The LLC was lovely although I was surprised how big she was! Her picture on the website was skinny and she has obviously put a lot back on but she was very supportive and someone I feel I could talk to. I was surprised that she didn't try and sell it to me it was very much about me being ready and needed to commit longterm which is really challenging me because I suppose I have never committed to anything long term! Feel overwhelmed with emotion at how doable losing the weight is and how it is me that obviously sabbotages myself! Very eye opening. She advised I go home and talk to my OH and make the decision and if I want to I can start next Wednesday! Lots to think about tonight!