but wasn't hungry at the time so managed to resist cos I thought what's the point in just having one or two?! I'm not sure what we're doing for tea yet but will be good. We're having all you can eat premier inn breakfast in the morning...

I did do it! Nothing! Went to a beefeater pub at 9.30 for tea menu was shocking £15 for chicken salad (chicken and mixed leaves!) left! Ordered a takeaway I wanted all things carbs but ordered grilled chicken breast and salad. We're going to have a bed picnic. He's got beer I've got water X

Thank you! So I had a bar earlier being very good! The bf then left me in a soft player with little one while we went and got food, I got back in the car now at 6 starving which is strange considering I don't normally have my third pack till 9 ish but I have been up hours earlier than normal...

Thanks lovelies!!!! We're about hour n half away. He's had 2!!!! Sausage and bacon sandwiches in the car.... I had a shake that was way too watery lol but hey ho good start. Also just found out I passed my last exam so I'm now 1/4 chartered! (It's a big deal) x

Off we go xx

Also getting very nervous for the weekend. We're setting off at 6am in the morning. Don't know what my shake will be like cos not only will there be no blended ice but it'll be warm water by the time I have it about 9! I'm sick with worry about the events of the weekend and need to try to focus...

Sooo I ran into tesco to grab some jeans that will stay up they had a sale rail and I got a 16 hoping they'd fit and a 14 for later... Get home and the 16 go no where near me but the 14 fit?!?! I know shops differ but it's the same shop lol Feels odd wearing a 14 and looking forward to the 16s...

That's nice of him, what a cutie. It's just so frustrating isn't it, feel like i want to scream you're not fat! The HM is my height and a size ten, she's literally a walking talking example of what I could look like! She's around the 10 stone mark which is a couple of stone below my target...

All of my friends bar one are naturally very skinny and eat ****, they of course winge about being fat or feeling uncomfortable in things which is hard to listen to but my other friend that got fat said to me you have to remember that everyone has insecurities no matter what their size and it's...

Hi Bex I haven't been getting an notifications so haven't checked your diary in ages I'm so sorry! We've obviously been having the same wobbles and thanks for your support on mine! Look how fab you've done 20lbs in a month! No way would you of got that with SW. I'm totally the same mindset...

Thanks fay I'm really trying! I find it much easier when I'm working and don't have plans lol as I usually never have any it would've been fine but I've got loads coming up so just have to be good where possible. I just think weight wise unless you've ever struggled with your weight you can't...

Found an old diary from when I started Cambridge 1st April 2012! Literally 4 years ago. I started at 15st 7 and was pretty much hysterical finding out that's what I weighed... Now I'm 4 years on and when I get down to that weight I'll of lost 2 stone! It's madness isn't it. Feel like my entire...

Thanks everyone I'm so happy!!! Made me determined to be as good as possible while I'm away! Weekend after I'm seeing little mix and having a night out in Newcastle so that's my treat night! X

Literally dancing about! 15s 15s 15s!!! I know it's only just but still!! 6lbs and I'll be at 2 stone. I have an issue this weekend. Short version is we're going to see my bfs son (it's complicated but it's very very difficult for me although the little boy is lovely) 7 hours in the car on...

Soooo TMI again but managed a toilet last night and couldn't resist getting weighed this morning gross gross gross I know but my tummy feels so much better! You'll never blumming guess what!!!!!! lOOK! 1 stone 8lbs lost in a month and 1 day and even better I'm in the 15s!!!!!!! So I've...

I didn't get to the shop today manic! I resisted the bacon sarnie at 6.15am meeting! I then used a hand shaker at work about 9.30 for the first time it was ok but wasn't cold and I definitely need it freezing! Had a bar about 2, caramel crunch total favourite. Had my client app at 6 was very...

I just cannot stomach the meals at all, even the thought makes me feel sick! If anyone would like to buy any I've got lots sat in the cupboard!

Honestly can't believe how nice it is! Next question - has anyone tried this?? I need some toilet help. Sorry for too much info!!

Having my first one of these in bed It's actually nice, I only ordered one to try but it's been a pleasant surprise like the lemon one! I haven't ordered anything bad and although I've spent the day in my room doing nothing and sulking I've successfully got through the bank holiday Easter...

Bex I definitely need the restriction at the moment and not having to think about making the right choices and it definitely makes me realise how much I eat when I'm not hungry! Also how much my social life revolves round food! Thing is all my friends are skinny but eat rubbish, we all have...

Bex it's frustrating isn't it. In one sense I think I wouldn't of lost this much this quickly on Sw but same time I wouldn't be as deprived and left out of things. I've just bought 100 products which is just over a months worth. But I've got so much on at the weekends. I dunno wondering whether...

It's called MY weight, it's an app. Ems_Exante is my Instagram name if anyone wants to add me. It is a good loss and I should be happy but considering I've been full on plan apart from chicken I'd hoped for tiny bit more. It's just one of those weeks where I start thinking about slimming world...

Lost 3lbs 10 Fab total loss over a month but so wanted to see the 15s when I've been tested so much this week! X

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To be honest I don't know how I've ended up with it as I really don't like them either but they're really nice. Naughty bride tried desperately to make me get a takeaway then when that failed tried to make me have cornetto nooooo need to get weighted in the morning! Soooo I think I said about...

Ummm ummm ymmmm had my first lemon bar it's so nice!! I don't like lemony things don't even know why I got it but definitely getting more on next order but that is ages sway Booo

Thanks Darcy! I'm feeling proud. The bride invited me over later for tea and a film but then quickly text back and said just a film: she doesn't know I'm doing the diet but just knows I'm doing a diet. Knowing she's on my side believing in me is fab. She'd be devastated if she knew the extremes...

Last night was a success but I did end up having a piece of chicken.... Considering the chicken earlier I'm not stressed and it was blumming 11.30pm! Back to normal today will resist the chocolate. I swear if I haven't lost that 1lb extra tomorrow there'll be hell to pay lol Hope everyone's...

At the bfs no products everyone's drinking n making cocktails ive resisted despite pressure. I'm hungry but can't leave for ages get waaaaa

So can you believe of all the places he could choose to eat.... Man vs food restaurant! All amazing gorgeous things.... No salads! I ordered a plain half chicken it came with fries I asked for it to be swapped for a salad they said they couldn't, I asked for no chips, they said they couldn't...

Mrs is definitely is what I needed! I will stay strong: out with my parents again today (quite stressful as they're divorced) may end up at a restaurant but hopefully this one will have a salad I can have. If not can I have salmon or chicken with veg? Think my dad will lose the plot if I sit and...

Just had a naughty weigh in obviously shouldn't be until Monday but after resisting things needed to see scales going down and I'm 16.08! Mega focused now So close to being in the 15s and 1lb more to have lost 1 and half stone in a month! Today and tomorrow to get through I can do this! X

Feeling very proud! Bank holiday Friday done! On a positive NSV that got forgotten due to stress I fit into some old work trousers on Friday that haven't fit for ages! Also my jeans are ridiculous found and old pair and they fit which is exciting and as day has wore on they're actually quite...

Thanks everyone! It's 3.30 and I've resisted so far. I've been waiting in all day for plumber who's just text to say he's not going to make it today so that's made me feel even worse. I know it's not the end of the world but just feels like a lot on top of the last week. I'm on my own now for...

So last night ended with water coming through the living room ceiling! Me being balanced on a footstool hitting a screw driver through the ceiling so the water could drain out rather than bring the ceiling down! Then sat watch the water pi*s out until midnight. Now it's bank holiday Friday an...

It was hard but easy think just bcos I was so worked up I felt sick so couldn't of turned to food like I would normally have. Had a crazy busy day today which has helped, had 2 bites of chocolate bar (Exante) then put the rest in the fridge when I got home, just cut it into bits. First time...

Thank you it was hard and not nice. I wanted to turn to food but felt so chewed up and sick that I struggled having products nevermind naughtyness so that's good! Had a blended ice honeycomb shake ans a litre of water this morning. What's wveryone doing for bank holiday? Dreading it bf is...

Hello and thank you again for listening Well we had it out it was difficult as she just cries so automatically I'm the bad one for not crying or comforting her which in the end I obviously had to as you can't just sit n watch someone cry. No further forward really she's apologised in the end...

Urghhh dreading her getting in and having this conversation. Only had a bar at breakfast and 1 litre of water just feel so sick! X

So I've spent my morning crying My house mate hasn't been speaking to me for pretty much a week over God knows what, we've been friends for 12 years, it's her bday today and I left her present and card out and Text her this morning.... She's sent me several messages basically saying she's wrong...

I'm going to lose weight and have all those daft photos of him lifting me I've decided now you've said that lol Just cooked him garlic chicken... I had a little finger nail size taste! Umm lol Thank you! I'm very behind on water today xx

I know it's funny isn't it I'm genuinely buzzing!! Yay me!! I want to tell the bf as I'm excited but he'd be horrified lol! Feeling positive today in 3 weeks I've got into new stone bracket Lost over a stone Changed my BMI bracket! Next target is 1st and half lost lost in total- which will...