LISACDVIRGIN
Silver Member
I Dont Know What Happened. Started Ssing On Sunday And Up Until Now I Have Been Fine. Like Absolutely Perfect On It. Not Even Feeling Tempted At All Yesterday. Then Tonight Came And I Had An Argument With Oh And The First Thing I Did Was (u Guessed It) Ate. I Had Chicken Curry And Chips. I Feel Such A Failure. I Cant Stop Crying. I Want This So Much, So Badly But Im Just Such A Bloody Idiot. I Hate Myself. I Was Honestly Feeling Great Up Until 2night And Thought I Was Really Getting Somewhere But Oh No, There I Go Again Stuffing My Face. I Even Considered Making Myself Sick Afterwards But Oh Stopped Me. Why Am I So Crap??????????????????????????????????????????? Sorry 2 Moan. Im Just So So So So Cross With Myself. First Weigh In 2moro As Well....wot A Laugh That Will Be