HottieBoomBoom
Member
This is my first blog but my 3rd attempt at LL.
I started in mid July 2008 at a size 16 and by early November 2008 I was a size 8/10 and had the figure and confidence I had dreamed of my whole life.... I didn't to RTM and over the next 3 years all the weight went back on and then some!! Initially, I lost 25 kilos and now I have 30 to get me back to that happy place.
I did do LL September 2010 for a few weeks to get me to a curvy size 12 for my wedding but I found it so hard to even eat the shakes and soups and found myself picking at food which I had never done the first time at all! I found it too hard to try and pick up after my honeymoon and all the extra weight just piled on.
So tomorrow I am going to meet my new local LL counsellor to get back on it and this time never look back.... I feel so uncomfortable in this body I have created and I feel that LL is the only thing that works for me!
So nervous....!!!! I really want it to work! X
I started in mid July 2008 at a size 16 and by early November 2008 I was a size 8/10 and had the figure and confidence I had dreamed of my whole life.... I didn't to RTM and over the next 3 years all the weight went back on and then some!! Initially, I lost 25 kilos and now I have 30 to get me back to that happy place.
I did do LL September 2010 for a few weeks to get me to a curvy size 12 for my wedding but I found it so hard to even eat the shakes and soups and found myself picking at food which I had never done the first time at all! I found it too hard to try and pick up after my honeymoon and all the extra weight just piled on.
So tomorrow I am going to meet my new local LL counsellor to get back on it and this time never look back.... I feel so uncomfortable in this body I have created and I feel that LL is the only thing that works for me!
So nervous....!!!! I really want it to work! X