Stay strongggggg!!! Let them. I keep thinking- Once you've eaten your full up then it's over. what's the point!! N think if I caved in. I'd get full up and be so gutted is let myself down just for food that will make me bigger. Clog arteries, and fill me - that's it!! Then it's over.. If we stick to this we can be confident, go out n enjoy a meal and not being judged. I always worry about when people see me they think blooming Ekk look at that fat cow chowing down on that meal. Be nice for people to see me scoffing and think there thinking god she can do with that look at the size of her. Hope my way of thinking helps <3 xxx
So tru babe!! Let them eat, at the end of the day i'm doing this for myself to boost my self confidence. Il never give in to junk food, thats part of the reason why im doing this.
I thought i was the only one that gets parinoid, i feel so embarassed just going into mcdonalds, i keep thing that people are looking at me thinking " whats this fat girl doing in here"
Simple things like normal people eating a sandwich on the rd i couldnt do even if i was starving, cos id think people would judge me.
Your post has actually lifted me to be even stronger, soon il be able to do what i want without being scared.
Ive always wanted to do modelling, i used to get offers when i was slim but i was too shy at the time but when i get to that size again its something i deffo want to do on the side, dont wana waste my height when i could make money from it lol.
Thanks for the advice hun it really helped me, i can see you sticking to this till the end!!? so glad i found this forum xx
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