rolo87
Member
Morning all,
So I began my Slimming World journey last week and I have to admit that the first week, despite i know everyone saying is the week that you are the most focused, it must have been my week of being the LEAST focused. My weigh in is tonight and I know full well that I will go and have put on weight. ARGH!
There I was this morning standing on my scales, looking at the number rise, and my little brain started to cry. I just couldn't believe that I'd let that number slip up again. I am currently the heaviest I have been in probably about 5 years. I am also the happiest and I'm not blaming anyone apart from myself but I am happy in a very loving relationship for the first time in years and I just wanted to feel happy about having photos taken at Christmas - which at this rate, isn't going to happen....
I need to sit down, read my books from start to finish and really read what they are saying to me rather than pretending I know what the plan is which I think is also the issue. I'm pretending I know exactly what the plan is rather than knowing it 100% inside and out.
I'm very hesitant about going tonight. Very hesitant. And I'm questioning whether or not I should really go. But this week is a new week.
This diary thread is hopefully going to keep me on track and I'll try as hard as I can to put my daily food diaries up and record my feelings as I'm going.
Today:
B: Porridge oats with skimmed milk and water. Granulated sweetner and blackberries.
L: Roast chicken, potatoes, kale, carrots and gravy. Muller lite for pudding
D: Currently TBC!
So I began my Slimming World journey last week and I have to admit that the first week, despite i know everyone saying is the week that you are the most focused, it must have been my week of being the LEAST focused. My weigh in is tonight and I know full well that I will go and have put on weight. ARGH!
There I was this morning standing on my scales, looking at the number rise, and my little brain started to cry. I just couldn't believe that I'd let that number slip up again. I am currently the heaviest I have been in probably about 5 years. I am also the happiest and I'm not blaming anyone apart from myself but I am happy in a very loving relationship for the first time in years and I just wanted to feel happy about having photos taken at Christmas - which at this rate, isn't going to happen....
I need to sit down, read my books from start to finish and really read what they are saying to me rather than pretending I know what the plan is which I think is also the issue. I'm pretending I know exactly what the plan is rather than knowing it 100% inside and out.
I'm very hesitant about going tonight. Very hesitant. And I'm questioning whether or not I should really go. But this week is a new week.
This diary thread is hopefully going to keep me on track and I'll try as hard as I can to put my daily food diaries up and record my feelings as I'm going.
Today:
B: Porridge oats with skimmed milk and water. Granulated sweetner and blackberries.
L: Roast chicken, potatoes, kale, carrots and gravy. Muller lite for pudding
D: Currently TBC!
