Please excuse me first of all for the rant , I feel so alone and getting bigger by the minute and so unhappy and what I've become why I put up with this crap day in day out , I eat for comfort and can't stop even although my legs back and whole body kills me , I have kids but are but older and hubby works away I honestly feel lost and alone I so need help and have no one that bothers about me sad when your 40 and not a friend in sight dado am hoping someone will read this and wave a magic wand save me sitting here on my fat ar#e and help me get back on some kind of road , only diet I have done is LL and although it worked I am still here writing this am a pathetic fat mess and really don't know what to do please done one help please :-( I just don't know what to do I feel lazy and pathetic , all I do is cry eat cry sorry