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Hello lovely fellow dieters!
(apologies in advance for my moan, but I knwo you all say get on here and rant if you need it....I need it today!)
My first real shout out of a stuggle...but was at the point I didn't know what else to do other than eat! Im so cross for that too.
Day 8 today and so far so good. However have had a constant head ache for 2 days now and am sooooooooooooooo tired it's untrue. Both not a good mix as now feeling tearful. When I got up this morning I felt dizzy and sick and still not great. I don't usually weigh in between weekly meetings when dieting but had to this morning just to motivate me. It did because I can feel a big drop and felt amazing.....for five mins! However proceeded to put my make up on and my new boots I had for christmas from hubby that cost a ridiculous amount but felt good enough to wear them at last. This was a fab feeling but didn't last. Off I totted in my new boots pushing the pram thinking about how im half way to being a yummy mummy again to meet the girls for lunch. (they tucked into lush looking sandwiches and I had my pint of water).
They complimented me which was nice but walked back home and feel shattered. Im sat in tears and no matter how much I keep thinking about what the scales say now and how good I briefly felt this morning it's not helping. Soooo frustrating. There's that tiny bit of me that wants to eat but I know I can't. Weigh in on tues and dying to get there. Just seems so far away to keep going like this.
Sorry, I now realise I must talk too much too!
Thank you, in advance for anyone taking the time to listen.
xx
Hello lovely fellow dieters!
(apologies in advance for my moan, but I knwo you all say get on here and rant if you need it....I need it today!)
My first real shout out of a stuggle...but was at the point I didn't know what else to do other than eat! Im so cross for that too.
Day 8 today and so far so good. However have had a constant head ache for 2 days now and am sooooooooooooooo tired it's untrue. Both not a good mix as now feeling tearful. When I got up this morning I felt dizzy and sick and still not great. I don't usually weigh in between weekly meetings when dieting but had to this morning just to motivate me. It did because I can feel a big drop and felt amazing.....for five mins! However proceeded to put my make up on and my new boots I had for christmas from hubby that cost a ridiculous amount but felt good enough to wear them at last. This was a fab feeling but didn't last. Off I totted in my new boots pushing the pram thinking about how im half way to being a yummy mummy again to meet the girls for lunch. (they tucked into lush looking sandwiches and I had my pint of water).
They complimented me which was nice but walked back home and feel shattered. Im sat in tears and no matter how much I keep thinking about what the scales say now and how good I briefly felt this morning it's not helping. Soooo frustrating. There's that tiny bit of me that wants to eat but I know I can't. Weigh in on tues and dying to get there. Just seems so far away to keep going like this.
Sorry, I now realise I must talk too much too!
Thank you, in advance for anyone taking the time to listen.
xx