I'm having such an awful time just now...not the diet...just life. I'm so sorry to tell my you but i have to let it out to someone. My husband and i just seem to not understand each other, i am totally stressed out just now because he is off to afghan in 7 weeks and we have to move to UK from germany...i am obviously very worried about him going and i know i put up barriers... who wouldn't when they have to deal with things on their own for 7 months and scared to look weak.. i feel utterly let down and feel completely drained...he has just threatened to leave me!! He may as well just go... i am not the best hormonally just now as only had a baby 3 months ago... we have a 2 year old too...i feel completely and utterly at my lowest...