I am in step 2 Cambridge diet since 15th march...lost almost 11kgs (22lbs)...not great loss as you all would know who are on CD...but still was happy as was loosing consistently almost 2-3lbs a week...had decided that would treat myself once I loose 10lbs and then pushed back the treat saying would go out when I loose 20lbs...coincidently achieved my target near my anniversary...so had double reasons to go with hubby and have a meal...poor fellow loves to eat out...you can say that his love of food starts with eating out and ends there but he had controlled himself saying we will go out to gather when u achieve your goal..
So cutting short, went out for meal today. Couldn't eat much since our son was getting a bit restless...and threw out whatever little I ate since the food was too spicy and oily ( we were trying our a new Indian restaurant) ...came home and just ate literally 1-2 tablespoon of strawberry truffle...and somehow didn't enjoy it...
This happens when we cheat during mid weeks but this was well achieved treat, was my anniversary , had reached my first goal and was also happy seeing my hubby eating wit content...
But still that two spoonful of pudding still has me thinking about how this would effect my weight loss at my next weigh in...I know slowly I will have to put food back into my life...of course sensibly, slowly and steadily but still all we can think off is Weight loss...weigh ins and targets
I know we have worked hard to loose...this weight gain had effected us in many ways but still once I have achieved what I use I dream off...I feel as if I am denying to accept reality...
I don't know if any of the above makes sense but I had to write this to get it out of me...
So cutting short, went out for meal today. Couldn't eat much since our son was getting a bit restless...and threw out whatever little I ate since the food was too spicy and oily ( we were trying our a new Indian restaurant) ...came home and just ate literally 1-2 tablespoon of strawberry truffle...and somehow didn't enjoy it...
This happens when we cheat during mid weeks but this was well achieved treat, was my anniversary , had reached my first goal and was also happy seeing my hubby eating wit content...
But still that two spoonful of pudding still has me thinking about how this would effect my weight loss at my next weigh in...I know slowly I will have to put food back into my life...of course sensibly, slowly and steadily but still all we can think off is Weight loss...weigh ins and targets
I know we have worked hard to loose...this weight gain had effected us in many ways but still once I have achieved what I use I dream off...I feel as if I am denying to accept reality...
I don't know if any of the above makes sense but I had to write this to get it out of me...