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cant wait any more

hi guys,

as many of u know i was planning on restarting cd middle of february by which time i will have benefitted from a slight financial change.
I also posted a few days ago that i dont seem to want to eat at all right now , assuming its my body getting geared up for restarting. I was thinking of doing slimfast for a few weeks before doing cd ( simply for the financial difference).
Well, i cant do it, i simply cant. my head is soooo in the right place right now, i darent wait incase this willpower disappears.
Soooooo, im starting on monday, made my appointment to collect my stuff on friday and then im set for monday ( i have this weird 'diets should start on a monday' ocd thing going on) . I cant wait, im so so excited.
finally i can feel like i am in control again.
for too long i have allowed food to be in control of me. well no more. I want control back.
with my weight the way it is i suffer from anxiety. if i get the slightest tweak of pain in my chest or indigestion etc i immediately start thinking' maybe im gonna have a heart attack'
im tired of living in fear of my weight killing me very prematurely.
Its time i helped to save my own life.
going to stock up on many different fibre suppliments between now and monday.
I will kill that constipation beast. :D
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S: 19st4.0lb C: 19st4.0lb G: 16st0lb BMI: 44.9 Loss: 0st0lb(0%)
Hi cheryl

I feel exactly the same as you, i just started today on a whim i thought why not i feel ready! where as before i always planned!

good luck with it hun x

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