xMandyDx
Determination is Key
So Saturday around noon I got a call from my brother to say my mother had a bad fall and had to be rushed to hospital in an ambulance.
I spent most of the day there with her, and by the time I got home, dinner was over and ended up just ordering take out for myself. Bad idea, but I was so shattered.
Of course then I ended up eating a wispa (14 syns!) half a twirl, a pack of crisps and a can of coke.
And then last night my best friend brought me out since I was smashed, and I had like 5 pints of Budweiser (which is over 40 syns!!) and when I got home, the false hunger kicked in and I cooked myself a sausage, two eggs and had them in two slices of bread.
Yeah I could tell myself that having that sandwich was better than stopping at the chippy on the way home, but...
I feel so guilty today, and I just KNOW the scales are going to snitch on me!
You know what, it's not worth it! No more. Not until I've gotten to my 10% target. THEN, I'll have myself a night out, to celebrate.
Bah. Cheer me up :wave_cry:
I spent most of the day there with her, and by the time I got home, dinner was over and ended up just ordering take out for myself. Bad idea, but I was so shattered.
Of course then I ended up eating a wispa (14 syns!) half a twirl, a pack of crisps and a can of coke.
And then last night my best friend brought me out since I was smashed, and I had like 5 pints of Budweiser (which is over 40 syns!!) and when I got home, the false hunger kicked in and I cooked myself a sausage, two eggs and had them in two slices of bread.
Yeah I could tell myself that having that sandwich was better than stopping at the chippy on the way home, but...
I feel so guilty today, and I just KNOW the scales are going to snitch on me!
You know what, it's not worth it! No more. Not until I've gotten to my 10% target. THEN, I'll have myself a night out, to celebrate.
Bah. Cheer me up :wave_cry: