Foo Fan
Gold Member
Hi Guys,
After having a "off plan meal" on Sunday and SS+ meal on Monday I'm finding it really hard to get my head back in the game.
I really want to get to goal but I'm just feeling a bit fed up with it all.... I was having a moan yesterday and my OH said "well it was your choice to do the diet" and he's right no one is making me do this - I am doing this because my clothes were no longer fitting. I had not been on a night out since November because I was embarrassed of the way I looked and all my nice Lipsy dresses etc would not go over my fat ass!
We've moved into a new office in work today and don't have a kettle yet - so my routine of having my tetras as Hot Chocolate was broken - so I drank my tetra at 9am this morning and it was gone in 2 seconds (when I have it as a hot chocolate its lasts all morning and I can make 3 drinks out of it).... So in my grumpy mood state I went across the rd to the coffee shop and got a small hot chocolate made with hot water and skim milk!! There was no need at all for me to do that!! :sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh:
I will not have anything other than my last 2 shakes today and lots of water BUT I need to snap out of it!!!!! Was thinking of moving to SS+ but don't know if that will make me worse? Although an evening meal to look forward to might take the edge off.
I'm not ready to give up yet - HELP!
After having a "off plan meal" on Sunday and SS+ meal on Monday I'm finding it really hard to get my head back in the game.
I really want to get to goal but I'm just feeling a bit fed up with it all.... I was having a moan yesterday and my OH said "well it was your choice to do the diet" and he's right no one is making me do this - I am doing this because my clothes were no longer fitting. I had not been on a night out since November because I was embarrassed of the way I looked and all my nice Lipsy dresses etc would not go over my fat ass!
We've moved into a new office in work today and don't have a kettle yet - so my routine of having my tetras as Hot Chocolate was broken - so I drank my tetra at 9am this morning and it was gone in 2 seconds (when I have it as a hot chocolate its lasts all morning and I can make 3 drinks out of it).... So in my grumpy mood state I went across the rd to the coffee shop and got a small hot chocolate made with hot water and skim milk!! There was no need at all for me to do that!! :sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh:
I will not have anything other than my last 2 shakes today and lots of water BUT I need to snap out of it!!!!! Was thinking of moving to SS+ but don't know if that will make me worse? Although an evening meal to look forward to might take the edge off.
I'm not ready to give up yet - HELP!