Caz
Repeat Offender
So... there's this guy... haha I already feel about 13!! Anyway, there's a guy that I kinda like, and have for a while. And lately, I'm realising that I like him a fair bit. So now I have the whole thing of do I say anything?
To be honest, I'm not sure I have the confidence. And every part of me says that if I do say anything, I should wait until I'm not quite so blimp like! But then I know the whole thing of if he doesn't like me as I am because of my weight, then he's not worth it. I know that. And I don't think he'd be mean about it. But I can see why someone being my size would be... offputting! So I just don't know know to do.
To be honest, I don't ever expect anything to happen between us, but I just almost feel like I should say it so it's said and not hanging over me anymore!
The way I see it, it can go any one of four ways...
A - I say something and turns out he likes me and it's fine
B - I say something and turns out he doesn't like me, but is good about it, and it's fine
C - I say something and turns out he doesn't like me and is awkward with me because of it
D - I say something and turns out he doesn't like me and I'm awkward with him
I'm thinking D is most likely! But I don't know whether I just should say something so it's out there and I can move past it. Either now as I am. Or when I've lost more weight and feel more confident. Or whether I just shut up and leave everything as it is.
Why is everything so confusing?!
To be honest, I'm not sure I have the confidence. And every part of me says that if I do say anything, I should wait until I'm not quite so blimp like! But then I know the whole thing of if he doesn't like me as I am because of my weight, then he's not worth it. I know that. And I don't think he'd be mean about it. But I can see why someone being my size would be... offputting! So I just don't know know to do.
To be honest, I don't ever expect anything to happen between us, but I just almost feel like I should say it so it's said and not hanging over me anymore!
The way I see it, it can go any one of four ways...
A - I say something and turns out he likes me and it's fine
B - I say something and turns out he doesn't like me, but is good about it, and it's fine
C - I say something and turns out he doesn't like me and is awkward with me because of it
D - I say something and turns out he doesn't like me and I'm awkward with him
I'm thinking D is most likely! But I don't know whether I just should say something so it's out there and I can move past it. Either now as I am. Or when I've lost more weight and feel more confident. Or whether I just shut up and leave everything as it is.
Why is everything so confusing?!