janey6983
Full Member
Right this is it!
I've just come back from a nightmare holiday never to be repeated!! I will get to the weight I want to be and figure out how to stay there!!
Right so this is my diary a little bit of history about me. I am 33 and currently weight around 24 stone, (I'll know for sure when I weight in the am and update my ticker).
I lost 10 stone on slimming world and exante to get down to 15.5 stone, I then gained a few stone when I went back to eating rubbish, then the nightmare happened my very active father was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer. From the initial trip to A&E and diagnosis to him dying at home in mine and my brothers care was a short 6 weeks.
Truly it was hard. Up until diagnosis my dad looked after my two boys 7 & 9. Full time while me and hubby worked so he was a huge part of my life, and while he was I'll I held it together and was there for him,I fought to get him home for his final days and it was tough the Macmillan nurser said I was a brick a real strong person. And then I fell apart I did what I guess all of u son this forum do. I turned to food and wine to make it all go away. It didn't I have just made myself truly miserable.
I was 15.5 stone last summer, dad died last October, I have gained a stupid approx 9 stone in a year the last 5 in the last 5months. Enough is enough I may not have my mom (lost her at 21) or my dad but I am a mom to two amazing boys and they deserve better. I deserve better now is my time and I am going to do this.
I plan to be total solution for the next 100 days that's my initial target. I'm quite looking forward to it to be honest, hubby's not keen but you know what this is my life and I am doing this for me not him. I'll update every day and I will get there!!!!!!! Not sure what I'll do when I get there to stay there but got some time to figure it out.
Jane
Xxx
I've just come back from a nightmare holiday never to be repeated!! I will get to the weight I want to be and figure out how to stay there!!
Right so this is my diary a little bit of history about me. I am 33 and currently weight around 24 stone, (I'll know for sure when I weight in the am and update my ticker).
I lost 10 stone on slimming world and exante to get down to 15.5 stone, I then gained a few stone when I went back to eating rubbish, then the nightmare happened my very active father was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer. From the initial trip to A&E and diagnosis to him dying at home in mine and my brothers care was a short 6 weeks.
Truly it was hard. Up until diagnosis my dad looked after my two boys 7 & 9. Full time while me and hubby worked so he was a huge part of my life, and while he was I'll I held it together and was there for him,I fought to get him home for his final days and it was tough the Macmillan nurser said I was a brick a real strong person. And then I fell apart I did what I guess all of u son this forum do. I turned to food and wine to make it all go away. It didn't I have just made myself truly miserable.
I was 15.5 stone last summer, dad died last October, I have gained a stupid approx 9 stone in a year the last 5 in the last 5months. Enough is enough I may not have my mom (lost her at 21) or my dad but I am a mom to two amazing boys and they deserve better. I deserve better now is my time and I am going to do this.
I plan to be total solution for the next 100 days that's my initial target. I'm quite looking forward to it to be honest, hubby's not keen but you know what this is my life and I am doing this for me not him. I'll update every day and I will get there!!!!!!! Not sure what I'll do when I get there to stay there but got some time to figure it out.
Jane
Xxx
) I really will do this I have no doubt ! I feel different this time not sure why but I do.
