2012
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Hey everyone
My Exante delivery has just arrived and so I will be starting TS tomorrow. After months (actually 2 years) of piling on the lb's, my head is finally in the right place to do this. So, I just thought I'd introduce myself as I imagine I'll be on here a lot!
My weight has always fluctuated, the highest being around 14 stone (probably what I am now) and I got down to 9 stone 12 a couple of years ago by calorie counting. I have clothes ranging in size from 10 - 20. This time round I'm getting rid of everything as it becomes too big!
I split up with my boyfriend a few months ago (mainly because he's a complete sociopath). It ended quite badly and he made some pretty cutting remarks about my weight and said that was the main reason he couldn't be with me. I know that wasn't the real reason, (I was the same weight when we split as I was when he met me) he just said it because he knew it would hurt me. Well, he was right, it did hurt me and his words have grated on me every day since. He's since said that he didn't mean it.
Being with him, my confidence has taken an absolute battering and I suppose my self-esteem is at an all time low. I've been out on a few dates recently and each time, my confidence has had a bit of a boost but I really need to do this now for me. So I'm going to knock the dating on the head for a few months whilst I find myself again. I want 2012 to be the year that I made things happen instead of getting to the Summer and then Christmas again and still being in the same position. Fat and miserable.
So, tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life. This time I'm going to do this. Once and for all.
As it's my last day of food for a while, I'm going to make the most of it and make a slow cooked beef casserole. I'm also going to chuck out all the crisps and chocolate left over from Christmas this afternoon.
Wish me luck! I look forward to getting to know you all
Karen x
My Exante delivery has just arrived and so I will be starting TS tomorrow. After months (actually 2 years) of piling on the lb's, my head is finally in the right place to do this. So, I just thought I'd introduce myself as I imagine I'll be on here a lot!
My weight has always fluctuated, the highest being around 14 stone (probably what I am now) and I got down to 9 stone 12 a couple of years ago by calorie counting. I have clothes ranging in size from 10 - 20. This time round I'm getting rid of everything as it becomes too big!
I split up with my boyfriend a few months ago (mainly because he's a complete sociopath). It ended quite badly and he made some pretty cutting remarks about my weight and said that was the main reason he couldn't be with me. I know that wasn't the real reason, (I was the same weight when we split as I was when he met me) he just said it because he knew it would hurt me. Well, he was right, it did hurt me and his words have grated on me every day since. He's since said that he didn't mean it.
Being with him, my confidence has taken an absolute battering and I suppose my self-esteem is at an all time low. I've been out on a few dates recently and each time, my confidence has had a bit of a boost but I really need to do this now for me. So I'm going to knock the dating on the head for a few months whilst I find myself again. I want 2012 to be the year that I made things happen instead of getting to the Summer and then Christmas again and still being in the same position. Fat and miserable.
So, tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life. This time I'm going to do this. Once and for all.
As it's my last day of food for a while, I'm going to make the most of it and make a slow cooked beef casserole. I'm also going to chuck out all the crisps and chocolate left over from Christmas this afternoon.
Wish me luck! I look forward to getting to know you all
Karen x