lisalulu
Silver Member
Sorry in advance for a negative thread, but I need to vent.
Today has been such a bad day. I've been 100%, but have been close to caving in and eating a few times. I've had my 3 packs, and I'm still really hungry. Properly hungry. I feel light headed, dizzy, shaky and generally a bit 'off'. Kinda an out of body feeling. I just feel like crying. I'm in ketosis, and have been 100% for over a week, so I can't understand why I'm feeling like this. I've been really good this week but my scales say I've sts, its really getting me down.
A year ago tomorrow, I lost somebody who I was very close to suddenly and it took me a long time (and 2 stone in weight gain) to get back to day-to-day life again. I'm dreading the visit to the crematorium, dreading trying not to comfort eat to block it all out, and especially dreading trying to explain to CDC why I haven't lost anything at my WI tomorrow evening because I just don't know why I haven't.
I'm so fed up. I feel like packing it all in and having a chinese/indian/fish and chips... or all 3. I really don't know anymore if this diet is for me.
Today has been such a bad day. I've been 100%, but have been close to caving in and eating a few times. I've had my 3 packs, and I'm still really hungry. Properly hungry. I feel light headed, dizzy, shaky and generally a bit 'off'. Kinda an out of body feeling. I just feel like crying. I'm in ketosis, and have been 100% for over a week, so I can't understand why I'm feeling like this. I've been really good this week but my scales say I've sts, its really getting me down.
A year ago tomorrow, I lost somebody who I was very close to suddenly and it took me a long time (and 2 stone in weight gain) to get back to day-to-day life again. I'm dreading the visit to the crematorium, dreading trying not to comfort eat to block it all out, and especially dreading trying to explain to CDC why I haven't lost anything at my WI tomorrow evening because I just don't know why I haven't.
I'm so fed up. I feel like packing it all in and having a chinese/indian/fish and chips... or all 3. I really don't know anymore if this diet is for me.